with him and peeta. 💀I don't mind being childish but not when it comes to men ffs!!! he just seems so empathetic and kind I thought it was safe to let myself dream.
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
with him and peeta. 💀I don't mind being childish but not when it comes to men ffs!!! he just seems so empathetic and kind I thought it was safe to let myself dream.
rather than me jumping to the assumption that he's gone forever. even having stupid thoughts he could be dead because my brain is so ridiculous. and when a discord notification pops up my heart stops hoping it's him. I watched the hunger games last night with a and I kept trying to see similarities
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
rather than me jumping to the assumption that he's gone forever. even having stupid thoughts he could be dead because my brain is so ridiculous. and when a discord notification pops up my heart stops hoping it's him. I watched the hunger games last night with a and I kept trying to see similarities
something. cos part of me wants to be like ah he probably didn't know what to say and then just didn't feel like talking today and wants space which is fair enough especially as I felt like I didn't wanna be too intense like it's good to have a break. unfortunately I wish I knew it was a break
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
something. cos part of me wants to be like ah he probably didn't know what to say and then just didn't feel like talking today and wants space which is fair enough especially as I felt like I didn't wanna be too intense like it's good to have a break. unfortunately I wish I knew it was a break
like I should have known better. As soon as I begin to trust him he randomly goes cold. like just say goodbye or something so I know the convo ended not just leaving me on read basically :( when he even said himself he gets insecure arghhhhh. I feel so pathetic. it feels like I'm still on Kik or
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
like I should have known better. As soon as I begin to trust him he randomly goes cold. like just say goodbye or something so I know the convo ended not just leaving me on read basically :( when he even said himself he gets insecure arghhhhh. I feel so pathetic. it feels like I'm still on Kik or
I wished I was talking to d instead. but it's good to make a new friend I guess. idk how I feel about him cos he can be a little patronising but one on one he is pleasant enough. I feel so silly cos I have no clue if I should be panicking or not. I know that's why I'm panicking but it just feels
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
I wished I was talking to d instead. but it's good to make a new friend I guess. idk how I feel about him cos he can be a little patronising but one on one he is pleasant enough. I feel so silly cos I have no clue if I should be panicking or not. I know that's why I'm panicking but it just feels
movie night (that he doesn't really talk through) and that will be that. barely awkward. maybe he will wish I wasn't there but! oh well! I spoke to his friend yesterday for two hours. he is very easy to talk to I only meant to be there for a short while. but he is not my type and the entire time
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
movie night (that he doesn't really talk through) and that will be that. barely awkward. maybe he will wish I wasn't there but! oh well! I spoke to his friend yesterday for two hours. he is very easy to talk to I only meant to be there for a short while. but he is not my type and the entire time
wanna immediately ignore her after learning she's fat and then tried to carry on the convo but decided he couldn't fake it or smth. idk. oh well. maybe he does just need space. if it's the end then I'll be sad but it will be ok. we can stop playing the game together and just talk through the weekly
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
wanna immediately ignore her after learning she's fat and then tried to carry on the convo but decided he couldn't fake it or smth. idk. oh well. maybe he does just need space. if it's the end then I'll be sad but it will be ok. we can stop playing the game together and just talk through the weekly
restarting the next day either. like fair enough if he needs a break I know I can't actually complain I'm just anxious and feel especially ashamed from it being THE DAY AFTER WE SHARED OUR FEELINGS (and I admitted I was obese lmao.) yeah I guess it's understandable he probably was like hmm I don't
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
restarting the next day either. like fair enough if he needs a break I know I can't actually complain I'm just anxious and feel especially ashamed from it being THE DAY AFTER WE SHARED OUR FEELINGS (and I admitted I was obese lmao.) yeah I guess it's understandable he probably was like hmm I don't
talking to me after a goodbye it was just randomly at 5pm after i made a dumb joke. which makes me feel worse that like, I don't know what the reason was. if he just hadn't said hi today then it would be fair enough I don't expect him to talk first but this is him dipping from the convo and not
December 20, 2025 at 9:25 PM
talking to me after a goodbye it was just randomly at 5pm after i made a dumb joke. which makes me feel worse that like, I don't know what the reason was. if he just hadn't said hi today then it would be fair enough I don't expect him to talk first but this is him dipping from the convo and not
this is like the longest we've gone without speaking in a month or smth :-) I keep remembering like every hour and checking. I feel so pathetic. I should be focusing on enjoying myself with friends.
