I miss being out or at somebody’s party or some man’s place and checking the clock and it’s like 3am and I have no concerns in my mind about whenever I get home lol.

That’s how I know I’m not ready to have kids for another few years, my brain is still focused on freedom lol

I’d been living independently from family since 18 before I had to move in with my grandmother last year. I’m so grateful to have a place to stay with family and be looked after as I try to get back on my own 2 feet, but I miss not having to worry about people worrying about me if that makes sense..

Was my Ex, in large part to her growing up without ever owning too many video games so I was naturally the more experienced one in that arena, but also she did eventually discover she’s a non-nonbinary woman, so naturally open to accepting influence and being introduced to new things by a woman

I still think about that “vintage” double screen set up all the time whenever I really want to watch a show and play video games at the same time.

The adhd little girl that still lives inside me wishes we could just split screen my flat screen to watch mad men and play fallout 4 simultaneously lol