starre 💫💗🎩 || StarreWagon 5th Year Anniversary
@starreduste.bsky.social
20+ | he/him | ∞ ˚｡⋆
୨୧˚♡ "just a casual speedwagon enjoyer" ♡˚୨୧
✦ JJBA fanartist + phantom blood truther (battle tendency too, but only because speedy's in it)
✦ oc x canon/self-ship positive
✦ ♡ ⇢ MLP, SDV, animals, historical fashion, cute stuff
୨୧˚♡ "just a casual speedwagon enjoyer" ♡˚୨୧
✦ JJBA fanartist + phantom blood truther (battle tendency too, but only because speedy's in it)
✦ oc x canon/self-ship positive
✦ ♡ ⇢ MLP, SDV, animals, historical fashion, cute stuff
Pinned
< "I never wanted a crown
I never wanted to lead
But I couldn't turn my back
On a nation in need"
"Sir, you were born to lead" >
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #STARREWAGON #SPEEDWAGON #ROBERTEOSPEEDWAGON #SELFSHIP #OCxCANON ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
I never wanted to lead
But I couldn't turn my back
On a nation in need"
"Sir, you were born to lead" >
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ #STARREWAGON #SPEEDWAGON #ROBERTEOSPEEDWAGON #SELFSHIP #OCxCANON ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
"with technology on our side, there's no **wAY** we can lose...!!"
- my old jojosona (probably)
- my old jojosona (probably)
November 27, 2025 at 7:58 AM
"with technology on our side, there's no **wAY** we can lose...!!"
- my old jojosona (probably)
- my old jojosona (probably)
i wonder all the time, if i (the REAL me) am a person that *THE* robert e. o. speedwagon could ever ***love*** like that.
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
November 26, 2025 at 7:50 PM
i wonder all the time, if i (the REAL me) am a person that *THE* robert e. o. speedwagon could ever ***love*** like that.
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
like... would he notice and admire my delicate tenacity? or just overlook me?
how would a man of his orientation/station view me? would i manage to attract, or only repel him?
November 25, 2025 at 11:35 PM
".../He could be that boy/But I'm not that girl/..."
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
November 25, 2025 at 4:18 PM
".../He could be that boy/But I'm not that girl/..."
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
".../That's the girl he chose/And Heaven knows/I'm not that girl/..."
- Elphaba [ Wicked ]
"alright JOHN. that's *enough*- you're getting way too close to mY ogre street ****BADDIE****"
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
November 25, 2025 at 3:15 PM
"alright JOHN. that's *enough*- you're getting way too close to mY ogre street ****BADDIE****"
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
- who do you think, **dumbass** ??? (/lh /j -- HSHSKJ;;)
#starrewagon (irlll<3)
Heaven Ain't Hard 2 Find
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November 23, 2025 at 11:35 PM
#starrewagon (irlll<3)
who watches their kid slowly deteriorate over time and just goes "eh"
November 23, 2025 at 11:32 PM
who watches their kid slowly deteriorate over time and just goes "eh"
to be betrayed by a "parent", a "friend", a "community", a "government", a "leader", or an "ideal" ...
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
November 23, 2025 at 8:32 AM
to be betrayed by a "parent", a "friend", a "community", a "government", a "leader", or an "ideal" ...
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
might as well rip my bleeding heart right out of my chest. pain unbearable as it is inevitable.
worst part -- the only person who never lied to me about it, was the very one who hurt me the most.
thinking about the time my father told me something along the lines of "you have no real friends out there -- **no one cares about you**" (can't remember exactly, except for that last part)
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
November 23, 2025 at 8:03 AM
thinking about the time my father told me something along the lines of "you have no real friends out there -- **no one cares about you**" (can't remember exactly, except for that last part)
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
...
as horrible as it sounds + he ***is***, i'm starting to think that he was right -- at least on this.
#starrewagon
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
November 23, 2025 at 4:11 AM
#starrewagon
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
(wip??? don't know when or if i will ever finish it)
i should be on suicide watch.
