Jessica Zellers
@stellagarp.bsky.social
Jessica is an editor: https://bluemanuscript.com. Stella is her unpublished pseudonym. Blue Legend is her stage name: https://onlyfans.com/bluelegenddancer.
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Twin Cities, MN. She/they.
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Coming up on the one-year anniversary of this first post, which inspired me to write a memoir. I'll pin it again for awhile. There have been significant updates since I wrote it, but this is still a good way to get to know me.
I once had a huge crush on a Hank. Unfortunately, due to a curse, the men I am into are never interested back, so when the holiday rolled around, I did not wish him Happy Hanksgiving.
November 27, 2025 at 6:13 PM
I once had a huge crush on a Hank. Unfortunately, due to a curse, the men I am into are never interested back, so when the holiday rolled around, I did not wish him Happy Hanksgiving.
I don’t know what you mean. American football comes with a marching band at halftime.
November 27, 2025 at 5:31 PM
I don’t know what you mean. American football comes with a marching band at halftime.
Today I listened to Arlo Guthrie singing Alice’s Restaurant. It’s not a song you sing along to, except for the chorus. I tried singing to that but I got choked up so hard crying I couldn’t. The song is about resisting American violence/imperislism, plus I’ve got a lot of Big Emotions currently.
November 27, 2025 at 5:27 PM
Today I listened to Arlo Guthrie singing Alice’s Restaurant. It’s not a song you sing along to, except for the chorus. I tried singing to that but I got choked up so hard crying I couldn’t. The song is about resisting American violence/imperislism, plus I’ve got a lot of Big Emotions currently.
Spur? Is that you? Or an impostor
I do not have plans to watch college footballs this holiday
I do not have plans to watch college footballs this holiday
November 27, 2025 at 5:05 PM
Spur? Is that you? Or an impostor
I do not have plans to watch college footballs this holiday
I do not have plans to watch college footballs this holiday
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Compliments thread, Thanksgiving edition. Today I’m making turkey stew, peddling smut, writing an essay, and saying nice things to anyone who drops a comment or photo of themselves in the replies.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
Anonymous messages!
Anonymous messages!
ngl.link
November 27, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Compliments thread, Thanksgiving edition. Today I’m making turkey stew, peddling smut, writing an essay, and saying nice things to anyone who drops a comment or photo of themselves in the replies.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
This from a friend, an exceptional writer, who read my memoir draft — this ranks high up there.
November 27, 2025 at 3:19 PM
This from a friend, an exceptional writer, who read my memoir draft — this ranks high up there.
It’s a cold day with fresh snowfall. There would be solitude, so I could read and write and think, but there would be time too for friends. Hiking on a mountain, taking in the scenery, eating a terrific meal, listening to terrific music. Dogs and cats.
November 27, 2025 at 3:05 PM
It’s a cold day with fresh snowfall. There would be solitude, so I could read and write and think, but there would be time too for friends. Hiking on a mountain, taking in the scenery, eating a terrific meal, listening to terrific music. Dogs and cats.
Golly this is hard. I am not sure what it looks like. Probably one or two close friends.
I do have some emotionally close people but they are physically distant and they spend holidays with their own families.
I am thinking of trying church soon. If that goes well, I might find community there.
I do have some emotionally close people but they are physically distant and they spend holidays with their own families.
I am thinking of trying church soon. If that goes well, I might find community there.
November 27, 2025 at 2:43 PM
Golly this is hard. I am not sure what it looks like. Probably one or two close friends.
I do have some emotionally close people but they are physically distant and they spend holidays with their own families.
I am thinking of trying church soon. If that goes well, I might find community there.
I do have some emotionally close people but they are physically distant and they spend holidays with their own families.
I am thinking of trying church soon. If that goes well, I might find community there.
Hi Spur. The important thing is that the Cocks win.
November 27, 2025 at 2:39 PM
Hi Spur. The important thing is that the Cocks win.
Thank you. I am not quite sure when that happened, but it did and I feel great about it.
November 27, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Thank you. I am not quite sure when that happened, but it did and I feel great about it.
Compliments thread, Thanksgiving edition. Today I’m making turkey stew, peddling smut, writing an essay, and saying nice things to anyone who drops a comment or photo of themselves in the replies.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
Anonymous messages!
Anonymous messages!
ngl.link
November 27, 2025 at 2:14 PM
Compliments thread, Thanksgiving edition. Today I’m making turkey stew, peddling smut, writing an essay, and saying nice things to anyone who drops a comment or photo of themselves in the replies.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
And here’s an anonymous way to interact, if you prefer.
Every year it gets to holiday season and I think, maybe next year will be the year I find my community. Maybe by this time next year I will find them.
