Lilya
@shadowlilya.bsky.social
-she/her
-27ish
-SD reject
-Abandonment Issues
-Heart bigger than brain
#darp by @eveyning.bsky.social 🤫
-27ish
-SD reject
-Abandonment Issues
-Heart bigger than brain
#darp by @eveyning.bsky.social 🤫
but her stomach flutters as their hand comes up her body, "Vin...", she breathes deeply, "Sit back, I didn't even start yet", she laughs, blushing.
December 6, 2025 at 9:41 PM
but her stomach flutters as their hand comes up her body, "Vin...", she breathes deeply, "Sit back, I didn't even start yet", she laughs, blushing.
her hands come up to hold their face, her thumbs brush their cheeks as if holding the most precious thing.
"I think we need to eat more things like that, it really brings up the taste", she smiles
"I think we need to eat more things like that, it really brings up the taste", she smiles
December 6, 2025 at 9:41 PM
her hands come up to hold their face, her thumbs brush their cheeks as if holding the most precious thing.
"I think we need to eat more things like that, it really brings up the taste", she smiles
"I think we need to eat more things like that, it really brings up the taste", she smiles
their lips connect to hers and their taste mixed with the strawberry is more intoxicating than the wine. the water splashes around as Vincent turns their body and she laughs before they kiss her again, and the sound turns into a moan,
December 6, 2025 at 9:41 PM
their lips connect to hers and their taste mixed with the strawberry is more intoxicating than the wine. the water splashes around as Vincent turns their body and she laughs before they kiss her again, and the sound turns into a moan,
she picks one of the largest strawberries and bites one end of it, holding the rest of it out of her mouth and bringing her face close to theirs, waiting for them to eat it from her lips.
December 6, 2025 at 9:13 AM
she picks one of the largest strawberries and bites one end of it, holding the rest of it out of her mouth and bringing her face close to theirs, waiting for them to eat it from her lips.
"It's a tie then between touching you and you touching me. Both are my favorite. I'll let you know if I find anything that feels better, but I doubt it."
When their hand pulls her to them, she kisses them, smiling into their lips, "Mmm, good idea."
When their hand pulls her to them, she kisses them, smiling into their lips, "Mmm, good idea."
December 6, 2025 at 9:13 AM
"It's a tie then between touching you and you touching me. Both are my favorite. I'll let you know if I find anything that feels better, but I doubt it."
When their hand pulls her to them, she kisses them, smiling into their lips, "Mmm, good idea."
When their hand pulls her to them, she kisses them, smiling into their lips, "Mmm, good idea."
she giggles softly at their retort and how their voice sounds when they finally start to relax. she should do this more often, but she would always need to ask them to lean down a bit first.
her fingers continue to move as their hand touches her leg, and she sighs,
her fingers continue to move as their hand touches her leg, and she sighs,
December 6, 2025 at 9:13 AM
she giggles softly at their retort and how their voice sounds when they finally start to relax. she should do this more often, but she would always need to ask them to lean down a bit first.
her fingers continue to move as their hand touches her leg, and she sighs,
her fingers continue to move as their hand touches her leg, and she sighs,
"Do you want me to pick anything for you to eat before my hands are full of soap?", she leans her face next to theirs, her hands around their shoulders caressing their chest.
December 5, 2025 at 10:50 PM
"Do you want me to pick anything for you to eat before my hands are full of soap?", she leans her face next to theirs, her hands around their shoulders caressing their chest.
feeling Vince relax in her arms, which also calms her.
"That's good, because touching you is my favorite thing in the world", she says as she pushes her fingers up the sides of their head, letting her nails graze their skin lightly,
"That's good, because touching you is my favorite thing in the world", she says as she pushes her fingers up the sides of their head, letting her nails graze their skin lightly,
December 5, 2025 at 10:50 PM
feeling Vince relax in her arms, which also calms her.
"That's good, because touching you is my favorite thing in the world", she says as she pushes her fingers up the sides of their head, letting her nails graze their skin lightly,
"That's good, because touching you is my favorite thing in the world", she says as she pushes her fingers up the sides of their head, letting her nails graze their skin lightly,
she made an mocking shocked face when they looked back at her, "Excuse you, I'm average sized, I don't have to lean down when I walk through doorways", but she's still smiling while she starts massaging into their hair, pressing her thumbs from the base of their neck up to the middle of their crown,
December 5, 2025 at 10:50 PM
she made an mocking shocked face when they looked back at her, "Excuse you, I'm average sized, I don't have to lean down when I walk through doorways", but she's still smiling while she starts massaging into their hair, pressing her thumbs from the base of their neck up to the middle of their crown,
"Vince left early in the morning, I was barely awake when they left", she says, regretting not waking up fully to say goodbye, "Yeah, I'm okay, I tried a few things to distract myself but I get anxious. Did Vince not know you were coming? I imagine they wouldn't have left if they did".
