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catsfromio.bsky.social
hellbender fallonmander πŸ‰
@catsfromio.bsky.social
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31 - she/they - full time biologist, part time nuisance, occasional writer - villain enjoyer and monster kisser - often nsfw πŸ”ž https://archiveofourown.org/users/catsfromspace/works
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I'm a simple creature. I see an ethically-unwell scientist in fiction, I want them to erotically dissect me.
me deleting my decade-old nudes from tumblr:
I really don't like the implications
The Amazon outage knocked out our hospital computer programs for some reason?? Why??? It's back now but damn girl.
My son is watching The Owl House and ngl I need Amity's flop-ass dad so bad
Debating on whether I should use one of my few remaining Ritalin to have a writing day for the first time in months
I love a daddy with a lil something wrong with them 😌
I didn't spend my high last night staring at pictures of Lucanis for solid blocks of time. You know what that is? Growth.
I'm a simple creature. I see an ethically-unwell scientist in fiction, I want them to erotically dissect me.
my body is teeming with fungus

damn ethan winters i'm just like u fr
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Things worked out actually and she'll be landing at the airport in like 20 minutes πŸ₯° I'm so excited!!
I think my friend from back home is canceling her trip up here last minute πŸ™ I've been anxious to see her for months
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It's very old but DAMN. Guess the reference
Do you like Gortash or are you normal
#bg3 #gortash #envergortash
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Not to be unkind, but I am so impatient about the β€œwhat’s the point of making my little zines/comics/crafts/art when the world is on fire” sentiments. I get it, but saving the world is not a responsibility shouldered by your art! That’s what being a neighbor, a friend, and hell, a citizen is for!!!
Man I do NOT remember Duloxetine beating my ass this badly the first time I got on it several years ago πŸ₯΄
Ya boi just got a full refill on all their meds and I can't actually express how excited I am to feel stable again 😭 Like not to be dramatic but the last couple months have been absolute hell and I can't wait to feel human again. Or feel ANYTHING good again, really.
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On three everyone needs to writhe harder. Writhe til we alter the very vibration of the earth
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At the end of everything, hold onto anything. πŸ‚πŸˆβ€β¬›πŸŒ…
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I believe in a universe that doesn’t care and people who do.
Actually no I guess I did get up the guts to talk to two of them named Theo and El a few times, but it gave me so much anxiety and I'm pretty sure I was annoying as shit lmao. But I hope they're both doing well. They were both really sweet.
I kinda miss the weird parasocial period with the bunch of really cool Twitter TMA artists back in Summer 2020 when I was postpartum. I was in a mental crisis and didn't know anyone outside of leaving them occasional cringe comments but damn it was fun watching them have fun, you know?
I thought I could maybe handle going unmedicated once I got through the withdrawals but I was very wrong. The last time I was close to this low was postpartum and this honestly might be worse somehow. Nothing feels like it will ever get better. Chronic pain is overwhelming. Isolation is heavy.
I'm sorry I never finished any of the works I said I started. The last like two months have been non-stop suicidal thoughts and I have zero desire to engage with anything or do more than the bare bones of survival and keeping my kid healthy. I have an appt to hopefully get back on meds on 6/3.