I could go out for a meal or spend today with strangers or casual friends. I’ve attempted that before. It only makes me sadder.
I could go out for a meal or spend today with strangers or casual friends. I’ve attempted that before. It only makes me sadder.
November 27, 2025 at 2:05 PM
Every year it gets to holiday season and I think, maybe next year will be the year I find my community. Maybe by this time next year I will find them.
I could go out for a meal or spend today with strangers or casual friends. I’ve attempted that before. It only makes me sadder.
I could go out for a meal or spend today with strangers or casual friends. I’ve attempted that before. It only makes me sadder.
Happy Thanksgiving. This reminds me of a dirty joke, if anyone wants to hear it.
November 27, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Happy Thanksgiving. This reminds me of a dirty joke, if anyone wants to hear it.
My last boyfriend broke up with me 13 years ago m. For 12 of those years, men were not interested in me. Even now, men I’m interested in do not reciprocate. How many more years of new things do I need to do? How many more years of embracing independence? I have done *so much* introspection. 1/
November 27, 2025 at 4:21 AM
My last boyfriend broke up with me 13 years ago m. For 12 of those years, men were not interested in me. Even now, men I’m interested in do not reciprocate. How many more years of new things do I need to do? How many more years of embracing independence? I have done *so much* introspection. 1/
Unfortunately I am not able to participate in this meme thread
You just died.
The 6th picture in your phone gallery is what killed you.
The 6th picture in your phone gallery is what killed you.
November 27, 2025 at 3:57 AM
Unfortunately I am not able to participate in this meme thread
Putting up Christmas lights before Thanksgiving is Wrong, yet they looked so pretty twinkling against the snow on my drive this evening. I am unsure how to feel.
November 27, 2025 at 3:55 AM
Putting up Christmas lights before Thanksgiving is Wrong, yet they looked so pretty twinkling against the snow on my drive this evening. I am unsure how to feel.
if he'd had the emotional space, a mere two weeks later he could have subscribed to my OnlyFans. Poor buddy. No one tell him.
Look, I am not upset here. I was not pursuing this fella. He's welcome to block me. He's just a guy who chatted with me sometimes (you'll see it was mostly one-sided).
But this is typical: guys will say things like this that are clearly leading me on and then claim I'm mistaken when I say so.
But this is typical: guys will say things like this that are clearly leading me on and then claim I'm mistaken when I say so.
November 27, 2025 at 3:45 AM
if he'd had the emotional space, a mere two weeks later he could have subscribed to my OnlyFans. Poor buddy. No one tell him.
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who has time for all the podcasts, videos & clips? let me read transcripts please. i kinda cannot deal with the vanity aspect of all things needing to be on camera some days.
November 27, 2025 at 3:32 AM
who has time for all the podcasts, videos & clips? let me read transcripts please. i kinda cannot deal with the vanity aspect of all things needing to be on camera some days.
I was given this chance, sort of, as a university employee. I started an MA in English because that was the most appealing program on campus, but then I got fired.
Tell you what, the first thing that popped in my head was to get a degree in Russian history. But I want to study everything.
Tell you what, the first thing that popped in my head was to get a degree in Russian history. But I want to study everything.
November 27, 2025 at 3:22 AM
I was given this chance, sort of, as a university employee. I started an MA in English because that was the most appealing program on campus, but then I got fired.
Tell you what, the first thing that popped in my head was to get a degree in Russian history. But I want to study everything.
Tell you what, the first thing that popped in my head was to get a degree in Russian history. But I want to study everything.
Tuba playing, singing, dancing, Lyra. Fashion, if that counts. And just recently I’ve gotten into videography.
November 27, 2025 at 3:15 AM
Tuba playing, singing, dancing, Lyra. Fashion, if that counts. And just recently I’ve gotten into videography.
Thanksgiving is a hard time for many. I’ll run a compliments thread tomorrow and I’ll keep this NGL open through the weekend. Comment or use NGL to hang out, ask questions, and get things off your chest.
Anonymous messages!
Anonymous messages!
ngl.link
November 27, 2025 at 3:06 AM
Thanksgiving is a hard time for many. I’ll run a compliments thread tomorrow and I’ll keep this NGL open through the weekend. Comment or use NGL to hang out, ask questions, and get things off your chest.
Excellent bathroom stall graffiti @blackhartstp.com
November 26, 2025 at 10:07 PM
Excellent bathroom stall graffiti @blackhartstp.com
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Feast prep today: homemade apple pie from scratch. 🤤
November 26, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Feast prep today: homemade apple pie from scratch. 🤤
need someone to invent gloves where I don't automatically lose one of them
November 26, 2025 at 9:17 PM
need someone to invent gloves where I don't automatically lose one of them