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Also making playlists and organizing files

This will help me regain control of my brain

I mean I KNOW why one does and the other doesn't (hardcore projection vs like... Normal Fandom Perspective) but I need to Fix My Brain which cannot mean running away forever

And the ship that sparked the other thread /doesn't/ give me the weird anxiety because I think they should get more married and then get more cats (and lizards? they have lizards now?)

...I mean I shouldn't leave over something in a reality that's dead as far as I'm aware and that I simply avoided going near outside of very few exceptions that weren't even related to the characters I'm vague posting but my brain keeps reminding me that happened and who approved that why did they

Wait I regret putting those two thoughts together my brain just reminded me the first character made out with half of the other ship in a different reality I'm leaving again

And I mean I know that's not universal I was reminded a different canon is going to be doing a canon ship with the wife that personally makes my skin crawl and a lot of people even still ship that even if I'll never understand but god you can't tell me that man could love y/n

Not saying who because I don't want to invite anyone to Start Shit but the character that prompted this and his wife, while only fairly recently married, are practically defined by each other in most fandom spaces and by multiple canon sources at this point

Obviously reader insert and self insert (contrary to popular belief, not the same thing) stuff requires SOME amount of ignoring canon in most cases and a lot of the reader insert stuff especially seems to be making up entirely new characters but this is so much

And obviously *my* Paxton is obviously trans because he me