jae lethe ⚧️🏳️⚧️✊⚒️
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this is one of the places i store my swear words when i'm not hurling them at the sun in vain
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nonbinary, he/she/they/whatever
bisexual goth weirdo, musician, zealous SubGenius atheist, vegetarian; HARD left
Dayton
links & about: https://transmothra.com/
nonbinary, he/she/they/whatever
bisexual goth weirdo, musician, zealous SubGenius atheist, vegetarian; HARD left
Dayton
fuck i'm supposed to have several teeth extracted tomorrow morning and i don't know if i can do it. I feel sick to my stomach. I can't bring anyone. Fuck.
November 26, 2025 at 3:11 AM
fuck i'm supposed to have several teeth extracted tomorrow morning and i don't know if i can do it. I feel sick to my stomach. I can't bring anyone. Fuck.
Just got out of an urgent care where the doctor literally said "my god" while examining me
i haven't much longer
i haven't much longer
November 24, 2025 at 1:01 AM
Just got out of an urgent care where the doctor literally said "my god" while examining me
i haven't much longer
i haven't much longer
god i am so embarrassed to be alive
November 21, 2025 at 5:55 AM
god i am so embarrassed to be alive
i am so thankful i can see REALITY instead of selfish delusion
November 21, 2025 at 5:44 AM
i am so thankful i can see REALITY instead of selfish delusion
i was so sure i could be a real person
November 21, 2025 at 5:39 AM
i was so sure i could be a real person
i just can't keep pretending anymore. it's only ever been worth it to ME, and I'm not worth it to begin with
every minute i chicken out or delay is just making the universe WORSE
every minute i chicken out or delay is just making the universe WORSE
November 21, 2025 at 5:03 AM
i just can't keep pretending anymore. it's only ever been worth it to ME, and I'm not worth it to begin with
every minute i chicken out or delay is just making the universe WORSE
every minute i chicken out or delay is just making the universe WORSE
i'd say i'm about 6-7 lokos in on my quest to explain why i'm still here
November 21, 2025 at 4:42 AM
i'd say i'm about 6-7 lokos in on my quest to explain why i'm still here
to everyone i have ever known: i am so sorry. i have only ever been a waste of your time. i am so sorry 😭
November 21, 2025 at 4:37 AM
to everyone i have ever known: i am so sorry. i have only ever been a waste of your time. i am so sorry 😭
i am such a weak fucking loser
just pathetic
the world is a slightly worse and unhappier place with me in it
that's just a stark fucking FACT
i fuck up EVERYTHING
just pathetic
the world is a slightly worse and unhappier place with me in it
that's just a stark fucking FACT
i fuck up EVERYTHING
November 21, 2025 at 2:41 AM
i am such a weak fucking loser
just pathetic
the world is a slightly worse and unhappier place with me in it
that's just a stark fucking FACT
i fuck up EVERYTHING
just pathetic
the world is a slightly worse and unhappier place with me in it
that's just a stark fucking FACT
i fuck up EVERYTHING
No answers from the ER, just a referral ugh
Really wish i had insisted on imaging
Really wish i had insisted on imaging
November 20, 2025 at 9:57 PM
No answers from the ER, just a referral ugh
Really wish i had insisted on imaging
Really wish i had insisted on imaging
also there's a new thing and it's weird and sudden and kind of psychedelic and i don't even have any fucking idea what to do about it and i'm already tired of being so scared
November 20, 2025 at 4:00 AM
also there's a new thing and it's weird and sudden and kind of psychedelic and i don't even have any fucking idea what to do about it and i'm already tired of being so scared
right now all i want is somewhere i could go to just sob as loudly and messily as i need to
there's just so much on top of me, it's all so overwhelming, and i somehow — as underemployed as i am — don't have enough time to spend doing the things i wanted to do or getting to know interesting people
there's just so much on top of me, it's all so overwhelming, and i somehow — as underemployed as i am — don't have enough time to spend doing the things i wanted to do or getting to know interesting people
November 20, 2025 at 3:54 AM
right now all i want is somewhere i could go to just sob as loudly and messily as i need to
there's just so much on top of me, it's all so overwhelming, and i somehow — as underemployed as i am — don't have enough time to spend doing the things i wanted to do or getting to know interesting people
there's just so much on top of me, it's all so overwhelming, and i somehow — as underemployed as i am — don't have enough time to spend doing the things i wanted to do or getting to know interesting people
time is such a fucker 😭
November 20, 2025 at 2:47 AM
time is such a fucker 😭
Christ, this week! At this point i can't remember the last time i was NOT at a doctor's office of some type
November 19, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Christ, this week! At this point i can't remember the last time i was NOT at a doctor's office of some type
As is common for me, i was rewarded for my awkwardness today with Special Treatment
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November 19, 2025 at 6:34 PM
As is common for me, i was rewarded for my awkwardness today with Special Treatment
Each morning when i wake up, i sit upright, stretch my lil arms out, smile at the wildfires outside my window, sigh, and think to myself "you're not actually a valid ANYTHING are you?" Then i make my bed, put away any unused nooses, and go outside to greet the big beautiful world that wants me dead!
