just embracing the cringe at this point, fuck it we ball

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writing an important and tense point of character decision making into the game only to have people dismiss the empathetic option as pointless, thereby completely affirming the entire point of this decision being in the game.

credit where credit is due, these are edits of a large piece that glitchyrobo made and posted over on tumblr

bat

thank you!

leaving here without comment

"battle bard" won't get you a job interview these days, but there might be some promise in the general area of "cyber skald"....

two worries: if they somehow got back to my workplace, and i have followers who i know IRL who didn't sign up for that

or, maybe, i am just being dramatic and need to get over it.

because it can't be so simple. it can't just be the impossible standards set for women, cis or trans; it must be something Wrong With Me, right? for who am i to stake a claim?

maybe it's internalized transphobia; however, i've yet to rule out that maybe i am lacking in some inherent trait, some spark or soul or whatever you want to call it, and really i should focus on that first, right?

listening to Florence Welch screaming "AM I A WOMAN NOW?" and feeling it so deeply and also feeling like i haven't earned that pain.

having the kind of pain that rhymes with what she's singing about, and knowing actually no i don't understand and never will.