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Jay Hawking
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They Meadmaker, Historian, artist, writes random genre fic, literary, and non-fiction bullshit. Against "AI" """Art""" Art by an unknown student. Stories for sale: jayhawking.itch.io
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Last post about #over/under for the night: adding onto that aspect of completely separate gameplay experiences, barely learned:
1) A writer for mothership's actually playing
2) Image not related
I'll misclick and wind up in a thread that's like 99% people that I don't know doing shit that I literally had no idea that was going on- or that the server was even supporting. Good shit, honestly inspiring a certain kinda nostalgia of stumbling on random shit on forums.
Actually, gonna post more about #over/under: there've been parallel play experiences that simply don't *interact at all*. While I was in a fighting tournament (and betting on myself) people were doing shit like setting up fullblown ARGs, submitting art grant proposals, all kinds of wild crap.
Been playing #OVER/UNDER for several days and:

1) Actually chill as hell
2) I really wanna run Mothership again
3) Turns out, when players are left to their own devices in a freeform-ish game, a solid 50% of all activity they'll come up with "how do we come up with a new way to gamble"
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But you don't have to upgrade to Windows 11!!

This video will show you how to extend the life of Windows 10 by 3 more years via Extended Security Updates program safely, for free.

MS throws you to the wolves, but the wolves will throw you a bone.
Fuck yeah; their versatility as artists can't be overstated either. Same dweeby looking dudes you see in this performance? Turns out they can belt out anything ranging from deeply earnest, playful, and romantic country to a prog rock version of a medieval English poem.
Ween-Freedom of '76 Jane Pratt show 1993
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David Bowie
Ween
St. Vincent
Nine Inch Nails
Utah Phillips
Lupe Fiasco
Fiona Apple
Daniel Kahn
Sonny Sharrock
Minutemen
Bela Bartok
Kool Keith
Diamanda Galas
King Tubby
Meat Puppets
Gétachew Mèkurya
Define your music taste in eight artists:

the mountain goats
jeff rosenstock (and associated projects)
100 gecs
underscores
lady gaga
david bowie
sophie
guns n' roses
Oh wild, inverse for me: Dad's middle, my mother's oldest.
What I have seen come up as a possibility, though, is the idea of Lawrence possibly being asexual, with some of those aforementioned letters also more or less going "I don't share your fondness for men- or indeed, that sort of fondness for anybody" (Surprise 3)
When it comes to his descriptions of captivity, I've heard debate does run the gamut from "sexual fantasy" to "guy *really* struggling to cope with repeated sexual abuse" with varying levels of credence lent to the exact historicity of the events described (2/2)
tbh that element's a little more contentious. I've chatted with a colleague or two that're more keyed into that era and Lawrence, a lot of Lawrence's letters with his friends involve open acknowledgement of how *they* were gay, but he himself didn't share their inclinations (1/2)
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David Simon, creator of ‘The Wire’, being interviewed by Ari Shapiro (NPR)
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Bluntly: fix your heart if you think that you, as a queer person, *have* to be queerphobic when somebody goes "yeah I don't think this guy's on the level when it comes to supporting queer people"
Yeah! Told me to "cry about it" before hitting me with the block lmao, just horrifically unserious behavior (and you know? Maybe being queerphobic kinda lends credence to the argument that there're a couple of issues with Sanderson, his fanbase, and queerness!)
I was just called a theyfab for telling somebody "hey folks are allowed to be upset about him tithing a ton of money"; she was *not* happy when I pointed out that I, in fact, was born with a wiener and that she was telling herself by saying that
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1. Kinda showing your whole ass slinging out theyfab

2. Lmao I've posted about taking estrogen so not exactly the dunk you think it is
Personally: I think folks are fine to feel frustrated that one of the biggest names in fantasy is slinging millions upon millions to one of the biggest anti-queer organizations while he keeps insisting he's an ally (and, to my knowledge, has kept quiet about this ever since Trump took office again).
Personally, I find Sanderson *a lot* more contemptible- he wants to have his cake and eat it too, he supports an institution that's all-in on queer genocide while saying he's an ally. While queer folks know to avoid Rowling, him muddying the waters means some folks are funding our own demise!
Hell, even if we pretended that Sanderson genuinely needs to tithe to the Church: he chooses to teach at fucking Brigham Young University, aka the "we got a religious exemption to ban gay students from dating" school. And not does he only teach there, he promotes them by posting his lectures!
Somebody pointed it out to me once, but the whole "a video game's plot doesn't need to be good, it's only the gameplay that counts" is *never* invoked when the plot is like, actually good lmao
God I love the very concept of fandom so much it rocks all the time
I'm not sure I wanna know, but: what the hell is this even about? Like I know Dana Terrace is doing a new show apparently but literally nothing else here