I'm really afraid that when I live alone, my depression is going to get real bad.

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there's nothing quite as sobering as someone raising their voice at you when you're excited and kinda manic about something.

sometimes, when you talk to someone, it feels as if there are only negative dialogue choices when others have unlocked better choices.

I've been thinking a lot lately about when you identify with a specific character and someone just tears into the character or calls it the worst character ever, unredeemable, annoying, etc...
How to not take it personally?

I wish I could still love FF14, but it's been tainted by the memory of not one traumatic ex, but two.
One good thing that came out of it was my au ra Ephenya who has become a d&d character and now my BG3 Tav.

That feeling of regret after telling your friend you don't know anything about Kingdom Hearts.

Word of the day….

a friend's dog that i met 12-13 years ago had to be put down today. i think one of the most devastating things is that i held her in my arms like a baby just three days ago. she immediately settled in, almost going limp. she looked so tired, and i think part of me knew then it was happening soon.

My favorite part of October is when I transition from feeling dead inside to just an endless pit of neverending sadness.

It's that time of the night where I scroll social media while the internal monologue is just screaming hysterics.

It’s kind of incredible that no matter how dumb I am today, I always find a way to be a little dumber tomorrow.

Anyone else feeling strangely extremely both emotionally and physically exhausted lately?

I'll try not to only use this as a diary.

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