used my brain too much today catching up school work i'm exhausted

a car dealership keeps calling me because i dared to look around on a website for prices and part of me wants to pick up next time and tell them "i have $5 and my nearly 20 yr old car to trade in is that enough?"

server at restaurant: would you like water or sparkling water?

me: oh, sparkling water!

server: *drops a whole ass expensive ass bottle of sparkling water at our table*

just submitted my public speaking intro video assignment that's been freaking me out all week (i feel weird being on camera and talking about myself when i'm not a vtuber LOL) and i feel a weight lifted.......

the cats are very snuggly tonight cuz it's cold. kayden is sleeping near me on my side of the bed and it's comforting rn 🥺

i hate how hard it is for me right now to get my brain focused back on classes after my winter break. the motivation is just not there. and idk what to do. maybe it'll get better? but i keep having the thought of "maybe just drop out, it's not for you"

😇

we all deserve better than twitter

tw family death //

i'm lowkey in a bad headspace this holiday season. some classic stressors popping back up and it's almost been a year since i lost both of my grandmothers a month apart.

i can't wait until i can priv this account one day because man do i want to just uninstall twitter and never look back

there's some other things i'm dealing with in my personal life too i'd rather not go into on any of my main channels but basically my family is being extremely cruel towards me lately and it hasn't been great

feeling very emotionally numb rn

hilarious. my bank account is almost $400 in the negative now because of overdraft fees.

putting out a lazy non-apology and then blocking anyone who doesn't buy it is some serious clown behavior and also proof you actually aren't sorry lol

TAG YOUR FUCKING KINK SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OR USE THE KEYWORDS IN ALT TEXT!!!!!!!!! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we need priv accounts on here so bad lol

also the state of data entry/remote jobs rn sucks. i've been looking for months. it's either gatekeeping or scams targeting vulnerable ppl who need these jobs the most. i almost got scammed recently by someone telling me i was about to be paid 20/hr working from home and that really fucked with me.

mmmm stress today

i love karma so much <3