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Vanyel

@subservientashes.bsky.social

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was vent user subservientashes 2017 - 2024 ◇ nonbinary, transmasc inter-dimensional alien creature they/them, 22 y/o, autism + adhd victim ◇ Kins: • Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood) • (a new, secret one) (past life) • Saeran Choi (past life)

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · Aug 5

some recent Vanyel drawings I did that I liked :) not canon Vanyel, more like a headcanon I use for more modern settings
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#vanyelashkevron #lastheraldmage

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 18h

my bf stopped at the store today and I asked him to get hairspray if he happened to be near the aisle but I didn't need it badly so told him not to worry if not,,,,
idk why but the fact that he still got it AND remembered the kind I get is like,, making me so happy 😭😭 making me feel special or smth,

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 1d

DAN AND PHIL FINALLY CONFIRMED THEYRE DATING YESSSS YESSSSSS WE BEEN KNEW !!!!!!! HELL YEAHHHH

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 1d

love when my mind hits me with the double whammy (separate nightmares about my mom AND my ex!!!)

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 2d

yes . my experience since starting T lmao 😔🙏

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 2d

thank you hshdjdhdj !!! 🥺🥺💞

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 3d

ourple baybee!!!!!

lmao, thank you so much omg sjdbskdhkdxh 😭💞💞💞

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 4d

NEW HAIR

ALSO I LOOK SO MASC IN THIS PIC I'M !!! AAAAA !!!💞💞💞💞

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 6d

AHAHDVJSHS

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 6d

damn right 🥺💞

Ashley Lynch ✂️🎞️ @ashleylynch.bsky.social · 7d

Any trans person who begins their transition today is exhibiting more courage than most people will in their entire lives.

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 6d

call me a transaction because I do be acting trans

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 7d

aaaggh I hate when that happens 😭😭 like they can't even bother to answer or put you on hold?? cringe

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 7d

dude that's so stupid lmao??? they really just didn't care

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 7d

also had hormone appt today and we upped my dose so that's cool

once again she was very surprised at how deep my voice has gotten heheheh

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 7d

at least i did it though!! that's good!!
was awkward bc I'm literally the stereotype of someone being clueless abt cars . so I'm a mess lol ,, but I did it !! did the scary thing!

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 7d

ok worst case scenario happened and I need a new tire ,, oh well ig

feel really bad though bc my bf has to drive me to work tonight 😭

not that he minds at all but I hate being an inconvenience ,, also hate my routine changing,, but car should be done tomorrow

I have a stress headache 😭

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Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 8d

ughhhh scheduled to get my tire fixed tomorrow but an hour before my doctor appointment arrggdhdh

already anxious bc idk what I'm doing ive never even been to a mechanic idk what to do or say??? 😭😭
its like the one thing I still really struggle with, really wish my bf would do it 😔😔

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 8d

ive never had a hole in one of my socks before .

until today .

I'M A REAL BOY !!!

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 8d

just gonna try to relax today ,, rainy days are good for relaxing.

going to play rimworld,
I made my 3 characters after the characters in the book series im reading so its fun lol

Vanyel @subservientashes.bsky.social · 8d

as a result i have now scheduled the car appt an hour before my doctor appt tomorrow 😎✌️

it's just a tire fix tho surely it shouldn't take long, even if it's worst case scenario .

right?? I have no idea i don't evem know what a car is