November 23, 2025 at 3:06 AM
i should be on suicide watch.
... and then the most beautiful piece of art will appear 💔
November 22, 2025 at 3:24 PM
... and then the most beautiful piece of art will appear 💔
i'm so scared of wasting time (and tears) on people who aren't worth it, that i don't even try to talk to anyone anymore...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
November 22, 2025 at 2:48 PM
i'm so scared of wasting time (and tears) on people who aren't worth it, that i don't even try to talk to anyone anymore...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
no new friends either. just polite conversation with an acquaintance or passerby if it strikes -- then *right* back into strict isolation i go. i'm pretty much a hermit now...
wouldn't it be nice if reo speedwagon -- the band, their music, was like... a face. a body. personified. a man of some sort... with the same name... perhaps even,, , **robert**... e. o. speedwagon...
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
November 22, 2025 at 4:44 AM
wouldn't it be nice if reo speedwagon -- the band, their music, was like... a face. a body. personified. a man of some sort... with the same name... perhaps even,, , **robert**... e. o. speedwagon...
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
and like... i could,, like... *marry him*, or some shit...
wouldn't that be soooo cool...... 👉👈
the fact that i've probably been out as trans longer than some of these young men... but also likely found out *sooner* than a lot of elders in the "community" as well
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
November 22, 2025 at 3:30 AM
the fact that i've probably been out as trans longer than some of these young men... but also likely found out *sooner* than a lot of elders in the "community" as well
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
it's so fucking sad... where is the respect (two-way street btw -- deny my experience & existence, you get none i'm afraid) </333
Reposted by starre 💫💗🎩 || StarreWagon 5th Year Anniversary
my level of dysphoria (nowadays) entirely depends on how i am *treated* -- not how i physically look & feel anymore.
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
November 21, 2025 at 12:52 AM
my level of dysphoria (nowadays) entirely depends on how i am *treated* -- not how i physically look & feel anymore.
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
so in conclusion, the **WORLD** and its attitudes toward gender & sexuality need to change. not the people.
(CHANGEIFYOUWANTTOBUTFORREALDUDE,,I'MJUSTTRYINGTOLIVEHAPPILYJUSTLIKEYOU-)
in ~100+ years from now (if we as a species even make it that far) when we're *ALL* FREE & recognized as human-beings with "certain unalienable rights" (as i *HOPE* that we are)
this queer in-fighting **bullshit** is gonna make us look real goddamn stupid. + ignorant. + oddly hateful, not tolerant.
this queer in-fighting **bullshit** is gonna make us look real goddamn stupid. + ignorant. + oddly hateful, not tolerant.
don't y'all see that *i* won't ever see a time (while i'm alive) where i'm fully accepted as my true, authentic self EITHER...?
yet i still keep fighting for it. existing PUBLICLY (goofy pronouns pin + all) for it. because that's what **real** fucking revolutionaries do, you miserable ***losers***.
yet i still keep fighting for it. existing PUBLICLY (goofy pronouns pin + all) for it. because that's what **real** fucking revolutionaries do, you miserable ***losers***.
November 22, 2025 at 3:06 AM
in ~100+ years from now (if we as a species even make it that far) when we're *ALL* FREE & recognized as human-beings with "certain unalienable rights" (as i *HOPE* that we are)
this queer in-fighting **bullshit** is gonna make us look real goddamn stupid. + ignorant. + oddly hateful, not tolerant.
this queer in-fighting **bullshit** is gonna make us look real goddamn stupid. + ignorant. + oddly hateful, not tolerant.
other trans guys hATE they have to see my pretty, fat ass on the streets.
at least i have the metaphorical *balls* to speak/show up + i'm man enough to be MYSELF in a world that really only sees me as an easy target -- constantly trying to crush me like the pink, sparkly bug underneath its heel...
at least i have the metaphorical *balls* to speak/show up + i'm man enough to be MYSELF in a world that really only sees me as an easy target -- constantly trying to crush me like the pink, sparkly bug underneath its heel...
