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『お弁当のあいつ シリコンポーチ』発売!お弁当の「あいつ」がビッグサイズのシリコンポーチになりました!
"That guy from the bento box" silicone pouch now on sale! "That guy from the bento box" is now available in a big silicone pouch!
#ガチャポン #gachapon
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From the vault: my life-size Meganeuropsis model, a giant griffinfly (Meganeuridae) from the Early Permian Wellington Formation of North America. The wingspan is 71cm.

#SciArt #PaleoArt #PalaeoArt #Paleontology #Palaeontology #JurassicWorld #Meganeuropsis #Meganeura #Griffinfly #DragonFly #Permian
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20 min 4 wipe disband alexander fist of the father (the one with goblixirs where you turn into a bird or a monkey etc)
anyway damn i did not expect to be DE psych0analysis posting, especially not in so many words, and yet. maybe one day i'll find it in me to write that annihilation analysis i've been rotating in my mind's microwave for ages now
gives harry just about the best space/relationship for healing short of yk. actual help or therapy. which i don't imagine he would have access to, & even if he did he wouldn't go without the(/some specific) events of the game happening. 6/6

tldr i can't believe being gay cures all mental illnesses
so kim being non-judgemental (eg the swing scene), calm and rational when giving his explicitly requested opinion (the ending with jean and judit), willing to go along with harry's bullshit (the phasmid questline), reliably physically & emotionally present but with clear & consistent boundaries 5/6
but an expectation is something kim holds within himself & thus does not strictly require a 2nd party involved, which in turn makes it easy to disassociate from & dismiss ("if you're disappointed it's a you problem & on you to fix", "your expectations are unrealistic & nobody could fulfill them")4/6
*the only exception being he expects harry to be able to do his job which is a bar easily cleared imo! & it being a heavily implied expectation rather than a request or demand makes all the difference -- a demand can only be made of a *person*, undeniably alive, knowable, with specific traits 3/6
even when he's away for a bit, kim allows harry some input, specifies when he expects to leave & return, and crucially then keeps his word -- imo at that point harry can handle the brief separation so it's a well-timed little push towards recovery 2/6
[*disclaimer all this is about blue/purple harry*]

kim kitsuragi therapeutic relationship (he is not actually a therapist. though imo he could make a decent one) bc he somehow checks (almost) all the necessary boxes: lack of judgement or needs, emotional stability, constant presence, etc* 1/6
get that man a toothbrush and some valium. ok maybe not valium but i don't think he could raw dog the DTs
HDB schizoid position. icb it took me til now to realise it especially considering that's like... the second (by a hairs breadth) main reason i related to him so hard. although i suppose it makes some sense in the context of *my* schizoid position. hm
right OF COURSE it's a volition + inland empire interaction. what else would i respond to so strongly
LRT hate how that's just literally true. that and the "you were never that young" scene kills me every time i think about either
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And then you see it. As it strangles and beats your friends to death... the sweetest most courageous people in the world. You see the fear and power in its eyes. Then you *know*. That the bourgeois are not human.
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Please understand that although I probably would like THING you have recommended for me, I can only start a new THING when the committee of brain goblins approve it. I am not on the committee, I do not get a vote
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World's longest woman
[2022]
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Before you block the TSA account give the feed a quick cringe-through
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A series of images I found on my computer labeled "Wrestling solutions."
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