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@sekiaaa03.bsky.social
diary brain slop
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evilevilbadevilbadbad account!! I only rly use this if I'm hiding off twt lol (same user)
lowk on some passion stuff tho I be geeking out n shi here sometimes
@nyumimimiiii.bsky.social
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evilevilbadevilbadbad account!! I only rly use this if I'm hiding off twt lol (same user)
lowk on some passion stuff tho I be geeking out n shi here sometimes
@nyumimimiiii.bsky.social
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I'm rly like comically unphotogenic so I'm only rly comfy w taking videos ngl
like not even on some self deprecating stuff like one of my eyes is like significantly higher than the other so I look hella wonky
but like w vids it's not stationary so you can't rly tell it js looks like the angle lol
like not even on some self deprecating stuff like one of my eyes is like significantly higher than the other so I look hella wonky
but like w vids it's not stationary so you can't rly tell it js looks like the angle lol
oh they are alive nvm
December 20, 2025 at 9:22 AM
oh they are alive nvm
incredibly vivid dream
idk why the randomly like life-like ones always involve ppl from school it's like my brain forgets I've moved past that
like there's ppl from uni ppl from work but naw same like 10 ppl from school sure
idk why the randomly like life-like ones always involve ppl from school it's like my brain forgets I've moved past that
like there's ppl from uni ppl from work but naw same like 10 ppl from school sure
December 16, 2025 at 7:40 AM
incredibly vivid dream
idk why the randomly like life-like ones always involve ppl from school it's like my brain forgets I've moved past that
like there's ppl from uni ppl from work but naw same like 10 ppl from school sure
idk why the randomly like life-like ones always involve ppl from school it's like my brain forgets I've moved past that
like there's ppl from uni ppl from work but naw same like 10 ppl from school sure
I'm lowk a fraud n a liar like I wanna see j rly bad but I rly don't have the energy
like ik that's the whole point but I wanna be presentable n positive n have it not be a miserable experience for him to be around me
it'd be kinda funny if it was a wednesday so we could eat together
like ik that's the whole point but I wanna be presentable n positive n have it not be a miserable experience for him to be around me
it'd be kinda funny if it was a wednesday so we could eat together
December 15, 2025 at 6:31 PM
I'm lowk a fraud n a liar like I wanna see j rly bad but I rly don't have the energy
like ik that's the whole point but I wanna be presentable n positive n have it not be a miserable experience for him to be around me
it'd be kinda funny if it was a wednesday so we could eat together
like ik that's the whole point but I wanna be presentable n positive n have it not be a miserable experience for him to be around me
it'd be kinda funny if it was a wednesday so we could eat together
realising I prolly do what I do bc I was constantly told to tough it out n grow up when I was younger, my own method of tuffing it out being js moving past it n pretending it doesn't exist
December 15, 2025 at 6:28 PM
realising I prolly do what I do bc I was constantly told to tough it out n grow up when I was younger, my own method of tuffing it out being js moving past it n pretending it doesn't exist
drinking makes it a little better but I lost both my driving license n my passport so I can't rly get more
idk if that's good or bad ngl
idk if that's good or bad ngl
December 15, 2025 at 6:26 PM
drinking makes it a little better but I lost both my driving license n my passport so I can't rly get more
idk if that's good or bad ngl
idk if that's good or bad ngl
How many times can I do this
December 14, 2025 at 9:22 PM
How many times can I do this
Four months is so unbelievably long
December 14, 2025 at 9:16 PM
Four months is so unbelievably long
wow holy shit I genuinely gotta kill myself
December 14, 2025 at 9:16 PM
wow holy shit I genuinely gotta kill myself
I know it's mostly probably js hormones but having to hide at work bc I'm like randomly tearing up gng I've been here for 40 minutes I gotta kms
December 14, 2025 at 6:39 AM
I know it's mostly probably js hormones but having to hide at work bc I'm like randomly tearing up gng I've been here for 40 minutes I gotta kms
oh my god I've gotta kms that's crazy
December 14, 2025 at 4:36 AM
oh my god I've gotta kms that's crazy
ew wtf I js realised that wasn't real I remember having a dream abt apologising to a n making up w them which like I haven't seen them since school ended n we barely talked during it too
but the other one was so vivid I js realised it wasn't a memory I haven't talked to her yet holy shit
but the other one was so vivid I js realised it wasn't a memory I haven't talked to her yet holy shit
December 13, 2025 at 7:45 AM
ew wtf I js realised that wasn't real I remember having a dream abt apologising to a n making up w them which like I haven't seen them since school ended n we barely talked during it too
