I really just want to spread love and happiness, but most people I've known probably see me as having alterior motives instead of just being clumsy and misguided. I'm genuinely trying my best and I know that a lot of the time that is not enough. I just want everyone to know that I'm always trying.

The thing I want most in life is helping people and being there for them no matter the personal cost, but it's never enough and I'm torn between if it's just the worst luck or if I'm doing something fundamentally wrong.

No matter what I do I always feel like an abuser, because I've never had a long term relationship or friendship that didn't eventually turn bitter or violently erupted with something that I did always being the trigger.

Other images I was about to post.

ich hab vergessen meine schwester zu fiken

You can do it! I know it 🫂💜