The structure and texture of this piece is so cool!

Hope it leaves you alone soon

This is terrible, I should be locked-up

This is what I am thinking about when I get sick

I know it may be cold comfort, but you feel this way, I feel this way, so there must be quite a few others. Possibly even among your old friends! They just might not have the words or even not have noticed it yet

For clarification, the discord servers I got onto grew massive in size and dozens of channels were added. Sometimes I hit up someone in the DMs and say "Hey, what's been up with YOUR life?" and the connection is just *different* and sincere

Hope I didn't hijack your train of thought, but I am convinced I understand what you mean. There's a loneliness about mentioning something happened or a piece of art and nobody seems to care