Parent in class WhatsApp group sent a panicked message about something his 4 year old had brought home. They'd googled it & it was apparently toxic. Reader, it was a conker.

I deliberately delayed the release of my album so as not to clash with the recent Taylor Swift release. I only have 3 listeners on Spotify, but you never know. Just takes one to catch fire.

And 8 months on...another "manic" A and E visit, couldn't handle returning to work and I am under a community mental health team. I need my speed pills back very much so.

I had 3 months off ADHD meds at two other jobs due to supply issues and because the culture was better and I had at least one decent manager, I did not end up almost losing my mind. 🤪

Not to get carried away but I walked almost 10K steps two days in a row, I have the will and energy to leave the house today again, I had good blood pressure readings yesterday & this means I should be able to restart ADHD meds soon and my GP is going to setup Right to Choose (no more private costs)

I buried a hatchet
It's coming up lavender
The future's unwritten
The past is a corridor
I'm at the exit looking back through the hall
You are anonymous
I am a concrete wall

Currently on repeat....#Autumn 🍂

open.spotify.com/track/5w52BJ...

Hoping for UC health entitlement/and or PIP awarded by the end of 2025.

🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

How cute is my cardigan that I indulged in a few months ago (after rent is paid I only have £373 left to pay all my bills and live on for a month - basic UC rate)

Hmmm you're a monogamous lesbian and yet a man you used to sleep with as bisexual is the emotional core of your life....

She had slept with him when bisexual. And still be was the emotional centre of her world. I ended it because she acted like he was her partner. And she's like well probs for best, I'm more monogamous. GIRL LOL. No. You're a mess.

The thing was I was incredibly devoted and loyal and made time and courted her properly, bought her little gifts! She kept cancelling me to hang out with her "best friend" who she said was so toxic and dependent on her and yet she couldn't give him up...

Last woman I seriously dated - in 2023 - for 6 weeks. I was really falling in love! She was a monogamous lesbian who used to be bi and I was a non mono leaning bisexual. I was open to monogamy, I liked her so much.

This song will never ever get old!!!!! So good.

open.spotify.com/track/0WbMK4...

“That kite is junk,” said the robins. “Throw it away and go home.”

It wasn't me being fake. It was my truth at the time. Surprisingly I felt it easy to accept being bisexual again if then there followed the trials of "no longer attracted to bad, unavailable men but always good, unavailable men" which lasted 4 years/is ending now.

First fella has Halloween costume vibes...

LIVE in** ugh!

Though I'm settling now I have a friend group and I'm staying to build a routine with occupational therapy and once football and Quakers become weekly staples and I finish my flat. I'll feel much better about living here (4 years single, no family near me for 100s of miles).

A 2026 goal is to buy new hiking boots and join a hiking group and actually get into the Peaks regularly. If I have to line in Sheffield for the next 5 years or so, I better make the best of it.

Cooked*

I love hiking if I can't read maps or use compasses lol. Got told off on Gold for that...kinda a risk to myself if I ever got lost.

I'm going to try and see if they let me complete my Silver and Gold booklets/awards late because I had undx ADHD and only ever got Bronze signed up and awarded but I did so much volunteering etc. 🥲🙏

It's taken 16 years to be able to eat Ready Brek again after eating burnt RB I booked in a tandgree atop the Sperrin Mountains during my Gold DofE hike.