Vain
@weathervain.bsky.social
a system just trying to live a normal life (despite it all)
So that is isn't ever anyone else's fault
October 27, 2025 at 5:27 PM
So that is isn't ever anyone else's fault
Ive tried venting about the very specific feeling it gives me to know that when I die, maybe only like one or two people will have known at least the minimum amount of information about all of us as members of our system
But I think because I had to be broader and vague about it the point was missed
But I think because I had to be broader and vague about it the point was missed
October 25, 2025 at 3:45 PM
Ive tried venting about the very specific feeling it gives me to know that when I die, maybe only like one or two people will have known at least the minimum amount of information about all of us as members of our system
But I think because I had to be broader and vague about it the point was missed
But I think because I had to be broader and vague about it the point was missed
I've been off my meds for more than month now....
I semi-accidentally quit them cold turkey and now I can't really turn back. Withdrawal symptoms are ruining my life right now but I wanna see it through. It's just kind of a bad time because both my psychiatrist and therapist are on vacation.
I semi-accidentally quit them cold turkey and now I can't really turn back. Withdrawal symptoms are ruining my life right now but I wanna see it through. It's just kind of a bad time because both my psychiatrist and therapist are on vacation.
I've been off my meds for 3 days and slept through most of it, I know I should go outside and get my meds now that the pharmacy is open but motivating myself to do it is hard
August 12, 2025 at 4:25 PM
I've been off my meds for more than month now....
I semi-accidentally quit them cold turkey and now I can't really turn back. Withdrawal symptoms are ruining my life right now but I wanna see it through. It's just kind of a bad time because both my psychiatrist and therapist are on vacation.
I semi-accidentally quit them cold turkey and now I can't really turn back. Withdrawal symptoms are ruining my life right now but I wanna see it through. It's just kind of a bad time because both my psychiatrist and therapist are on vacation.
I broke my glasses weeks ago and staring at screens almost non stop has been really straining on my eyes
Now I just realized I could use my old sunglasses which are the same prescription as a replacement but it feels a bit silly wearing shades indoors haha
Now I just realized I could use my old sunglasses which are the same prescription as a replacement but it feels a bit silly wearing shades indoors haha
August 12, 2025 at 4:22 PM
I broke my glasses weeks ago and staring at screens almost non stop has been really straining on my eyes
Now I just realized I could use my old sunglasses which are the same prescription as a replacement but it feels a bit silly wearing shades indoors haha
Now I just realized I could use my old sunglasses which are the same prescription as a replacement but it feels a bit silly wearing shades indoors haha
if anyones on pesterchum my handle is weatherVain there too idk im bored and feeling nostalgic
April 21, 2025 at 7:06 AM
if anyones on pesterchum my handle is weatherVain there too idk im bored and feeling nostalgic
I used to have people I could talk to everyday at almost any time. I could just sit down, log in and talk about anything with my friends. I'd spend hours with them on calls just hanging out and doing things together.
I don't think I've had something like that in more than a decade.
I don't think I've had something like that in more than a decade.
April 20, 2025 at 8:01 AM
I used to have people I could talk to everyday at almost any time. I could just sit down, log in and talk about anything with my friends. I'd spend hours with them on calls just hanging out and doing things together.
I don't think I've had something like that in more than a decade.
I don't think I've had something like that in more than a decade.
I've been off my meds for 3 days and slept through most of it, I know I should go outside and get my meds now that the pharmacy is open but motivating myself to do it is hard
April 20, 2025 at 7:59 AM
I've been off my meds for 3 days and slept through most of it, I know I should go outside and get my meds now that the pharmacy is open but motivating myself to do it is hard
don't know what else to talk about so here's a dream i've had where i was repeatedly going through a door that led me to a "world" kind of like in yume nikki. I'd call it "Crime World" because it was a city at night and people were always running around doing shady stuff, some had weapons and stuff
April 20, 2025 at 7:57 AM
don't know what else to talk about so here's a dream i've had where i was repeatedly going through a door that led me to a "world" kind of like in yume nikki. I'd call it "Crime World" because it was a city at night and people were always running around doing shady stuff, some had weapons and stuff
First time I had a switching headache in a very long time. I guess it still happens.
February 22, 2025 at 3:01 PM
First time I had a switching headache in a very long time. I guess it still happens.
post a magical Girl
Miki Sayaka from Madoka Magica
Miki Sayaka from Madoka Magica
January 30, 2025 at 12:35 PM
post a magical Girl
Miki Sayaka from Madoka Magica
Miki Sayaka from Madoka Magica
dr vegapunk from one piece is a system and you can't convince me otherwise
January 30, 2025 at 12:31 PM
dr vegapunk from one piece is a system and you can't convince me otherwise
it only took me more than a week but im finally done writing pages for each of us in our special little wiki thingy!
Its pretty satisfying having all of that finally put down.
Its pretty satisfying having all of that finally put down.
January 13, 2025 at 2:21 PM
it only took me more than a week but im finally done writing pages for each of us in our special little wiki thingy!
