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Lilya
@shadowlilya.bsky.social
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"the belonging you seek is not behind you, it is ahead" "if I look back, I'm lost" -she/her -26ish -SD reject -Abandonment Issues -Heart bigger than brain #darp by @eveyning.bsky.social 🤫
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 19d
maybe I do need sleep
Lilya "Mercar"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 1h
"Oh, absolutely! It would be rude to show up empty handed" she smiles at Bellara's giggle
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 1h
she sighs "You're right, I'm the one who takes things too seriously. I guess it's because I have a hard time understanding when people don't mean what they say." she follows Bellara and stops a second when when she suddenly changes directions, then follows her to the side path
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 7h
"I like you, and your face. That's why I was touching it. And since you promised to stay with me forever," she chuckles lightly as if the notion is still foreign to her and delicately touches their nose like a bop and puts the hand on their chest instead,"Hopefully you won't grow tired of it"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 9h
"No one said you needed to beg"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 13h
she pulls back the hand from their face. "No. I usually don't approach anyone when I meet them. Sorry. You were telling me about your childhood and I-. I can stop." they attracted her hands to them like gravity, but she didn't want to do anything to make them uncomfortable
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 17h
"At least until we get back home" she says with a shy smile
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 18h
"Is that a request?" she asks holding a playful smile
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 18h
"Maybe that with that skirt... this feels very, hm, exposed"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 19h
sighs "Thank you Bell. You really didn't have any other outfit to lend me, right?"

((i love this so much, thank you 🥹🥰🫂))
evilbellara.bsky.social AU! Bellara @evilbellara.bsky.social · 19h
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"My little flower, you look amazing"
Lilya. The beautiful and wonderful Rook the elf who belongs to the delightful Schau stands and smiles, looking slightly down at you, she is dressed in a very revealing outfit for a beach party
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 1d
"I don't want to go" she said while running her hand over Freya's hair, trying to comfort her "I thought maybe you did. But I'll stay. No need to apologize", she added kindly "You didn't do anything wrong. Which way should we go? I think we should drink some tea and breathe"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 1d
And if it's something you never want to do, and only the me in your dreams gets to experience, that's okay too" she smiles at them
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 1d
she hates the thought of someone hurting them and tainting such a delicate form of affection
"I'm sorry someone did that to you", she reaches for their hand, fingers drawing light circles on their skin, "I'll wait for your trust for as long as it takes for you to feel safe. I'm not in a hurry."
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 1d
"Fair. I'd like to hear them anyway", their fingers playing with her hair send a shiver down her spine and she shudders
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
her mind swims in all the thoughts she has had of them kissing, her ears feel hot
"Hmmm" she snaps back, "And that is good? I thought you didn't like that part"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
she smiled, then blushed thiking about what they were saying, the quiet sincerity of their words, "Is it? What happens in them?"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
"I didn't know you liked it"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
then she blinked and asked "burn you alive? is that when it turns into a nightmare?"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
'tempting them with her sweet words'. sounded like they dreamed of a different version of her, she was always stumbling on her words. she looked up at them and her lips parted as they touched it, for a second she just looked at them, not wanting to break the contant
vincentissuffering.bsky.social 𝘼𝙐 𝙑𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 💎 @vincentissuffering.bsky.social · 2d
“I do…” they mused, stepping closer to where she stood and gazed down at her face. “You tempt me in them, with your sweet words and your lips. Then you look at me and your eyes burn me alive.” Vincent traces her lip with their finger.
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
she watches Fenarel blow the kiss and squints her eyes at him, then accompanies Bellara out into the forest again
"I'm used to people who will flirt like that, say exaggerated things, lie, to try get something quick. I don't like that"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
Lilya looks at Fenarel as if he spoke in another language "I-What?" she looks back at Bellara "No I don't" she protests, looks back at Fenarel, but doesn't know how to react, so she looks at Bell again. "Griffins, yes" she smiles, still confused
bel-lara.bsky.social Bellara Lutare 💛💍 @bel-lara.bsky.social · 2d
+"Don't mind him, he's a bit of a buffoon. Although I agree with him, you look wonderful."

Bellara glanced at the cheese. "Shall we go to the griffins? We'll have no peace here."
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
she understands her words will do nothing, at least not now, so she just continues hugging Freya, thinking through all the guilt she feels herself. after a moment she says,
"Freya, do you want me to go? Or do you still wants us to continue on to the Fade?"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
"But he also wanted it. He said Solas was his friend.", she says, letting go just enough to look at Freya, still holding her face "I understand feeling guilt, but it's not your fault"
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
"What? No, you didn't. I was there. If you need to blame someone, you should blame me. I was right there" she says sadly, "I'm sorry", she repeats
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
one of her hands goes up to Freya's head, cradling it, the other arm tightens the embrace, "I'm so sorry Freya" her tone is sad but also comforting, understanding
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Lilya @shadowlilya.bsky.social · 2d
she wraps her hands about Freya's shoulders and lays her head on them, hugging her sideways. "I'm sorry, I loved him too, but I didn't know him that long"
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