November 22, 2025 at 2:44 AM
other trans guys hATE they have to see my pretty, fat ass on the streets.
at least i have the metaphorical *balls* to speak/show up + i'm man enough to be MYSELF in a world that really only sees me as an easy target -- constantly trying to crush me like the pink, sparkly bug underneath its heel...
at least i have the metaphorical *balls* to speak/show up + i'm man enough to be MYSELF in a world that really only sees me as an easy target -- constantly trying to crush me like the pink, sparkly bug underneath its heel...
i see speedwagon, and all of a sudden -- it's like i've used eyedrops made out of **literal** angel tears. my eyes go from all blurry & weary & achy to completely healed...
it's like a miracle...... 🥹✨🙏
it's like a miracle...... 🥹✨🙏
November 21, 2025 at 4:26 AM
i see speedwagon, and all of a sudden -- it's like i've used eyedrops made out of **literal** angel tears. my eyes go from all blurry & weary & achy to completely healed...
it's like a miracle...... 🥹✨🙏
it's like a miracle...... 🥹✨🙏
i will kiss him so hard that he will SUFFOCATE before his heart even has a ***chance*** to attack him--
November 21, 2025 at 3:58 AM
i will kiss him so hard that he will SUFFOCATE before his heart even has a ***chance*** to attack him--
November 21, 2025 at 1:42 AM
"the only ladybug i want crawling up in my bed is speedwagon in a ladybug costume"
- me (🐞)
- me (🐞)
November 21, 2025 at 1:18 AM
"the only ladybug i want crawling up in my bed is speedwagon in a ladybug costume"
- me (🐞)
- me (🐞)
"you ain't foolin' nobody lookin' like that"
well yeah no shit. i'm pretty upfront about what i am on the regular -- which is a hyperfeminine transgender (**NOT** sexual) bear.
respect it or not, i'm still here n' still very much queer. have been for over 10 years now.
#radtrans 🧸💖🎀🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
well yeah no shit. i'm pretty upfront about what i am on the regular -- which is a hyperfeminine transgender (**NOT** sexual) bear.
respect it or not, i'm still here n' still very much queer. have been for over 10 years now.
#radtrans 🧸💖🎀🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
November 21, 2025 at 12:22 AM
"you ain't foolin' nobody lookin' like that"
well yeah no shit. i'm pretty upfront about what i am on the regular -- which is a hyperfeminine transgender (**NOT** sexual) bear.
respect it or not, i'm still here n' still very much queer. have been for over 10 years now.
#radtrans 🧸💖🎀🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
well yeah no shit. i'm pretty upfront about what i am on the regular -- which is a hyperfeminine transgender (**NOT** sexual) bear.
respect it or not, i'm still here n' still very much queer. have been for over 10 years now.
#radtrans 🧸💖🎀🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
it's finally officially our anniversary season now, so i'm gonna try going back to posting as usual (because i ***rEALLY*** don't want my absolutely stupid, shitty irl situation ruining this for me -- if i can help it,,, so yeah-)
:') <3
:') <3
November 20, 2025 at 11:30 PM
it's finally officially our anniversary season now, so i'm gonna try going back to posting as usual (because i ***rEALLY*** don't want my absolutely stupid, shitty irl situation ruining this for me -- if i can help it,,, so yeah-)
:') <3
:') <3
the amount of times i've had everyday normies confuse my husband (robert e. o. speedwagon) for just about every other white, male, sometimes scarred, character with a top hat, suit & tie in popular media:
1. willy wonka
2. the joker???
3. UNCLE SAM-
1. willy wonka
2. the joker???
3. UNCLE SAM-
November 20, 2025 at 11:23 PM
the amount of times i've had everyday normies confuse my husband (robert e. o. speedwagon) for just about every other white, male, sometimes scarred, character with a top hat, suit & tie in popular media:
1. willy wonka
2. the joker???
3. UNCLE SAM-
1. willy wonka
2. the joker???
3. UNCLE SAM-