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⭐Ronan 🔴👻
@hell0mega.bsky.social
30 yo ghost. they/them. sometimes artist that sometimes streams
i'm hell0mega everywhere!
http://hell0mega.carrd.co/
sometimes i hesitate to consider myself a hashtag gamer cuz I've played like 11 games but i have hundreds and hundreds of hours in the games i have played so i think that counts

I don't get dopamine from playing new games i get dopamine from playing one game a year for 400 hours
February 1, 2026 at 10:37 PM
watching lotr nowadays really hits different. we watched through them a couple weeks ago and once RoK ended we just sat there in silence as the credits rolled. i cried. im crying right now.

there's some good in this world, and it's worth fighting for.
January 27, 2026 at 7:46 AM
I'M ATTEMPTING TO DRAW AGAIN

twitch.tv/hell0mega
January 27, 2026 at 1:47 AM
yes i see the irony, or bad luck, or whatever in posting this right after the last thing i posted lol
January 25, 2026 at 9:07 PM
the art block is letting up i can feel it
January 25, 2026 at 9:06 PM
i didn't say they were equal lol
January 25, 2026 at 7:53 PM
tiktok is a spy for the fascist government. instagram uses your photos and messages to train ai. twitter ai generates deepfake porn and cp. tumblr doesn't like animatics or videos in general. bsky is still small. youtube suppresses videos with bad words.

where the fuck am i supposed to post.
January 25, 2026 at 7:35 PM
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January 10, 2026 at 12:53 AM
absolutely no reason for bsky posts to only be 300 characters long. give me 1k with a cut-off drop down button. please i beg you. i'll even take 500 if you must be stingy.

nothing will ever beat rambling in tumblr tags but give me SOMETHING here. i hate post threads so much
January 7, 2026 at 7:55 AM
oh, and it was the day before my birthday, which was also the first day of senior year, and the first day of the driving portion of driver's ed. i was Upset. (thankfully it was my left leg so driving wasn't impacted)
January 6, 2026 at 7:56 AM
i walked outside my house, tripped on a root, fell shin-first onto the edge of a concrete stepping stone. some of the worst pain i felt and it didn't heal for like 7 years. pretty sure i bruised my tibia, right in the middle. still have a scar and dent in my leg there lol. stupid cuz it was MY YARD
January 6, 2026 at 7:56 AM
transitioning wouldn't fix my ex, honestly it would make him worse i think, but it would make a lot of sense
January 6, 2026 at 5:46 AM
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whats up my fellow gamers
November 18, 2025 at 5:22 AM
if you've ever doubted my claims of how ghostly pale i am irl, my friend caught their first ever glimpse of my stomach last night (my shirt rode up a bit when i leaned back) and they exclaimed "wait, IS THAT YOUR STOMACH??? I THOUGHT YOU WERE WEARING A WHITE UNDERSHIRT"
January 5, 2026 at 10:37 PM
at this point it's almost better to go around with my right eye (the bad one) covered/closed. it's a terrible idea since it'll literally make it worse but i have considered fashioning a temporary eye patch lmao
December 29, 2025 at 10:00 PM
fucked up that once i realized i needed glasses, it feels like it's even harder to see :( i can't drive at night anymore and I'm almost to the point of turning my apps back to light mode... need to make that appt asap
December 29, 2025 at 10:00 PM
I've been growing out my hair for a couple years now and half of me is excited to get this shit off me, but the other half is like... but we've been together for so long :(
I'll be cutting off like 6in at the longest bits. that's a year of growth! that's so much!!! what if I'm not strong enough!!
December 29, 2025 at 9:09 PM
it still feels really weird to draw. i want to be back so bad but im not quite there yet. i just gotta ride this wave for now and have some other things to focus on in the meantime. i started crocheting. i'll be fixing up my apt soon. im having a good time art is just hard...
December 28, 2025 at 1:29 AM
starting to realize i'll be looking real different next year
still in #artblock btw
December 28, 2025 at 1:14 AM
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Hey guys! I had an unexpected accident this week and am in need of emergency funds.
Please don't feel like you have to- just liking and sharing helps so much!
#Commissions #Commissionsopen #Digitalart #VTuber #Art #Artist #CommissionSale #Sale #HolidayCommissions
December 17, 2025 at 2:25 AM
yeah I'm actually kinda excited to try on frames to see what looks good on me!! I've already did some virtual try-ons on Zenni LOL
December 11, 2025 at 9:22 PM
😨😨😨 NO! NEVER!!!

lmao it's just always been funny that the vast majority of my friends all wear glasses... i just thought I'd have a few more years of "ha ha, suckers 😎" but... alas... those sunglasses will now be prescription...
December 11, 2025 at 12:21 AM
yesterday a nurse said "oh that's such a cool name" when i deadnamed myself and it affirmed why i'm hesitant to let paypal dox me like that if i were to do commissions lmao. it's not like my name is emily or jessica like it's an objectively cool and semi-rare name in the states fml
December 10, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I'm literally only realizing just now that it's as if i turned 30 and immediately my eye started going bad. wtf
as a child my vision was better than 20/20, described by the optometrist as "eagle vision"

recently ive been noticing my vision has been worse, though i easily blamed stress and tiredness

in the last few days, ive discovered... i may need glasses. dammit.

I can no longer make fun of my friends.
December 10, 2025 at 9:22 PM