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violin girl (Isabelle)🎻🏳️‍⚧️
@snowstrings.is.fluff.iest.fyi
transexual violinist. I love music, psychology, hololive (fubuki my beloved), anime. send cute foxes :3

anarchist & strongly into feminism. autistic & npd + aspd

she/her/girl, EN/JP(~N2)
occasional nsfw/extreme kink
orange man does exhibit behavior like the malignant (ego through sadism) subtype of npd but it’s also very ignorant to instantly assume that’s the cause when some people are just assholes

talking about an extremely complex childhood trauma condition with lots of invisible inner processes here
December 10, 2025 at 9:55 PM
omfg im so tired of people throwing that term around

sometimes people are just shitty! It’s not always a mental disorder. I do think it’s possible that trump has npd (as someone personally experienced), but even if he does it doesn’t automatically make you a piece of shit like he is
December 10, 2025 at 9:35 PM
rather ironic bc my mom was/is the abusive parent but it’s just reality
December 10, 2025 at 9:31 PM
this

“male socialization” just taught me not to trust men

i remember when i was younger pre-egg crack being way more interested in girls not just for sexual reasons but bc they seemed more relatable (little did she know…) and the guys disgusted me
December 10, 2025 at 9:29 PM
violin forced me into good posture lol
December 10, 2025 at 9:20 PM
real i get so jealous it hurts and i have a hard time appreciating what i do have bc i feel robbed
December 10, 2025 at 9:18 PM
ive never used a vpn for porn
December 10, 2025 at 9:12 PM
what’s got maine horny for grannies lmao
December 10, 2025 at 9:10 PM
i don’t think non-musicians often understand just how hard it is to nail a song 100% perfectly
December 10, 2025 at 5:59 PM
will do their own renditions of it that can vary quite a bit depending on conductor decisions

so you get a nice selection of different flavors for the same song
December 10, 2025 at 5:55 PM
yeah im glad i became more aware of that bs and learned to go to shows not expecting a recording copy

one thing i really like about orchestral musicians/listeners is there’s a lot of appreciation for individual performance. Most recordings are live, and many different musicians or orchestras
December 10, 2025 at 5:55 PM
that’s so stupid

part of what makes live music great is the performance is a little different each time bc people aren’t robots. Art isn’t meant to be an obsession with following an exact framework, and I wouldn’t want that to be treated like something wrong with it
December 10, 2025 at 5:46 PM
Yeah i don’t like the modern idea that all music has to be robotically stitched together with every little variance trimmed to be good. It kinda defeats the purpose of individualism in music creation

live recordings are usually better bc they sound more natural
December 10, 2025 at 5:35 PM