December 20, 2025 at 2:29 PM
this is like the longest we've gone without speaking in a month or smth :-) I keep remembering like every hour and checking. I feel so pathetic. I should be focusing on enjoying myself with friends.
to a picture in a server we are in*
December 20, 2025 at 11:23 AM
to a picture in a server we are in*
ok nvm I checked and he reacted to a so he's alive lmao. stop being dramatic a. maybe he's realising he doesn't want a f*t sloth. who knows. thank god I am busy today.
December 20, 2025 at 11:06 AM
ok nvm I checked and he reacted to a so he's alive lmao. stop being dramatic a. maybe he's realising he doesn't want a f*t sloth. who knows. thank god I am busy today.
there is literally no way to stalk him lmao ik that is crazy to say but all I have is his messages and post history in our shared servers and it's just... good for me probably but I'm scratching at the bars lol. I wish I was mentally well I really do.
December 20, 2025 at 2:54 AM
there is literally no way to stalk him lmao ik that is crazy to say but all I have is his messages and post history in our shared servers and it's just... good for me probably but I'm scratching at the bars lol. I wish I was mentally well I really do.
thank you angel, I appreciate your viewpoint and kind words so much 💖
December 20, 2025 at 1:21 AM
thank you angel, I appreciate your viewpoint and kind words so much 💖
you deserve the rest ❤️
December 20, 2025 at 1:19 AM
you deserve the rest ❤️
more of a high right now. when I wake up surely. this is crazy. I'm thinking of going to Sweden next year. that is really crazy.
December 18, 2025 at 10:44 PM
more of a high right now. when I wake up surely. this is crazy. I'm thinking of going to Sweden next year. that is really crazy.
here. and without a job I'm just. I wouldn't be the breadwinner so it would be up to them and you can't ask them to move from their country if you can't provide for them. so. I wouldn't move without being sure anyway. I'm getting ahead of myself. really really ahead of myself. I wish I had a bit
December 18, 2025 at 10:44 PM
here. and without a job I'm just. I wouldn't be the breadwinner so it would be up to them and you can't ask them to move from their country if you can't provide for them. so. I wouldn't move without being sure anyway. I'm getting ahead of myself. really really ahead of myself. I wish I had a bit
getting closer. I just really want to be better friends first. I don't want to rush into it and spoil it or it not be right. I want to know. I think I'd be prepared to move if it meant being with my best friend. and maybe that could be him. we will see. I'm realising how little ties I really have
December 18, 2025 at 10:44 PM
getting closer. I just really want to be better friends first. I don't want to rush into it and spoil it or it not be right. I want to know. I think I'd be prepared to move if it meant being with my best friend. and maybe that could be him. we will see. I'm realising how little ties I really have
didn't even have to consider my fat-ness. let alone him considering my fat-ness. he joked about taking me on holiday. idk how to feel. it's all very confusing. and up in the air and new. and I don't think he will push for anything. but I'm surprised he did this so soon really. I guess we have been
December 18, 2025 at 10:44 PM
didn't even have to consider my fat-ness. let alone him considering my fat-ness. he joked about taking me on holiday. idk how to feel. it's all very confusing. and up in the air and new. and I don't think he will push for anything. but I'm surprised he did this so soon really. I guess we have been
normally. so now he knows that at least. because if he doesn't find fat people attractive then I'll know since he can back off safely without directly offending me or saying anything. so I guess it's good I did it this way. and if he is open to it then at least he has a warning. hhhh. I wish I
December 18, 2025 at 10:44 PM
normally. so now he knows that at least. because if he doesn't find fat people attractive then I'll know since he can back off safely without directly offending me or saying anything. so I guess it's good I did it this way. and if he is open to it then at least he has a warning. hhhh. I wish I
our people pleasing tendencies. and after we spoke about how we felt I made a joke insinuating I was fat but he didn't pick up on and asked about our mutual friend joking that I was fat and I explained what happened and that I am fat but wasn't offended cos he wouldn't know that. and he responded
December 18, 2025 at 10:44 PM
our people pleasing tendencies. and after we spoke about how we felt I made a joke insinuating I was fat but he didn't pick up on and asked about our mutual friend joking that I was fat and I explained what happened and that I am fat but wasn't offended cos he wouldn't know that. and he responded