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(((Vivian)))🩸
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schitzophrenic

i like
pinball
comics
and mecha anime

i hate
doctors and
mario

chronically lonely

they should invent a person that can love xera i think
February 1, 2026 at 3:57 AM
i honestly think im going to start just taking prison doses of my antiphycotics

i just want to be numb
January 28, 2026 at 2:35 AM
if i cut mysepf hard enough would she atleast respect my pain as much asshe respects everyone elses god damn sufferings
January 26, 2026 at 11:27 PM
when am i going to accept im the lroblem and just smash my own head in
January 22, 2026 at 12:33 AM
reconstruction wasnt fumbled by not prosecuting slave owners enough ypu literal god damn moron

it was fumbled by the government embezzling half the funds because grant literally didnt gaf as long as the south kept producing
This is how you fumble Reconstruction a second time.
Nuanced take: I think it's really important to give *normal citizens* who supported Trump and off-ramp and *professional writers, pundits and politicians* who supported Trump should have to wear it like a scarlet letter for the rest of their lives
January 19, 2026 at 1:45 AM
who am i even talking to at thins point?
January 19, 2026 at 12:49 AM
god i genuinely wish people thought i was smart
because i do try ungodly hard to be
educated and aware and

idk
i gyess id just
lije some recognition

idk

who gaf
January 19, 2026 at 12:22 AM
i honestly wish i still knew literally any fucking contacts and could just go back to being a whore

sure it was fucking hell buf so is this
January 18, 2026 at 11:33 PM
i love that even my friends think im stupid and crazy
January 18, 2026 at 11:18 PM
like its my god damn faukt i threw out my back after these jackasses scheduled me for a 70 hour week
"you know that will make me tell at you"
is shit i should hear from a toxic t boy im obsessed over
not my fucking boss
January 18, 2026 at 10:52 PM
"you know that will make me tell at you"
is shit i should hear from a toxic t boy im obsessed over
not my fucking boss
January 18, 2026 at 10:22 PM
you have never seen humanity more unified than a crowd of conplete strangers finding comradery in hating the random schitzo on the bus
January 18, 2026 at 7:42 PM
so
kinda interesting yarvin detail i think alota people miss

his advocacy for slavery comes
atleadt particularly
because wevd reached post scarcity
and so nolonger need the economic advantages of
literally any system but slavery
January 18, 2026 at 5:21 PM
im fucking melting and my gf literally cant bd bothered to make time for me except to say my pain is my fault
January 15, 2026 at 3:19 AM
what if this doesmt get better
im
going to lose my ability to work
the
only thing i can provide to the people i love
January 14, 2026 at 10:42 PM
can someone please get curtis yarvin off twitter

its so bad for his brain
January 14, 2026 at 10:28 PM
fucking
threw my back out 2 days ago
folliwed by a 14 hour shift
and
i cant fycking stand
so
im
begging my boss to let me go home
tears in my eyes

i get a 2 hour break to rest my spine

i want ti fucking die
January 14, 2026 at 9:59 PM
my gfs other gf who she likes more than me is moving in with her at the end of the year

im fucking fine
and definetly have reasons to live
January 14, 2026 at 2:32 AM
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January 13, 2026 at 11:12 PM
its a god damn crime that i was allowed to be fucking born and istfg one day i will make everone responsible pay
January 13, 2026 at 11:05 PM
im in so much god damn pain i cant fucking stand
everythung is blurry

i miss heroin so god damn much
January 13, 2026 at 11:00 PM
nothing has changed in a god damn century
January 13, 2026 at 4:22 PM
"they drove them (the unemployed) mad that thry might arrest them; and when they appearded before the judge, he declared their possessions "theatrical," and no hand was lifted to strike this villain in the face...."
January 13, 2026 at 4:03 PM
i read so slowly its genuinely fucking humiliating
January 13, 2026 at 3:44 PM
i have no idea how to explain to a literal child that seeing the woman i saw get shoot when i was 5 stalking me for 2 decades is not remotely comparable to being stoned enough to think youre a tree
coworker just asked if "schitzophrenia is like being on edibles all the time"
January 13, 2026 at 2:58 AM