Its pretty satisfying having all of that finally put down.
Its pretty satisfying having all of that finally put down.
I also keep having dreams of fake media or fake stuff happening like, a fake episode of a show, or a fake song I'm listening to. It's kind of hilarious when I actually do remember them too
January 10, 2025 at 10:53 AM
I also keep having dreams of fake media or fake stuff happening like, a fake episode of a show, or a fake song I'm listening to. It's kind of hilarious when I actually do remember them too
Ive always had fun with dreams and lucid dreaming, recently Ive been having a lot of dreams the continue into one another as I wake and fall back asleep
Its kind of wild having dream continuity this clear! Like I'll remember something from a dream and then tell a different dream's npc about it
Its kind of wild having dream continuity this clear! Like I'll remember something from a dream and then tell a different dream's npc about it
January 10, 2025 at 10:53 AM
Ive always had fun with dreams and lucid dreaming, recently Ive been having a lot of dreams the continue into one another as I wake and fall back asleep
Its kind of wild having dream continuity this clear! Like I'll remember something from a dream and then tell a different dream's npc about it
Its kind of wild having dream continuity this clear! Like I'll remember something from a dream and then tell a different dream's npc about it
currently for fun I'm writing about our system, its members, headspace and its history, and i can't believe i decided to name its different stages throughout time as "Era 1, 2 and 3" like in Steven Universe...
We're in Era 3 right now, it's pretty cool!
We're in Era 3 right now, it's pretty cool!
January 6, 2025 at 12:21 PM
currently for fun I'm writing about our system, its members, headspace and its history, and i can't believe i decided to name its different stages throughout time as "Era 1, 2 and 3" like in Steven Universe...
We're in Era 3 right now, it's pretty cool!
We're in Era 3 right now, it's pretty cool!
I was funny in 2021 (and playing pokemon emerald apparently)
January 6, 2025 at 10:22 AM
I was funny in 2021 (and playing pokemon emerald apparently)
hyperspecific meme for all the systems out there with a weird inner world that works like an archive of everything
January 6, 2025 at 9:52 AM
hyperspecific meme for all the systems out there with a weird inner world that works like an archive of everything
I pretty much consider myself to always be co-conscious or co-fronting in some way, to form what I call "myself" in general, most of the time it's the same first two alters together, too
31. do you tend to have a lot of people cofronting or co-concious?
January 6, 2025 at 7:51 AM
I pretty much consider myself to always be co-conscious or co-fronting in some way, to form what I call "myself" in general, most of the time it's the same first two alters together, too
I feel bored and i want something fun to do as an entire system i wonder if there are any activities like that or resources online idk
January 5, 2025 at 10:29 AM
I feel bored and i want something fun to do as an entire system i wonder if there are any activities like that or resources online idk
We used to be really hung up about what our roles were and how to fulfill them but since then it's more chill now everyone does whatever they feel is natural to them even if it doesn't fit into a clear or known role
21. do your alters tend to know their roles, or do you just go with the flow?
January 4, 2025 at 8:59 PM
We used to be really hung up about what our roles were and how to fulfill them but since then it's more chill now everyone does whatever they feel is natural to them even if it doesn't fit into a clear or known role
Every so often I'll be like "oh I'm fine actually I haven't dissociated in a while" and then suddenly i'll be surrounded by people and I'll lose it immediately
January 4, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Every so often I'll be like "oh I'm fine actually I haven't dissociated in a while" and then suddenly i'll be surrounded by people and I'll lose it immediately
Idk if i'd say it's "good" but United States of Tara was definitely something.. I enjoyed it til the last season which felt a bit rushed & overdramatic but u know how it is with shows like that. Theres also another show ive recently been watching because I heard it was good rep but i won't spoil it
19. is there any system rep in media you want to talk about, or that you think is good?
January 4, 2025 at 10:20 AM
Idk if i'd say it's "good" but United States of Tara was definitely something.. I enjoyed it til the last season which felt a bit rushed & overdramatic but u know how it is with shows like that. Theres also another show ive recently been watching because I heard it was good rep but i won't spoil it
I always freak out whenever I share anything about us but I literally made this account to feel better about being a system so whatever!!!
January 4, 2025 at 10:14 AM
I always freak out whenever I share anything about us but I literally made this account to feel better about being a system so whatever!!!
Gathering these questions together since they overlap, we do have different speech patterns for sure, both in text and aloud. Between the ones who speak in a much more verbose way, or the more casual kind, the one who barely speaks at all if not in short monotonous sentences, there's a lot!
January 4, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Gathering these questions together since they overlap, we do have different speech patterns for sure, both in text and aloud. Between the ones who speak in a much more verbose way, or the more casual kind, the one who barely speaks at all if not in short monotonous sentences, there's a lot!
hope we're not clogging up anyone's tl by participating in that one system questions thread! lots of people seem to be doing it so it seemed fun
January 4, 2025 at 10:08 AM
hope we're not clogging up anyone's tl by participating in that one system questions thread! lots of people seem to be doing it so it seemed fun