December 5, 2025 at 10:28 PM
"Vince left early in the morning, I was barely awake when they left", she says, regretting not waking up fully to say goodbye, "Yeah, I'm okay, I tried a few things to distract myself but I get anxious. Did Vince not know you were coming? I imagine they wouldn't have left if they did".
she squints at them both for pretending to be neglected, "They've eaten twice today. Buuut maybe just a piece, since it smells so good?", she grins and sits at the sofa, tucking her legs beneath her while she watches Vinny move about the kitchen.
December 5, 2025 at 10:28 PM
she squints at them both for pretending to be neglected, "They've eaten twice today. Buuut maybe just a piece, since it smells so good?", she grins and sits at the sofa, tucking her legs beneath her while she watches Vinny move about the kitchen.
she's dazed by their happy reaction and then she's suddenly enveloped in a surprisingly soft embrace for someone so big and she hugs them back,
"Hi Vinny, it's nice to finally meet you too!", she laughs, completely disarmed, and then when Vinny talks to the cats,
"Hi Vinny, it's nice to finally meet you too!", she laughs, completely disarmed, and then when Vinny talks to the cats,
December 5, 2025 at 10:28 PM
she's dazed by their happy reaction and then she's suddenly enveloped in a surprisingly soft embrace for someone so big and she hugs them back,
"Hi Vinny, it's nice to finally meet you too!", she laughs, completely disarmed, and then when Vinny talks to the cats,
"Hi Vinny, it's nice to finally meet you too!", she laughs, completely disarmed, and then when Vinny talks to the cats,
kind and sweet, while Vincent's...well, Vincent's eyes pierced her soul.
she assumed this was Vinny, who Vincent had mentioned sometime ago. she stepped closer and waved, smiling, "Hi, sorry, Vince is not home, but they'll return soon. I'm Lilya"
she assumed this was Vinny, who Vincent had mentioned sometime ago. she stepped closer and waved, smiling, "Hi, sorry, Vince is not home, but they'll return soon. I'm Lilya"
December 5, 2025 at 3:54 PM
kind and sweet, while Vincent's...well, Vincent's eyes pierced her soul.
she assumed this was Vinny, who Vincent had mentioned sometime ago. she stepped closer and waved, smiling, "Hi, sorry, Vince is not home, but they'll return soon. I'm Lilya"
she assumed this was Vinny, who Vincent had mentioned sometime ago. she stepped closer and waved, smiling, "Hi, sorry, Vince is not home, but they'll return soon. I'm Lilya"
Before she could reach the door, the figure stepped in, and she stood there for a long minute, observing them quietly, probably too long to be polite.
their frame was similar to Vincent's, but all the details were different; slightly darker hair, a beard, and their eyes were lighter,
their frame was similar to Vincent's, but all the details were different; slightly darker hair, a beard, and their eyes were lighter,
December 5, 2025 at 3:54 PM
Before she could reach the door, the figure stepped in, and she stood there for a long minute, observing them quietly, probably too long to be polite.
their frame was similar to Vincent's, but all the details were different; slightly darker hair, a beard, and their eyes were lighter,
their frame was similar to Vincent's, but all the details were different; slightly darker hair, a beard, and their eyes were lighter,
her head snapped up when she heard steps on the porch, but then a voice that was not quite Vincent's spoke, calling their name.
She got up from the window, feeling embarrassed at being there alone without Vincent when someone came to visit them, but it's not like she could hide.
She got up from the window, feeling embarrassed at being there alone without Vincent when someone came to visit them, but it's not like she could hide.
December 5, 2025 at 3:54 PM
her head snapped up when she heard steps on the porch, but then a voice that was not quite Vincent's spoke, calling their name.
She got up from the window, feeling embarrassed at being there alone without Vincent when someone came to visit them, but it's not like she could hide.
She got up from the window, feeling embarrassed at being there alone without Vincent when someone came to visit them, but it's not like she could hide.
leaning her cheek on their shoulder, and looking at them, "And don't worry, even if all of this doesn't mean anything, I'll protect you", she smiles and kisses their shoulder.
