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Call_me_JJ

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Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · Oct 18

CHAPTER 3 of 'The one you love to hate' is up!
(Call of duty, GHOAP)
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The one you love to hate - Chapter 1 - Some_fan_idiot_4_life - Call of Duty (Video Games) [Archive of Our Own]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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Bryan @bryanfdn.bsky.social · 16h

I don’t need my games to be 4k ultra realistic I can see the character’s pores and sweat in real time.

I am fully content with PS2 visuals.

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 3d

I started actively liking him now that I know his backstory, i didn't see it last season im sorry

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

Softly through Johnny's mohawk.

"I love you." John smiles.

"I love you more, Johnny." Simon frowns slightly as he smiles. He's always had an odd way of smiling.

John scoots over, pulling Simon to lie next to him, and they cozy up with a movie until their food arrives.

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

"Let's get you on the couch." Simon smirks, taking big steps across their apartment and draping him in blankets after putting him in the cosiest corner.

Those puppy eyes Johnny gives him make everything worth it.

"Food will be here in 30 minutes, love." Simon says softly, carding his fingers-

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

On the temple, and getting up. He cleans up, keeping an eye on Johnny in the meantime, still on the floor, but much more relaxed now.

Simon fidgets with his phone to order takeout and picks his husband off the floor bridal style.

"Oi!" John protests weakly.

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

Half the content next to the steel pot. An open cabinet door. He could almost imagine the scene: Johnny coming home exhausted, then fucking up several times in a row and breaking down over something so small.

"It's alright." Simon utters. "I'll fix it for ya." He murmurs, kissing his husband-

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

thigh.

Four seconds in- hold for four, breathe out for four, and hold for another four.

Slowly but surely, Johnny relaxes against Simons' side.

"Wanna talk about it?" Simon asks.

"No." John rasps. "It was fucking stupid."

Simon scans their kitchen, a spoon on the floor, a pot with soup-

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

Would match his steady breathing. He almost starts crying harder at the realisation that he gives a shit. But of course he gives a shit, he reminds himself

John squeezes his eyes shut in an attempt to shut his brain the fuck up, and focuses on Simon's breathing, and hand tracing squares on his-

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

Simon fidgets with Johnny's hand until the smaller man leaned against him, still silently crying.

He becomes non-verbal when his body and brain shut down like this. And rightfully so. Panic attacks are exhausting.

It takes John a few moments to realise that Simon is breathing slowly, hoping he-

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

John looks up with a quivering lip. Simon. He's here. He inhales sharply, looking down, ashamed. Simon moves to sit next to him, grabbing the Scots hand. "Breathe." He mutters. John thuds his head back against the kitchen cabinet, his inhales alternating between unsteady and solid, deep breaths.

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

It's distant. And john ignores it. Still breathing too rapidly, practically whining whilst pulling his hair– and apparently sobbing, he realises when the figure reaches out and wipes his cheek dry. "Johnny, you're okay." The voice sounds again, hesitant, but closer this time. "Please, Johnny-"

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

And falling rapidly. Too rapidly. First he couldn't breathe and now he's hyperventilating? Fucking great. He needs to calm down before- The room suddenly gets too bright. Is this it? Is he going to pass out? A black figure looms over him. "Johnny." The figures voice cuts through his mean thoughts.

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 6d

#ghoap #comfort #angst

Tw: panic attack
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He can't breathe. John can't fucking breathe. Why now? When he's been doing so well these past few months. He staggers backwards, his vision going hazy. A loud thud makes him sink to the floor. Blunt nails digging into his scalp and his chest rising-

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 22d

See you there!

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tenz ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚🧼💀 @sultrysunset.bsky.social · 24d

lots of love to give. no energy to give it right now. HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · 23d

I always pass by your booth at Dutch comic con! I hope you had fun

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Satan @thedevil.bsky.social · 25d

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Armache 🧼💀 Era @armache.bsky.social · 26d

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · Sep 29

The way 99.9% of fic writers end up losing something, someone or end up otherwise seriously injured —Me included — needs to be STUDIED.

#archiveofourown #ao3

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · Sep 24

Especially when he's sleepy

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · Sep 22

Litirally 🙏

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Devi @deviwestside.bsky.social · Sep 21

Not to be dramatic but if I don’t get a little kiss on the forehead soon I might eat drywall

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Kayin @kayin.moe · Sep 21

Fuck a bluesky blackout, we need a whiteout. Cum everywhere, a week of moderators being unable to escape The Cum.

Call_me_JJ @jstjayden.bsky.social · Sep 21

Soap was born with that mohawk

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Cave @titaniumspined.bsky.social · Sep 20

And they lived happily ever after because I said so, the end<3
#cod #ghoap