that's a really funny phrase 😂

"looking for problems" is pretty much all that gets said in English but it lacks the graphic impact of a tight lil idiom like that, I'll need to remember this one 🔎 🥚

my mom had this book around when I was a kid, I guess the style of it is dated now, but I still hold with it
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the new CEO of the household name sex work site seems to really hate sex workers

thanks capitalism, for letting this happen...again

and ty for asking ❤️
I'm trying not to think too much about how close to the edge I am but close enough I knew I needed to change some stuff and have been focusing on that, possibly ignoring a bit how much it still feels scary

hopefully it'll be enough to get me thru Dec bills without too much debt (I've been accepting tips on discord too, friends are helping)

and I'm going to just clear my slate and start Dec fresh and on schedule

I need to work without feeling stressed and haunted by this every day, this is helping

last week I was floored with the flu for a week and it just ruined any chance of catching up and I was mega stressed at first thinking that's it Ill spend all Dec doing Nov work I'm forever a month behind

but I just accepted the new regime, not taking new Nov work and I'm eating my savings

I think I will be now, for now anyway

I've been stuck on a catch-up loop, getting each month started late and rushing to make rent and running late again on work, since June really

I got injured and sick a few times too I think BC of the stress and trying to keep up with rent, so couldna get ahead