but the other one was so vivid I js realised it wasn't a memory I haven't talked to her yet holy shit
but the other one was so vivid I js realised it wasn't a memory I haven't talked to her yet holy shit
I do NOT remember sending that???? like to the point idk if I wanna play it back
December 13, 2025 at 7:33 AM
I do NOT remember sending that???? like to the point idk if I wanna play it back
mirror for my bday lowk prolly awful for my mental not on some narcissist shit but I keep staring at my fits this is literally js my pajamas but funny shoes make it go so hard ohmygawd
mirrors rly good for drawing ref when I move out tho apptim.not allowed it downstairs 💔
mirrors rly good for drawing ref when I move out tho apptim.not allowed it downstairs 💔
December 12, 2025 at 9:24 PM
mirror for my bday lowk prolly awful for my mental not on some narcissist shit but I keep staring at my fits this is literally js my pajamas but funny shoes make it go so hard ohmygawd
mirrors rly good for drawing ref when I move out tho apptim.not allowed it downstairs 💔
mirrors rly good for drawing ref when I move out tho apptim.not allowed it downstairs 💔
Nine hunnit on my bottom bookshelf I'm actually awful w finance
December 12, 2025 at 8:11 PM
Nine hunnit on my bottom bookshelf I'm actually awful w finance
midway through writing a comment I took a step back realising damn I'm actually 22
damn
damn
December 12, 2025 at 6:12 PM
midway through writing a comment I took a step back realising damn I'm actually 22
damn
damn
discord features lowk pmo man I haven't spoken to them in like over two weeks
like salting wounds or smth
like salting wounds or smth
December 12, 2025 at 10:15 AM
discord features lowk pmo man I haven't spoken to them in like over two weeks
like salting wounds or smth
like salting wounds or smth
oh I js realised it was prolly on like suggested or just joined or whatever insta keeps sending notifs abt that's kinda funny
idk if I can turn that off for ppl who follow me on the art one for my priv but it's whatvr
idk if I can turn that off for ppl who follow me on the art one for my priv but it's whatvr
December 11, 2025 at 11:12 PM
oh I js realised it was prolly on like suggested or just joined or whatever insta keeps sending notifs abt that's kinda funny
idk if I can turn that off for ppl who follow me on the art one for my priv but it's whatvr
idk if I can turn that off for ppl who follow me on the art one for my priv but it's whatvr
I did think abt this before but thered still definitely the route of like being a normal functioning person n being InTouch w like English side of the family like I could move near cricklade or wherever they're at
ioknow if I rly wanna tho ngl
ioknow if I rly wanna tho ngl
December 11, 2025 at 10:47 PM
I did think abt this before but thered still definitely the route of like being a normal functioning person n being InTouch w like English side of the family like I could move near cricklade or wherever they're at
ioknow if I rly wanna tho ngl
ioknow if I rly wanna tho ngl
holy jumpscare I unpaused notifs as soon as they followed me how tf did bro even find that account 😭😭
December 11, 2025 at 10:41 PM
holy jumpscare I unpaused notifs as soon as they followed me how tf did bro even find that account 😭😭
Fighting the urge to block everyone again this is so lame
December 11, 2025 at 4:09 PM
Fighting the urge to block everyone again this is so lame
Wait 4 months to wait 6 months to wait 2 years oh my days
this is so stupid
this is so stupid
December 10, 2025 at 11:07 PM
Wait 4 months to wait 6 months to wait 2 years oh my days
this is so stupid
this is so stupid
wednesday moment I gotta kill myself fr oh my god
December 10, 2025 at 9:15 PM
wednesday moment I gotta kill myself fr oh my god
ts was so ass it made me genuinely upset like I drew it maybe a week ago on stream but I hated it so much even if it's js a silly doodle
idk why it's js so ugly man euughhhh I fell auf fr
idk why it's js so ugly man euughhhh I fell auf fr
December 9, 2025 at 9:15 PM
ts was so ass it made me genuinely upset like I drew it maybe a week ago on stream but I hated it so much even if it's js a silly doodle
idk why it's js so ugly man euughhhh I fell auf fr
idk why it's js so ugly man euughhhh I fell auf fr
ik self image n having a tangible change needed to happen or id kms but spending money was highk a mistake in up over an hour past I should be asleep talking myself out of getting the dumbest shoes ever
they're so cool tho,,
300 quid tho,,,
they'e felt too idek how I'd clean them bc they're WHITE
they're so cool tho,,
300 quid tho,,,
they'e felt too idek how I'd clean them bc they're WHITE
December 8, 2025 at 10:18 PM
ik self image n having a tangible change needed to happen or id kms but spending money was highk a mistake in up over an hour past I should be asleep talking myself out of getting the dumbest shoes ever
they're so cool tho,,
300 quid tho,,,
they'e felt too idek how I'd clean them bc they're WHITE
they're so cool tho,,
300 quid tho,,,
they'e felt too idek how I'd clean them bc they're WHITE