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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 9d

Weight Of Them On His Chest is vanders middle name

rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 10d

i do think vander would need reading glasses (vanco both would lbr) and he would forget theyre on his face and get them stuck in his shirt while hes taking it off. if u give him a sexy trait u have to balance it w something stupid as hell

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 12d

gotta say i appreciate reading fics where characters Want to be on meds or transition or whatever but for some external reason cant. it sucks ass to experience and when i read about characters in that same boat it feels less like everyones progressing without me and im the one person left behind.

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 12d

nods. heavy are the whatever that wears the whatever

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 14d

all good just a case of the morbs 👍

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 14d

world is a fuck. depression hours 24 fucking 7 babey

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 14d

its what i do best boss

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 15d

do you think post-bridge he still calls him that in his head

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

(proxy of his vander, that is. not confusing at all working with two sets of the same characters -_-)

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

oh i can make it worse. maybe this is a silco fresh from the pilt (like, healed up but like JUST healed up) so he thinks vander doesnt want to look at him. which he doesnt, but not because its a gnarly sight. and so silco is kind of bitter but he cant help but want this vander-proxy to reach for him

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

he lets silco fuck him only in configurations/setting where they cant see one another's faces-- against a wall, over the counter after closing, leaned over the foot of the bed. vander insists he cant stand it gentle but cracks form during little, casual gestures of affection that ache like bruises.

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

vander is a widower who runs into a man who could be a doppelganger of his late husband back when he was this guy's age. purposely stops short of learning his name, doesnt plan on making a regular thing of this but it just keeps happening until he either breaks it off or shares the story.

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

sits bolt upright in a cold sweat. bottom older vander x top younger silco. this is anything

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

walks into a street sign. babygorl.

rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

anyway i do want to draw some tits and my tablet is riiiight next to me but my brain is just not bluetoothing to my hands rn

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 19d

vanco could do glass coffin. vander has the tits for it. aaaaaaaand post 😌

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 21d

very definitely me being too sensitive abt stuff but it is so disheartening to see like. tit-based gender prescriptivism. ive never! ever! seen a depiction of a trans body like mine aside from the 2 times ive done the drawing myself, and one of those times i got anon hate for "unrealistic" depiction

rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 29d

fat bear week must be every week then

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 29d

DIDNT EVEN REALIZE IT WAS FAT BEAR WEEK

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 29d

vander titty enthusiasts rise up #vanco #zaundads

digital rendered sketch of vander and silco, laying down and facing one another. vander has one hand behind his head while the other tilts silco's chin up. silco holds vander's wrist with one hand while the other plays with one of vander's pierced nipples. the lighting is dim. they're both naked and look content.

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · 29d

its really amazing how i cannot motivate myself to draw & then i sit down to try to write & then suddenly the tablet is full of vanders fat rack. truly incredible how that happens.

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · Sep 25

I Perceive It 👁️👁️

rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · Sep 25

its like i always say a vander without nipple piercings is like a [sobbing on the floor]

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · Sep 25

guess what this is now its #vanco babeyyyyyy

digital sketch of vander and silco facing one another laying down. vander has one thigh raised and one arm behind his head. he's holding silco's chin with his other hand. silco is holding vander's wrist with one hand and playing with vander's nipple with the other. they both have calm expressions.

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rates that are bad. @badrates.bsky.social · Sep 24

also here's a warm-up sketch i decided to color. love some implied vanco.
cw: preg

digital color sketch of flashback silco reclining on something invisible, wearing grey pants and vander's shirt.

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