aromantic story🪶
@rendering.bsky.social
alle/eph, they/them, 27, frightened by the approach of strangers.
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#hsrtweeting #ephmutetag
if I can embrace all that I detest, only then 🕊
writing: https://bsky.app/profile/eidatyr.bsky.social
#hsrtweeting #ephmutetag
if I can embrace all that I detest, only then 🕊
#hsrtweeting pulls went really well too. two copies of cyrene & one light cone within my savings. she will be reunited with phainon he has no choice
November 11, 2025 at 12:07 AM
#hsrtweeting pulls went really well too. two copies of cyrene & one light cone within my savings. she will be reunited with phainon he has no choice
#hsrtweeting I need to Blow up the sun
October 31, 2025 at 6:11 AM
#hsrtweeting I need to Blow up the sun
#hsrtweeting live footage of my stupid little guy begging for attention
October 30, 2025 at 5:41 AM
#hsrtweeting live footage of my stupid little guy begging for attention
#hsrtweeting dan heng what does this mean
October 15, 2025 at 5:31 PM
#hsrtweeting dan heng what does this mean
#hsrtweeting I would do ANYTHING for her
October 11, 2025 at 4:08 AM
#hsrtweeting I would do ANYTHING for her
#hsrtweeting bad decision but there is a woman in my home.
August 21, 2025 at 6:03 AM
#hsrtweeting bad decision but there is a woman in my home.
#hsrtweeting women fear me. fish want me.
August 13, 2025 at 2:44 AM
#hsrtweeting women fear me. fish want me.
#hsrtweeting women fear me fish want me however that one goes
August 13, 2025 at 2:39 AM
#hsrtweeting women fear me fish want me however that one goes
August 9, 2025 at 3:08 AM
this same organization has been working to replant lands devastated by israeli attacks since 2001! as listed on their site, replanting a tree in gaza costs only 7 usd. if you have a few dollars to spare, I'm sure they'd appreciate it.
July 25, 2025 at 5:49 AM
this same organization has been working to replant lands devastated by israeli attacks since 2001! as listed on their site, replanting a tree in gaza costs only 7 usd. if you have a few dollars to spare, I'm sure they'd appreciate it.
we are getting somewhere
July 14, 2025 at 11:38 PM
we are getting somewhere
#hsrtweeting this does not include all of them (unfortunately) (I like a lot of characters and throw a lot of things around in my head) but it's a pretty good survey/introduction to things I think about. except for acheron/shenhe which I came up with just for this. clarifications below 👇
July 12, 2025 at 5:41 AM
#hsrtweeting this does not include all of them (unfortunately) (I like a lot of characters and throw a lot of things around in my head) but it's a pretty good survey/introduction to things I think about. except for acheron/shenhe which I came up with just for this. clarifications below 👇
#hsrtweeting #hsrspoilers 3.4 area ⚠️ relatedly I am thinking about how mydei looks like a wheat field drenched in blood
July 5, 2025 at 9:19 AM
#hsrtweeting #hsrspoilers 3.4 area ⚠️ relatedly I am thinking about how mydei looks like a wheat field drenched in blood
#hsrtweeting #hsrspoilers 3.4 area ⚠️ they are bonding over the fact that they're both in love with the most insufferably annoying man in the entire world
July 5, 2025 at 9:16 AM
#hsrtweeting #hsrspoilers 3.4 area ⚠️ they are bonding over the fact that they're both in love with the most insufferably annoying man in the entire world
#hsrtweeting I also want to draw attention to phainon and mydei's farewell in 3.1—mydei approaches this exchange with far more honesty than he usually does with phainon, and within that I read a genuine desire to connect and seek closure from their relationship. phainon... does the exact opposite.
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting I also want to draw attention to phainon and mydei's farewell in 3.1—mydei approaches this exchange with far more honesty than he usually does with phainon, and within that I read a genuine desire to connect and seek closure from their relationship. phainon... does the exact opposite.
#hsrtweeting here are some more examples (there are MANY more, but I've selected the ones I feel work the best) which showcase phainon's massive sense of inadequacy compared to mydei, ultimately culminating with the letter he leaves for the trailblazer at the end of 3.3.
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting here are some more examples (there are MANY more, but I've selected the ones I feel work the best) which showcase phainon's massive sense of inadequacy compared to mydei, ultimately culminating with the letter he leaves for the trailblazer at the end of 3.3.
#hsrtweeting when phainon talks to mydei, he does a lot of teasing. it's all over their conversations with each other, so I don't feel the need to cite it here—but when mydei isn't around to see him, phainon's words and behavior are very different. here's the first example which stood out to me
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting when phainon talks to mydei, he does a lot of teasing. it's all over their conversations with each other, so I don't feel the need to cite it here—but when mydei isn't around to see him, phainon's words and behavior are very different. here's the first example which stood out to me
#hsrtweeting I believe hephaestion's habit of teasing mydei is a reflection of that state of mind—implied in his joking mockery of the pink color of mydei's drink is a silent "and you're still so much better than I am."
this gap is bridged only as hephaestion dies: he uses the words "dear friend."
this gap is bridged only as hephaestion dies: he uses the words "dear friend."
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting I believe hephaestion's habit of teasing mydei is a reflection of that state of mind—implied in his joking mockery of the pink color of mydei's drink is a silent "and you're still so much better than I am."
this gap is bridged only as hephaestion dies: he uses the words "dear friend."
this gap is bridged only as hephaestion dies: he uses the words "dear friend."
#hsrtweeting I can only say one thing for certain: hephaestion is deeply insecure about himself and his relation to kremnoan tradition and ideals. for me, this follows, because according to mydei, he didn't look like a kremnoan warrior, though he fought twice as hard to compensate for it.
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting I can only say one thing for certain: hephaestion is deeply insecure about himself and his relation to kremnoan tradition and ideals. for me, this follows, because according to mydei, he didn't look like a kremnoan warrior, though he fought twice as hard to compensate for it.
#hsrtweeting when the others die, the reader is given their last words—but hephaestion is given a full conversation with mydei. it's primarily this conversation from which I draw hephaestion's characterization, so I'm going to elaborate on that now. who is hephaestion, exactly?
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting when the others die, the reader is given their last words—but hephaestion is given a full conversation with mydei. it's primarily this conversation from which I draw hephaestion's characterization, so I'm going to elaborate on that now. who is hephaestion, exactly?
#hsrtweeting when mydei first tells phainon about his friends in "memories, veiled in blazing mist" (3.1), he does so in a specific way: he mentions them in the order they die. hephaestion is the exception to this; he is mentioned first, and with the most detail, though—as I mentioned—he dies last.
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting when mydei first tells phainon about his friends in "memories, veiled in blazing mist" (3.1), he does so in a specific way: he mentions them in the order they die. hephaestion is the exception to this; he is mentioned first, and with the most detail, though—as I mentioned—he dies last.
#hsrtweeting first, who is hephaestion? I expect any self-respecting mydei fan will know the name, but for everyone else: hephaestion was mydei's "most trusted friend" and the last of his friends in the kremnoan detachment to die.
June 19, 2025 at 11:34 PM
#hsrtweeting first, who is hephaestion? I expect any self-respecting mydei fan will know the name, but for everyone else: hephaestion was mydei's "most trusted friend" and the last of his friends in the kremnoan detachment to die.
#hsrtweeting I just yolo'd this... aglaea, you wanted to be with cipher, huh 🥹
June 17, 2025 at 3:05 PM
#hsrtweeting I just yolo'd this... aglaea, you wanted to be with cipher, huh 🥹