December 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
leaning her cheek on their shoulder, and looking at them, "And don't worry, even if all of this doesn't mean anything, I'll protect you", she smiles and kisses their shoulder.
"These big stars form the solium, or sun, with long rays like this", she moves their hands in four long points. "It must be good luck because the center of your eyes also look like suns", she says as she lowers their hands again, but keeps hers under theirs,
December 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
"These big stars form the solium, or sun, with long rays like this", she moves their hands in four long points. "It must be good luck because the center of your eyes also look like suns", she says as she lowers their hands again, but keeps hers under theirs,
A book I read said that this is the eye of the lady of the sky, she opens it at night for guidance and protection."
the feel of their warm hand over hers distracts her for a moment, but then she continues, "And over there", she points with their hands together,
the feel of their warm hand over hers distracts her for a moment, but then she continues, "And over there", she points with their hands together,
December 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
A book I read said that this is the eye of the lady of the sky, she opens it at night for guidance and protection."
the feel of their warm hand over hers distracts her for a moment, but then she continues, "And over there", she points with their hands together,
the feel of their warm hand over hers distracts her for a moment, but then she continues, "And over there", she points with their hands together,
"I'll wish for the same too then, but look", she raises their hand under hers to guide their fingers to the correct place in the sky, "See that bright star here, here and here? If you connect those", she moves their hand to draw the format, "It's Visus, the watchful eye.
December 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
"I'll wish for the same too then, but look", she raises their hand under hers to guide their fingers to the correct place in the sky, "See that bright star here, here and here? If you connect those", she moves their hand to draw the format, "It's Visus, the watchful eye.
she watches Vincent as they talk, their beautiful eyes scanning the sky, their voice sounding so earnest and longing, sharing a wish that made her heart squeeze, making her want them to feel comfortable, safer.
she moved closer to them until the sides of their bodies touched, sharing the warmth
she moved closer to them until the sides of their bodies touched, sharing the warmth
December 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
she watches Vincent as they talk, their beautiful eyes scanning the sky, their voice sounding so earnest and longing, sharing a wish that made her heart squeeze, making her want them to feel comfortable, safer.
she moved closer to them until the sides of their bodies touched, sharing the warmth
she moved closer to them until the sides of their bodies touched, sharing the warmth
so she gets up, hangs the wreath at the door and closes it behind her, looking for something to feed them, then sits by the window to look at the lake while they eat.
December 5, 2025 at 12:37 PM
so she gets up, hangs the wreath at the door and closes it behind her, looking for something to feed them, then sits by the window to look at the lake while they eat.
she sat on the steps, one knee up and her other leg folded beneath her, swinging softly from side to side, humming as she watched the trees, the birds, the faint path in the grass, waiting for any sign of Vincent.
after sometime, the sun is lower in the sky, the cats stir and go inside
after sometime, the sun is lower in the sky, the cats stir and go inside
December 5, 2025 at 12:37 PM
she sat on the steps, one knee up and her other leg folded beneath her, swinging softly from side to side, humming as she watched the trees, the birds, the faint path in the grass, waiting for any sign of Vincent.
after sometime, the sun is lower in the sky, the cats stir and go inside
after sometime, the sun is lower in the sky, the cats stir and go inside
and as they sit with her back to her, she softly pushes their shoulders down until she can lean her elbows on them to massage their head, "But let me know if it gets uncomfortable", she gives them a kiss on the side of their neck, then dig her fingers into their hair, pressing in small circles.
December 5, 2025 at 12:34 PM
and as they sit with her back to her, she softly pushes their shoulders down until she can lean her elbows on them to massage their head, "But let me know if it gets uncomfortable", she gives them a kiss on the side of their neck, then dig her fingers into their hair, pressing in small circles.
as Vincent raises themself slightly to move towards her, her eyes travel down their body, glistening with the water and soap she rubbed on them.
she opens and raises her legs to offer them space in front of her, smiling mischievously as they approach. "It's not my fault you're so big", she laughs,
she opens and raises her legs to offer them space in front of her, smiling mischievously as they approach. "It's not my fault you're so big", she laughs,
December 5, 2025 at 12:34 PM
as Vincent raises themself slightly to move towards her, her eyes travel down their body, glistening with the water and soap she rubbed on them.
she opens and raises her legs to offer them space in front of her, smiling mischievously as they approach. "It's not my fault you're so big", she laughs,
she opens and raises her legs to offer them space in front of her, smiling mischievously as they approach. "It's not my fault you're so big", she laughs,