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dreya
@dexadrinn.neocities.org
waveform contortionist • pdx
https://fanlink.tv/dexadrinn • pfp @nunokiso.bsky.social
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the DEXADRINN CHAOTIC COLLECTION, an ever-growing audio fun pack, is available for FREE <3

expect a multi-format mess of samples, Ableton inst & fx racks, M4L devices, wavetables, & Vital presets
drive.google.com/drive/u/0/fo...

more stuff like this for u on my site :)
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my comic i drew for myself
September 5, 2025 at 12:38 AM
i still get so profoundly uncomfortable and anxious and dysphoric in public spaces that it outpunches my entire handful of anxiety meds incl benzos...5 years on hrt next month btw
February 17, 2026 at 10:40 PM
i still power thru it and force myself out there, exposure therapy style, bc i still have to get stuff done. sometimes it goes ok and sometimes it's just as bad as usual but it's always exhausting. because how can you put your guard down when it's like this
February 17, 2026 at 10:37 PM
stuff just keeps happening. the casual cruelty of strangers and the world
February 17, 2026 at 10:35 PM
i've been trying to improve, even with the help of a few dear friends (thank you), but it's like i'm sliding backwards just about as fast if not faster
February 17, 2026 at 10:12 PM
sometimes i cry about how bad the agoraphobia and anxiety have gotten. sometimes i feel like i am too sensitive to even exist
February 17, 2026 at 10:11 PM
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Instrument comments from Quazar's Funky Stars (1996)
January 14, 2026 at 8:39 PM
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silver
January 13, 2026 at 8:36 PM
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Breadstick ape sit footage in HD
January 14, 2026 at 2:57 PM
30 years old today. coat and glove
December 28, 2025 at 6:39 PM
birthday tomorrow. my cool new coat has fake pockets so i'm wanting to get a nice crossbody bag of some sort. any suggestions?
December 27, 2025 at 6:21 PM
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Solidão
December 23, 2025 at 11:41 PM
dreamt i was at a show in a parking garage where people were "moshing" with CARS, just driving around and crashing into each other and the pillars holding the building up. it was kind of cool but i was sorta panicking about getting outta there without being run over
December 22, 2025 at 5:25 PM
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Finished Series
December 16, 2025 at 8:16 PM
December 15, 2025 at 11:34 PM
orange mass discovered
December 15, 2025 at 11:04 PM
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Electric dreams
December 14, 2025 at 9:22 PM
here's "i wanna be in a wheelchair"
December 14, 2025 at 1:41 AM
caffeine-fueled vocal stim bit of the day is singing the ramones' "i wanna be sedated" but just repeating the "put me in a wheelchair" line sometimes with slight wording variants along with the rest of the normal melody
December 13, 2025 at 11:49 PM
when we lived in the middle of nowhere there was a beautiful mimosa tree in the furthest corner of our backyard outside the fence. my parents warned me of snakes in the tall grass but i'd walk thru it anyway and climb the tree just to sit and hopefully watch butterflies enjoying the flowers
December 9, 2025 at 9:12 PM
December 8, 2025 at 5:19 PM
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artifact #drawer
November 27, 2025 at 11:04 AM
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SHOEGAZE
December 5, 2025 at 1:57 AM
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Ive been trying to use chalk pastels by applying them with a makeup brush so my hands dont get dirty… i think it would look nicer if i had different colors of ink for my lines though
November 17, 2025 at 7:41 PM