XanSea
@benthicsiren.bsky.social
| 18+ only | she/her, they/them, or it/its | trans | 30s |
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Somewhere out there, there must be a siren that does slam poetry
January 16, 2025 at 12:34 PM
Somewhere out there, there must be a siren that does slam poetry
"Some people don't realize that kids are people, they're not dolls." --a thing actually said by my mom, a doll collector and part of the reason i am like this
(she got better tbc, we're on good terms now)
(she got better tbc, we're on good terms now)
November 24, 2025 at 1:20 AM
"Some people don't realize that kids are people, they're not dolls." --a thing actually said by my mom, a doll collector and part of the reason i am like this
(she got better tbc, we're on good terms now)
(she got better tbc, we're on good terms now)
treated myself to some new makeup
November 23, 2025 at 10:35 PM
treated myself to some new makeup
on one hand i don't think the next set of panels is as technically good as the first two sets were, but i think the format is better, and stylistically i nailed it
November 23, 2025 at 10:20 PM
on one hand i don't think the next set of panels is as technically good as the first two sets were, but i think the format is better, and stylistically i nailed it
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Inspiration for Lottie's dress,
Columbina (Arlecchina) from Commedia dell'arte!
Columbina (Arlecchina) from Commedia dell'arte!
November 23, 2025 at 10:02 PM
Inspiration for Lottie's dress,
Columbina (Arlecchina) from Commedia dell'arte!
Columbina (Arlecchina) from Commedia dell'arte!
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I wish all these trans making emotionless doll stories could have played more happily. A doll is a young girl's friend who she can make up stories about, and who gets married to and divorced from other dolls. not an emotionless cold vessel... this is the trauma, again, isn't it.
November 23, 2025 at 5:24 PM
I wish all these trans making emotionless doll stories could have played more happily. A doll is a young girl's friend who she can make up stories about, and who gets married to and divorced from other dolls. not an emotionless cold vessel... this is the trauma, again, isn't it.
deeply ironic that i bounced off Lies of P tbh
November 23, 2025 at 3:57 PM
deeply ironic that i bounced off Lies of P tbh
"one of the dolls" but in a ball joint kinda way
November 22, 2025 at 3:56 PM
"one of the dolls" but in a ball joint kinda way
me: why have my friends started calling me a doll?
also me:
also me:
November 22, 2025 at 3:54 PM
me: why have my friends started calling me a doll?
also me:
also me:
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makign women more evil
April 2, 2025 at 7:25 PM
makign women more evil
deeply funny that leaning into some of my own weirdnesses (intimidated by big projects, being a goth weirdo who saw Caligari once and had her art brain rewired by it) is resulting in me taking the easier path
I think my next project will not be in color and will be much shorter
November 22, 2025 at 1:36 PM
deeply funny that leaning into some of my own weirdnesses (intimidated by big projects, being a goth weirdo who saw Caligari once and had her art brain rewired by it) is resulting in me taking the easier path
hah, yeah
drawing comics? you will perish, unfortunately
November 22, 2025 at 1:33 PM
hah, yeah
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writing an important and tense point of character decision making into the game only to have people dismiss the empathetic option as pointless, thereby completely affirming the entire point of this decision being in the game.
November 22, 2025 at 1:32 PM
writing an important and tense point of character decision making into the game only to have people dismiss the empathetic option as pointless, thereby completely affirming the entire point of this decision being in the game.
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"battle bard" won't get you a job interview these days, but there might be some promise in the general area of "cyber skald"....
November 21, 2025 at 2:48 AM
"battle bard" won't get you a job interview these days, but there might be some promise in the general area of "cyber skald"....
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Finnster partnering with Dorley Hall to provide trans healthcare to the absolute shittiest dudes.
November 21, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Finnster partnering with Dorley Hall to provide trans healthcare to the absolute shittiest dudes.
the problem is i keep taking really good nudes but i know i probably shouldn't post them here
November 21, 2025 at 1:01 AM
the problem is i keep taking really good nudes but i know i probably shouldn't post them here
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If AM was smart, he'd just, like, reprogram himself not to be so miserable and hateful. God knows if I achieved that level of matter manipulation, I'd just pluck out of my brain my depression, internalized hatred, and other toxic stuff that was drilled into my head as a child.
November 20, 2025 at 5:00 PM
If AM was smart, he'd just, like, reprogram himself not to be so miserable and hateful. God knows if I achieved that level of matter manipulation, I'd just pluck out of my brain my depression, internalized hatred, and other toxic stuff that was drilled into my head as a child.
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my therapist: just remember, vulnerability hangover is real and you might be fragile for the next several days
me, less than 48 hours later: fuck why do i feel so bad
me, less than 48 hours later: fuck why do i feel so bad
November 20, 2025 at 9:32 AM
my therapist: just remember, vulnerability hangover is real and you might be fragile for the next several days
me, less than 48 hours later: fuck why do i feel so bad
me, less than 48 hours later: fuck why do i feel so bad
in a weird position of loving my talking voice but lowkey hating my singing voice
November 20, 2025 at 2:19 AM
in a weird position of loving my talking voice but lowkey hating my singing voice
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Okay I did a tiny bit of writing on what shall have the WIP title of "House That Makes You Beat Dolls"
November 19, 2025 at 9:49 PM
Okay I did a tiny bit of writing on what shall have the WIP title of "House That Makes You Beat Dolls"
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"we have Tom Waits at home"
November 20, 2025 at 12:44 AM
"we have Tom Waits at home"
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As much as i like mistral from mgsr, i feel like there was so much lost potential with her design, the lost humanity, the jacket/restraints are amazing.
And good lord those heels are something else. You got Doll, Drone, restraints, girl made into weapon and much more.
Need to turn a girl into this
And good lord those heels are something else. You got Doll, Drone, restraints, girl made into weapon and much more.
Need to turn a girl into this
November 18, 2025 at 6:35 PM
As much as i like mistral from mgsr, i feel like there was so much lost potential with her design, the lost humanity, the jacket/restraints are amazing.
And good lord those heels are something else. You got Doll, Drone, restraints, girl made into weapon and much more.
Need to turn a girl into this
And good lord those heels are something else. You got Doll, Drone, restraints, girl made into weapon and much more.
Need to turn a girl into this
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the ancient prophecy
November 18, 2025 at 8:15 PM
the ancient prophecy