Supernatural crossover episode? "Scooby-Natural"?

I have blocked them, I gave them a week, and one final chance, and at every turn they chose the wrong path. However, Rose (Null, co-fronting with her) has a very hard time simply letting go, and continues to check their socials regardless, which, somehow, they clearly do as well. Another violation.

I'm sorry for basically dumping this on you, that wasn't the most tactful way I could've went about a reply.

I do appreciate the response, and I think hearing from someone completely outside of this does help.

Thank you.

It feels impossible to try to take care of myself, when I'm actively being told I should kill myself by someone I respected, loved, and told some of my most intense trauma to.

They know exactly how to get under my skin, because I supplied them with that information, and it's genuinely overwhelming.

And then suddenly I'm the bad guy.

I have someone going on daily tirades at me, lashing out saying purposefully triggering things, just because I stated new boundaries I have with a bit of a clearer head, and they refused to accept those conditions. They're literally advocating for my death.

Hm. Thanks for the change in perspective, Isaac. Or, I guess, the care I wish I would've had as a kid, in this instance.

I'm aware of this, but I have literally been told on multiple occasions those exact words, and yet many people have loved me, until I point out their behaviors as problematic,-

The thing is, I've heard this before, but it's always been so foreign to me. I don't know how to love myself. It doesn't help that like all of my exes have tried to start later conversations to chew me out for being a bad person; telling me exactly what I fear most, that I'm fundamentally unlovable.