Really hate being ignored when i reach out and show someone compassion. Wtf.
February 9, 2026 at 12:14 AM
Really hate being ignored when i reach out and show someone compassion. Wtf.
The slightest gap in communication can bring the dread back. Fuck why am i like this.
February 8, 2026 at 2:40 AM
The slightest gap in communication can bring the dread back. Fuck why am i like this.
I wish loving someone this much didn't have to hurt. It's nobody's fault. It just hurts.
February 2, 2026 at 3:49 AM
I wish loving someone this much didn't have to hurt. It's nobody's fault. It just hurts.
Social battery drain+bpd lows are not an ideal combo. Gdi I want every part of my life better for him, but i should want it for me. Obbsession is romantic until the hard part starts...
February 2, 2026 at 12:06 AM
Social battery drain+bpd lows are not an ideal combo. Gdi I want every part of my life better for him, but i should want it for me. Obbsession is romantic until the hard part starts...
Flooding by preparing/imagining all sorts of situations on how it could end is hard.
But if its just as a friend, playmate or partner, I'll love and support him all the same.
God this hurts... but it needs to be about him now.
But if its just as a friend, playmate or partner, I'll love and support him all the same.
God this hurts... but it needs to be about him now.
January 31, 2026 at 7:39 PM
Flooding by preparing/imagining all sorts of situations on how it could end is hard.
But if its just as a friend, playmate or partner, I'll love and support him all the same.
God this hurts... but it needs to be about him now.
But if its just as a friend, playmate or partner, I'll love and support him all the same.
God this hurts... but it needs to be about him now.
I wish i could convey my feelings without it looking like a wall of text.
Bf has family crisis. Bpd go brr. Want to support him but also give him the space he needs. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
Bf has family crisis. Bpd go brr. Want to support him but also give him the space he needs. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
January 31, 2026 at 2:30 PM
I wish i could convey my feelings without it looking like a wall of text.
Bf has family crisis. Bpd go brr. Want to support him but also give him the space he needs. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
Bf has family crisis. Bpd go brr. Want to support him but also give him the space he needs. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
Fucking BPD. My brain feels like its exploding with joy when he smiles, touches me, or says he loves me...
But when we're apart i'm in a state of dread. Every change in tone of voice. Every not returned mention of "i love you"
Too much complimenting? Too doting?
The terror of that bond breaking...
But when we're apart i'm in a state of dread. Every change in tone of voice. Every not returned mention of "i love you"
Too much complimenting? Too doting?
The terror of that bond breaking...
January 27, 2026 at 9:48 PM
Fucking BPD. My brain feels like its exploding with joy when he smiles, touches me, or says he loves me...
But when we're apart i'm in a state of dread. Every change in tone of voice. Every not returned mention of "i love you"
Too much complimenting? Too doting?
The terror of that bond breaking...
But when we're apart i'm in a state of dread. Every change in tone of voice. Every not returned mention of "i love you"
Too much complimenting? Too doting?
The terror of that bond breaking...
Reposted by Seth B.
Ocd+bpd thoughts are a fucking nightmare.
January 13, 2026 at 5:06 PM
Ocd+bpd thoughts are a fucking nightmare.
I love him but my BPD needs to calm the hell down before i ruin a good thing...
January 12, 2026 at 5:37 AM
I love him but my BPD needs to calm the hell down before i ruin a good thing...
Feeling like im holding my breath waiting for a reply. Fucking BPD man...
December 6, 2025 at 12:58 AM
Feeling like im holding my breath waiting for a reply. Fucking BPD man...
Buff old man Yama appreciation post.
March 8, 2025 at 3:26 AM
Buff old man Yama appreciation post.
Reposted by Seth B.
Trying to write a sci-fi novel but accidentally starts writing a completely unrelated fantasy novel.
February 19, 2025 at 6:52 PM
Trying to write a sci-fi novel but accidentally starts writing a completely unrelated fantasy novel.
Pink Floyd is just Tool for boomers
Motely Crew is just Elvis for boomers
Motely Crew is just Elvis for boomers
February 10, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Pink Floyd is just Tool for boomers
Motely Crew is just Elvis for boomers
Motely Crew is just Elvis for boomers
Staying on task for writing is becoming a challenge.
February 7, 2025 at 9:16 AM
Staying on task for writing is becoming a challenge.
*Decides to write a book*
*realizes he has no idea what he's doing*
*realizes he has no idea what he's doing*
February 1, 2025 at 1:50 PM
*Decides to write a book*
*realizes he has no idea what he's doing*
*realizes he has no idea what he's doing*
Main cast is almost fleshed out for draft one. So far: i am a scatter brained writer.
January 29, 2025 at 1:47 PM
Main cast is almost fleshed out for draft one. So far: i am a scatter brained writer.
I HAVE WRITTEN A SCI-FI FUTURE CALENDER FOR THE BOOK. WTF
January 27, 2025 at 4:32 AM
I HAVE WRITTEN A SCI-FI FUTURE CALENDER FOR THE BOOK. WTF
Well, wrote a full fight scene first draft tonight. Guess we're doing this whole writing thing
January 26, 2025 at 4:22 AM
Well, wrote a full fight scene first draft tonight. Guess we're doing this whole writing thing
The Srike Facade. I like gray customs. 🤷♂️
January 22, 2025 at 8:58 PM
The Srike Facade. I like gray customs. 🤷♂️
Wing Zero and Epyon. If MGs weren't a time and $$ sink id have kept building this scale. 😭
January 21, 2025 at 11:12 AM
Wing Zero and Epyon. If MGs weren't a time and $$ sink id have kept building this scale. 😭
Strike Freedom: fresh off the runners.
January 18, 2025 at 10:17 PM
Strike Freedom: fresh off the runners.
Never thought id be looking up the difference between anti matter reactors and fusion ones but here we are.
January 16, 2025 at 5:00 PM
Never thought id be looking up the difference between anti matter reactors and fusion ones but here we are.