I feel wired but also like everything seems boring and doesn't give me enough dopamine im so confused

its also funny bc he never talks about sports ever . but when he does he somehow knows like everything like ??? how . it is impressive tbf

YES

being on a controlled substance is the most annoying thing ever seriously . why tf do I need this crap to function 😔 not fair

wish I could trade you, I find them so hot for some reason 😔 dysphoria sucks ass though, I'm sorry :(!!

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I think I was meant to be a top 😔

because I have no particular interest in being penetrated but the urge to stick my dick into everything is overwhelming 😔😭🙏🙏

omg what thank you?????!!!?? 😭😭 shxbsjbjdxbjd

another time that same guy sat with me on my front porch for half an hour while I cried because we could hear them arguing and I was too scared to go inside.

so that's cool.
and they wonder why I fucking left lmao.
my whole childhood is bad memories. I think about it too much.

if my mom had gotten up that morning I would have been caught. she didn't. texted me asking if I had gone to school because it was so quiet, that's it. I did go to school that day.

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