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Sani
@yilingsani.bsky.social
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🏳️‍🌈 They/them, lvl 30+ Wanderer. Fic scribbler. Mental disaster. YLLZ's bitch. (@yilingsani on X)

#mdzs #wangxian #erha #qiangjinjiu #zhenhun #svsss

(MDNI, nsfw 🔞)

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Chapter 15 is up too!
archiveofourown.org/works/505698...
September 29, 2025 at 3:16 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Babe, wake up! "Make Me Your Villain" chapter 14 is up on ao3!

archiveofourown.org/works/50569882
September 27, 2025 at 9:32 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Still alive. And at a con rn. Gonna get back to writing pretty soon
September 6, 2025 at 2:31 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
I might be in quite a lot of pain but I found a new danmei in my local bookshop. Yay!
March 15, 2025 at 4:03 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
No one mourns the wicked
#shenjiu #svsss #cosplay
Shen Jiu cosplayer in green overrobe hiding their face behind a white fan
December 21, 2024 at 1:19 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Wei Ying is very excited about going down to London today
October 24, 2024 at 8:24 AM
yilingsani.bsky.social
🎈Birthday post!🎈

Chapter 13 of "Make Me Your Villain" is out now!

archiveofourown.org/works/505698...
September 26, 2024 at 12:14 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
#wipwednesday MMYV
Wei Wuxian isn't sure exactly whom he is angry at. Or even – what about? Is this separate room situation really that important? Yes, they were sleeping in the same bed back at home and the inns they stayed at on the way, but it was for practical reasons. It really shouldn't matter here. And it shouldn't make Wei Wuxian feel so annoyed. Or perhaps, he's annoyed at how Jiang Fengmian treats his and Lan Wangji's marriage. Like it's a burden. Nothing but a transaction, an arrangement to keep the cultivation world safe. But isn't that what it is? Wei Wuxian asks himself bitterly. Why does he keep forgetting that their marriage is just that – a forced union to keep him alive? It's easy to forget in the comfort of their little home near Caiyi. It's easy to forget in Lan Zhan's peaceful company that Wei Wuxian is underserving of any of it. It's easy to forget that every new day is not born out of love but duty. Every day is Lan Wangji's sacrifice. The sacrifice of the whole Gusu Lan clan “Daozhang, where are you going?” Wei Wuxian doesn’t stop until he is a few streets away from the inn. His head is spinning, his step unsteady, and he leans against the wall of the nearby house. The silver-grey eyes look down into the puddle at his feet – two cold, grey eyes in a pale face and upturned lips curving into a twisted smile. Who was he kidding? He’d never be accepted. He’d never be part of this world. He was a monster. A tale one told their children to make them behave. The Yiling Patriarch who burnt and bled the whole world at his whim, who tainted everything pure and good, who forced people to care for him, to share the bed with him. Those people were right. Lan Wangji was forced into marrying him. The esteemed Light-Bearing Lord was trapped in the marriage with the monster born from the darkness of the Scorching Sun Palace. Wen Ruohan had twisted and shaped Wei Wuxian like a clay, birthing a monster to his own image and Wei Wuxian could never reshape himself enough. “I am the degenerate,” he replies. “I am the Yiling Patriarch. I am… Wei Wuxian. So, come at me and maybe I’ll take mercy on you tonight.” The resentment is now enveloping his whole being, curling around him like a snake, ever moving and choking. His heart sings in bloodlust. After all, this is who he is. This is who he was created. A cold, heartless killing machine that contained nothing but darkness and lust for blood. Why would he show mercy to anyone? Why should he not bleed these pigs out tonight and colour the streets red with their blood? Would Jiang Fengmian still welcome him into his home? This thought amuses Wei Wuxian greatly and he begins to laugh again, unaware that his attackers are running away in fear. He extends the resentment towards them, ready to lock them in his grasp. Baba, a small voice rings through his head, echoing between his tortured thoughts and the resentment is sniffed out like the flame of a candle. His silver eyes are suddenly clear again.
August 21, 2024 at 5:02 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
The amount of love and understanding I have for Chu Wanning
July 17, 2024 at 9:36 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
I never thought I'd relate to Chu Wanning but here we are lol
June 26, 2024 at 7:26 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Details matter 🤌
May 14, 2024 at 6:01 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Same, Lao Zhao. Same.
Deep down, Zhao Yunlan had always yearned for a certain kind of life: a life two people shared companionably, where they could even enjoy silence together. Neither would find the other annoying or hound them or try to pick fights. They would make space for one another, but there would always be warmth between them. Like they had always lived together, existing is their own private world, needing nothing but each other. And then there had been that moment in the dilapidated little hut on the mountain, when he'd jolted awake at midnight to find Shen Wei's eyes burning into his. You always want what you can't have, right? Zhao Yunlan pressed his face into the blanket, a self-deprecating, bitter smile twisting his lips. What kind of masochist was he, unable to let any of that go?
May 10, 2024 at 10:00 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
They're beautiful. I love them sooo much 😭
Guardian Volume 3 cover with smiling Shen Wei in black holding Zhao Yunlan as Kunlun-Jun in green in his arms, while Zhao Yunlan reaches to kiss Shen Wei
May 6, 2024 at 9:11 AM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Bumped into this wip of mine yesterday and its been haunting me since then...
April 24, 2024 at 5:36 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Chapter 6 of "Love's The Death Of Peace Of Mind" is up

archiveofourown.org/works/537290...
April 23, 2024 at 8:07 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
They just arrived 💃

My wigs need to hurry tf up too
April 17, 2024 at 11:13 AM
yilingsani.bsky.social
I swear these two will be the death of me 🤦
April 14, 2024 at 6:38 AM
yilingsani.bsky.social
"The Winner Takes It All" has reached 1,000 kudos. It's my first & only fic to reach such numbers. Thank you for reading, guys

ily ❤️
March 24, 2024 at 6:57 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
I've been dealing with some thoughts lately and the only way to somehow process them, is to turn them into a story. Sorry if it's a bit of a jumbled mess, but so is my head.

"if the light goes out"

archiveofourown.org/works/54583969
March 19, 2024 at 7:03 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Made a LWJ in the game I'm playing just for funsies and he's been running around doing quests.

And now I have an idea for a young rogue cultivator LWJ who was sent away by his mother after his birth because she didn't want her youngest son to grow up in the horrible Lan sect.
February 17, 2024 at 10:14 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
"Love's The Death Of Peace Of Mind" chapter 2 is up

archiveofourown.org/works/537290...
February 17, 2024 at 7:36 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Chapter 1 of "Love's the Death of Peace of Mind" thread fic is up on ao3.

🎸 modern au
🎸 musician!yllz
🎸 exes to lovers
🎸 angst, dealing with trauma, implied sexual assault, graphic violence
🎸happy ending... eventually

archiveofourown.org/works/53729056
February 12, 2024 at 10:41 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
Kinda want to work on this because I haven't written anything new in ages, but not sure if people would actually care about MXY-centred fic.
February 5, 2024 at 8:02 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
"Tell Me To Stay"

💔 Wangxian break up (sort of)
💔 Lan Zhan is being an ass (again)
💔 Second chance
💔 Happy ending
💔 ~14k

archiveofourown.org/works/53549302
February 5, 2024 at 7:06 PM
yilingsani.bsky.social
"You'll Be The Saddest Part Of Me"

🍁 Modern AU
🍁 LZ deals with grief
🍁 WY "comes back" from the dead
🍁 Mutual pining
🍁 Happy Ending
🍁 ~8.5K
archiveofourown.org/works/53522668
February 4, 2024 at 3:55 PM