November 19, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Each morning when i wake up, i sit upright, stretch my lil arms out, smile at the wildfires outside my window, sigh, and think to myself "you're not actually a valid ANYTHING are you?" Then i make my bed, put away any unused nooses, and go outside to greet the big beautiful world that wants me dead!
My least favorite subgenre of country music is remember-the-times-we-used-to-hang-out-with-all-our-friends-and-drink-beer-in-precisely-the-same-way-we-are-doing-right-now-and-have-been-doing-for-many-years-yeah-those-were-the-Good-Old-Days-huh
November 19, 2025 at 12:34 PM
My least favorite subgenre of country music is remember-the-times-we-used-to-hang-out-with-all-our-friends-and-drink-beer-in-precisely-the-same-way-we-are-doing-right-now-and-have-been-doing-for-many-years-yeah-those-were-the-Good-Old-Days-huh
*fuck* i need more time
just need more time
just need more time
November 19, 2025 at 1:38 AM
*fuck* i need more time
just need more time
just need more time
Think intentionally and seriously about this...
November 18, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Think intentionally and seriously about this...
only just now finally sitting down to process today... it's been a real one. A big up and a big down & a bit of chaos
but hey i was medically hilarious off-the-cuff with an ad-libbed line about being "here for a Comical Topography scan," so that's cool, that was fun, that was a good time, hey
but hey i was medically hilarious off-the-cuff with an ad-libbed line about being "here for a Comical Topography scan," so that's cool, that was fun, that was a good time, hey
November 18, 2025 at 4:05 AM
only just now finally sitting down to process today... it's been a real one. A big up and a big down & a bit of chaos
but hey i was medically hilarious off-the-cuff with an ad-libbed line about being "here for a Comical Topography scan," so that's cool, that was fun, that was a good time, hey
but hey i was medically hilarious off-the-cuff with an ad-libbed line about being "here for a Comical Topography scan," so that's cool, that was fun, that was a good time, hey
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November 18, 2025 at 1:15 AM
i am going to try my best not to be all dramatic about my CT scan results
It's really not even that much worse tbh
It's really not even that much worse tbh
November 17, 2025 at 10:40 PM
i am going to try my best not to be all dramatic about my CT scan results
It's really not even that much worse tbh
It's really not even that much worse tbh
I need a middle name to go between "jae" (pron. "jay") and "lethe" (pron. "LEE'-thee")
jae _____ lethe
suggestions welcome!
jae _____ lethe
suggestions welcome!
November 17, 2025 at 9:04 PM
I need a middle name to go between "jae" (pron. "jay") and "lethe" (pron. "LEE'-thee")
jae _____ lethe
suggestions welcome!
jae _____ lethe
suggestions welcome!
Every once in a while i get acid flashbacks and then i'm on a damn Beatles or Radiohead bender for like half a week
DON'T DO DRUGS or you'll eventually be CHOKED to DEATH by [great, but] super played-out bands who now only remind you of your brain's incredible plasticity during chemical emergencies
DON'T DO DRUGS or you'll eventually be CHOKED to DEATH by [great, but] super played-out bands who now only remind you of your brain's incredible plasticity during chemical emergencies
November 17, 2025 at 1:57 PM
Every once in a while i get acid flashbacks and then i'm on a damn Beatles or Radiohead bender for like half a week
DON'T DO DRUGS or you'll eventually be CHOKED to DEATH by [great, but] super played-out bands who now only remind you of your brain's incredible plasticity during chemical emergencies
DON'T DO DRUGS or you'll eventually be CHOKED to DEATH by [great, but] super played-out bands who now only remind you of your brain's incredible plasticity during chemical emergencies