Laura⁷ ⟭⟬E ARE B⟬⟭CK! 아포방포!
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🔞💜🏳️‍🌈 Hi, I'm Laura! 83 liner. I'm a woman of broad tastes. Aussie in the UK. PERSONAL acct. Musician. Psychologist. Hag. Vmin ult bias. OT7. Minors DNI. 🔞 Coming back from end stage kidney failure one day at a time. serious shippers/antis/solos ⛔
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I feel like it wasn't my choice, though. I just played the hand I was dealt.
It's nowhere near as scary as urban legends tell you. Not in the cities, at least. It's very civilized. And it's a wonderful country.
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he's really just hoping maybe in their last moments on earth yoongi will finally give him the eye contact he's dying to have
Most of BTS: I want to spend it with everyone
Namjoon: YOONGI
Rest of bts: 🤨
TRANS ~ Q: If you could spend the very last day on Earth with a member, who would you choose and why?
Jimin: Rather than just choosing one, I want to spend it with everyone! It's more meaningful if we spend it together, right?
Jungkook: Can't choose either. I'll spend it with everyone.
Suga: Can't choose either. It's the best if we all spend it together.
Rap Monster: Suga-hyung. Although we spend a lot of time together, it seems like we still have a lot we haven't said to each other so I hope we'll eventually say them.
J-Hope: If we die, we'll die together! If we live, then we'll live together!
V: Jungkook! No reason in particular. I just want to play together.
Jin: I hope all seven members can be together. It's impossible to choose only one.
😘😘😘
Being an outlier is occasionally lonely but in this case it's awesome.
I remember reading things to the effect of "once you're on dialysis you DO NOT get off unless you have a transplant or take a dirt nap" and yet, here I am...
It's October 17th.
I made it.
One year without dialysis and counting.
Still alive.
Thriving, even.
Ah most of the scary ones don't come near humans or inside houses if they can help it. So it's not really scary in that sense. They just give me a moment's fright.
There is a rather vocal frog in the backyard outside my bedroom tonight.

At least it's not actually inside my bedroom like the time I found a tiny frog in my windowsill. I've also had geckos and huntsman spiders. Fortunately it's not really the time of year for either of those.

Australia. 🤷
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💜 BTS is/in Art 💜

I noticed I often edit Tae into darker pieces, and I wanted something bright and adorable! Voilà!

ART USED: Malva, Victor Zaretsky (1986)

#btsisinart #bts #taehyung #v
Taehyung in a long white sweater embroidered with flowers. His hands are in the sweater's front pockets. He's looking up and to the side, almost mischievous with a small grin. His sweater's flower blend with the floral background.
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JACKSON WANG IS PARTY STUDIES PERSONIFIED
I feel like there would be an entire sub-field of people just studying the phenomenon of Jackson Wang, both real and fictional versions
Filter!
Bluesky #BTS Tournament, Jimin. Round 1, Day 3🐣

Smeraldo Garden Marching Band (feat. Loco), Christmas Love and Filter are competing.

Please choose one or two of these songs and put them in a comment💜
a man wearing a pink shirt with a picture on it
Alt: Jimin is dancing.
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🏆 BTS's 2025 MAMA Nominations 🏆

RM
Best Rap & Hip Hop Performance (Stop the Rain)

JIN
Best Male Artist
Fan's Choice Male

J-HOPE
Best Male Artist
Best Dance Performance Male Solo (Mona Lisa)
Fan's Choice Male

V
Best Collaboration (Winter Ahead)

[pls let me know if I've missed any!]
I realise it sounds like I don't do much while I'm here, and that's not technically true. But I mostly have to be sneaky about it. Like quietly doing my own washing, unpacking and repacking the dishwasher while they're at work in the mornings, cleaning things without being noticed 😂
My parents dote on me terribly - I'm the only child and we have a close relationship. I don't do a lot of cooking/chores while I'm here (even though I try to help). I'm grateful that they let me cook them a fancy meal and show some appreciation for who they are and all they do for me. I love them 💕
My parents dote on me terribly - I'm the only child and we have a close relationship. I don't do a lot of cooking/chores while I'm here (even though I try to help). I'm grateful that they let me cook them a fancy meal and show some appreciation for who they are and all they do for me. I love them 💕
So the dinner I cooked for my parents was a huge hit! Fillet steaks with fried potatoes, honeyed carrots with ginger and cinnamon, roasted vine tomatoes and red and green peppers. We had the loveliest meal together and I'm so glad I could do that for them.
Watching this for the first time in a while and the cinematography is so glorious. The moment Jimin's wings expand never fails to take my breath away.

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BTS (방탄소년단) 'Black Swan' Official MV
YouTube video by HYBE LABELS
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I read somewhere that Namjoon was being talked about as the "Bottega Baddie" at fashion week too!
And then, when I turned on the car to go home, Neuron started to play and I burst into tears.
I used to listen to that almost every time I was driving home from the hospital after dialysis.

I can't believe it's been a full YEAR tomorrow since my last dialysis session.
And?
I'm still alive.
While out shopping for the dinner I'm cooking for my parents, one of the grocery stores I visited is next to the local hospital. I happened to walk past the parking that was reserved for renal patients (probably dialysis). Always gives me pause, even though it's been a year since my last session.
It's lovely to be here and spend time with family I don't get to see very often. Back to London on Sunday.