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moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · Nov 22

"Since eternity, in saṃsāra, there has not been a single being who has not harmed me in the past. If I do not feel mercy for this one, I shall do the same to all beings. Now I bless impartially all beings with benefits. Therefore, I must have thoughts of compassion for this one."

(66) Son of the Buddha, if one who cultivates loving kindness meets under such beings someone who wrongs him and, thinking of this in his mind, he does not have any thought of love, (67) then he should with his wisdom look into himself deeply: 'In my past existences, I must have set a heavy karmic hindrance into this being. This is the reason why he stands today in my way towards the bodhi. (68) If I do not feel joy towards him, then I cannot bring any benefit to any being. How is it possible? (69) Since eternity, in saṃsāra, there has not been a single being who has not harmed me in the past. (70) If I do not feel mercy for this one, I shall do the same to all beings. Now I bless impartially all beings with benefits. (71) Therefore, I must have thoughts of compassion for this one.'

佛子！是修慈者，若在如是眾生之中，見一眾生於己有違，心緣
於此，不生愛念，則應以智慧深自觀察，我往世中，定於此人作重
業障；以是因故，還於今日障我菩提；我若於此人不生歡喜，則於
餘一切眾生之處，皆亦不應而作饒益。何以故？以無始時來在生死
中，無一眾生非於過去曾害我者；若於此眾生不生憐愍，於餘一切
當亦復然。我今普於一切眾生，皆行饒益，是故於此決當慈念。

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moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

all adverbs should have hyphens after

moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

what makes a programming language "not-weird"? well that it's based vaguely on c terminology and synatx, of course. never let me convince you that weird/not-weird distinctions are anything but utterly vacuous and historically contingent

moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

it even has syntax highlighting! what more could you want!

moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

does a text document opened in a windowed text editor count as a GUI?

moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

textadept text editor preferences just opening a blank text document whose contents will be executed on startup is such a power move

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moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

if you've learned c, you basically understand all the not-weird programming languages. "oh this is in lua? sure, this basically makes sense, i can edit this"

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moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

textadept text editor preferences just opening a blank text document whose contents will be executed on startup is such a power move

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moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

i simply don't know how to rest. i don't know how to give myself permission to rest. i lose awareness of my body so precipitously

moss scareaphina 🦇 @fieldomoss.com · 18h

honestly getting this godsdamn lovely computer has been really not good for me. i was already in a slump and now i've been in hyperfixation mode since friday. utterly drained