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System doing his best. We'll all rant and post here. SBS_VR on #VRchat

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This is an account just for posts regarding my #DID/OSDD experiences and hoping to meet more folks like me
#pluralsky #simplyplural #osdd #didsystem
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Here, have my accidental About Me thread
To have something on here:
Hi. I'm a system. Not diagnosed, something around OSDD, but I'm older & learned that what I've been experiencing my whole life turns out to have a name

I'm still learning the words & such, but I hope to meet more people like me after spending my whole life like this alone
Today was the first time 🟥 snatched the reins while I was live and it was because he wanted to read a character's lines in a game

Here's to hoping this doesn't become a regular thing, because 🟦 doing that suddenly while live is enough of a handful, but I can excuse him. I can't excuse 🟥's behavior
February 10, 2026 at 2:49 AM
I hate fighting my instincts. Not because I don't want to fight them, but because it's really fucking hard to go against what has helped me survive up to this point when I know that things are different now and I don't need them anymore
February 8, 2026 at 5:02 AM
Someone just tried to hack my Uber Eats account

The end result is me now having his address, phone number, unfinished chicken place order still in my cart, and my account still completely mine

This is kind of incredible. How is he plundering this bad
February 7, 2026 at 7:37 PM
Makes a new OC. 🟥, who realized he can just not look like his source material anymore, claims it as his new look and I have to wrestle it out of his jaws

🟫 doesn't want to be linked to his source material. I start picking at a new look and run it by him. He likes the look but is uninterested

>:l
February 6, 2026 at 12:30 PM
I was musing to myself how I wished I could just like...cuddle with someone right now. 🟫 volunteered immediately

We can't do that. He's not like...a physical person that's here (1/2)
February 5, 2026 at 9:27 PM
CW alcohol, death

I feel like, at this point, the only way I'm gonna get everything that's been going on with his passing off of my chest is by getting drunk to stop filtering myself and talking to someone

But who wants to listen to a sad drunk and why would I subject someone to the horror stories
February 4, 2026 at 1:07 PM
WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU /MEAN/ EXPLAINING NEW THINGS TO PEOPLE IS MY TRIGGER?

ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I'M PRACTICALLY A MENTOR FOR STREAMERS AND COMMUNITY MAMAGEMENT. I NEED TO EXPLAIN SHIT FOLKS AREN'T GONNA AGREE WITH AT FIRST /CONSTANTLY/

At least that explains why I'm sporadically super stressed. FFS
February 2, 2026 at 12:41 AM
I wish I had the day to myself and didn't have a six hour event suddenly shoehorned in last minute in the dead center of my day because my friends are horny about aliens in a series of long movies

I want the day to myself to make art. I've been thinking again
January 31, 2026 at 4:35 PM
With the addition of 🟫, I am once again amused by how it's another person that doesn't get and dismisses how my dysphoria messes me up

Then they take the reins, get uncomfortable by how much shorter I am, are reluctant to do it again but wanna help, then I feel two and two come together for them
January 31, 2026 at 4:18 PM
Sometimes I wish the world had a little magic in it, because I know right now one of the guys wants to pluck me out of bed so I stop bed rotting and if that were real, maybe they'd be able to. And I'd let them
January 31, 2026 at 4:05 PM
Its nice living with someone that knows about the guys. Let's me share stupid things that've happened in sharing games and accounts with them

Like 🟦 liquidating my in-game wallet in Deep Rock Galactic to buy a fuckload of cosmetics only to then make his dwarf look like shit
January 27, 2026 at 3:16 PM
Good news! It dawned on me to ask the fella if he'd wanna just stay in this state instead of the other one he was eyeing. Boyfriend asked him today and he said yes

This is gonna make moving so much easier and he gets to keep making these connections sooner than later
Got a pal staying with me for a while as an in-between from his abusive family home & moving to a different state. We agreed that because of timing, it'd be better to move after the holidays

He keeps looking into things that are local-specific & picking up hobbies that involve having a work station
January 23, 2026 at 2:26 AM
Got a pal staying with me for a while as an in-between from his abusive family home & moving to a different state. We agreed that because of timing, it'd be better to move after the holidays

He keeps looking into things that are local-specific & picking up hobbies that involve having a work station
January 22, 2026 at 3:16 PM
BF: "I don't consider myself a good person."

Also BF: Consistently the first to help strangers just because he can. Gets that kids are people who don't know how to people yet and that they deserve patience. Treats everyone with the same barebone level of respect even when he doesn't like them
January 19, 2026 at 4:32 PM
I hate doing interventions. I hate it a lot. But sometimes it has to be done
January 18, 2026 at 5:27 PM
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Guten Morgen!
(Norwegen, Sommer 2025)
January 18, 2026 at 7:02 AM
I'm haunted by the feeling of having done something wrong even when I'm certain nothing happened
January 11, 2026 at 1:57 PM
Having a lot of emotions tonight. Kinda just sitting with 'em

I didn't realize just how badly I needed people to be patient with me. Now that I have folks who do it, I'm kinda...stunned.
🧵
January 7, 2026 at 4:58 AM
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The reason BSKY is 'boring' is because before all this algorithm tuning, if you wanted to find something that would be interesting to you, you had to look for it. You had to... search... and keep tabs... and write things down... it was actually really nice and felt rewarding but maybe I'm old.
January 6, 2026 at 6:27 PM
Talked with my boyfriend about worries that 🟫 might have feelings for me. I'm not used to this & don't know what I'd do if I'm reading that right
He said he had insight that may or may not help:

He said 🟫 likes cute things

I froze in a way I didn't expect to. He's right, but also, that was smooth
January 6, 2026 at 2:04 AM
Just dawned on me that 🟫 is the youngest, shortest, and calmest of the group

He's 48, 7'3", and is impatient and quick to frustration

I am a clown car of large grumpy old men
January 1, 2026 at 10:53 PM
I think a new guy coming around is a good sign to never fucking do this shit again

Now I just hope he can help with the other shit that's about to happen today and for 11 hours tomorrow

Honestly even if he's just quietly watching again and does literally nothing else, at least I won't feel alone
December 29, 2025 at 2:58 PM
It's been really refreshing getting to be open with my sibling about being a system. I can finally give major pieces of context that happened throughout our years that I had to withhold before
December 28, 2025 at 4:22 PM
My friend does, but I don't remember if they're open about being a system so I hesitate to say their handle on a public post

They don't have it set up where only one of the moves at a time, but I think that's something they're trying to set up in the future! So I know there's at least one
do you think anyone out there has made a vtuber/pngtuber setup for like. a system of headmates streaming together
December 28, 2025 at 3:57 PM
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for your health: artist monika zagrobelna has a big blog archive of tutorials on animal anatomy, some of them are even about animals in motion (horses running, wings flapping, etc). really an invaluable resource even if yr not drawing quadrupeds/realism
Animal Anatomy – Monika Zagrobelna
monikazagrobelna.com
December 21, 2025 at 11:53 PM