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Elusia
@pillowbard.me
Elu/Lucy | 37 | She/They
Occasional streamer/vTuber (http://www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard)
Semi-casual FFXIV player (Aether/Faerie - Lucy Palomia)
Burnt out retail worker
Bad at this "social" thing

Avatar🎨: @whymaige.bsky.social
Banner🎨: @andonoz.bsky.social
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I'm slowly working on fixing things in my life - debt cleanup, moving out of Texas, etc. - and... it's gonna take awhile.

I won't force anyone to help, but if for any reason people do want to help move things along a little quicker, I do have a Ko-Fi set up.

ko-fi.com/pillowbard
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For the longest time for Lucy, it's was to stop *having*to fight all the time & save this realm or that one. She wanted to settle down and live her own life.

Now that she did and was forced back into the fray? She wants to cause chaos until everyone takes it seriously that she's *done* with things.
January 27, 2026 at 6:31 PM
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⭐ You asked for it and now they're BACK! If you missed out on getting one in the past, you can now get the @protonjon.bsky.social Rosa zip-up hoodie once again. Check out the full design and get your orders in by heading over to ➡️ tantrummerch.com/protonjon/
January 26, 2026 at 8:00 PM
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Zelda✖️Miku 🗡️🎵
January 26, 2026 at 4:01 PM
January 26, 2026 at 6:35 PM
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Please, please do this, especially if you live in the US.

I know how much it sucks to lose a source of entertainment or comfort or whatever TikTok means to you. But it's genuinely a matter of safety, especially if you're not a cishet white man.

It's a real way you can fight back.
i say this as someone with at least a mild background in cybersecurity — tiktok is now trump/fedgov spyware. you need to delete your account and app ASAP. just because the app isn‘t open doesn’t mean they won’t be harvesting your personal data to target you. queer folx get the fuck off that app
January 26, 2026 at 2:58 PM
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Don't be shy
January 26, 2026 at 3:04 PM
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Minnesota National Guard members have arrived at a federal building and were directed to distribute donuts, coffee, and hot chocolate to anti-ICE protesters. Guard members were issued reflective vests so they would not be mistaken for federal agents.
January 25, 2026 at 8:55 PM
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I drew some of the little people who live inside my computer
#Reboot
January 26, 2026 at 4:48 AM
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Tim Doyle a famous Marvel artist is making some of the most Metal Anti-ICE art right now! Ghost Rider, Wolverine and the Punisher taking ICE out!
January 25, 2026 at 10:09 PM
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ブルースカイ437日目!
😻
January 26, 2026 at 10:39 AM
Stream time? I guess?

I have no idea what I'm gonna do this time. Starting off with the Starless Umbra playtest, then I'll wing it.

www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Twitch
Lucy just wants to relax
www.twitch.tv
January 25, 2026 at 6:27 PM
With how... things are going recently, I may be a fair bit more quiet on this account. I'm just so freaking tired of everything.

I'll still do streams when I have the energy (and if the power's on). Right now though, health is a thing, in more ways than one.

Stay safe out there.
January 25, 2026 at 4:35 AM
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What is a #videogame quote that lives rent-free in your head?

(Alt text is extra important for this one, though that's me giving context. The actual quote itself in full is in the last pic.)

Also, for the love of ***, play Void Stranger (those *'s make sense in context)
January 2, 2025 at 5:46 PM
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This is worth taking the moment to fill out, if you can
if you’re feeling inspired by the photos from minneapolis,drop a note of appreciation at www.standwithminnesota.com/send-a-love-... !
I want to format these all into beautiful things to be shared across the internet, but until I have the time for it, if you are from Minnesota and need to know that people love you and have your back, that you are inspiring people all over the world, here are some notes.
January 23, 2026 at 10:47 PM
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In solidarity with today's ICE OUT OF MINNESOTA blackout, MinnMax is donating $1 to the Immigrant Law Center of Minnesota for every share of this Bluesky post for the next hour.
January 23, 2026 at 4:01 PM
Based on what I saw in my feed, likely won't have access to this account for short bits of time (I'm fine, don't worry. Potential PDS downtime).

Just look for the *other* Pillowbard on here in the meantime (and if you find it, shhh 🤫).
January 23, 2026 at 1:29 AM
I tried one of the DLC stages for Sonic Unleashed... *hoo boy*

This is gonna be something
January 22, 2026 at 1:23 AM
I don't have images but for Lucy, it all happened at the end of post-Stormblood.

She was torn on who to propose to - Lyse or Kurenai. She had on her a letter written out with a ring attached, but didn't address it yet. When asked to rush out and fight Zenos, Lucy left it behind. (1/3)
Just thought of a #wolqotd:

For the OCs that are married/getting married - Who proposed in the relationship? Bonus for fluffy images related to the proposal!

#gposers
January 21, 2026 at 10:11 PM
It's finally done
January 21, 2026 at 6:45 AM
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Abigail has been waiting for you!😤
Who was your secret Santa in #StardewValley ?
January 20, 2026 at 4:16 PM
I wasn't planning to stream tonight... but I just reached the final time trial for Sonic Unleashed's platinum

Let's do this, I suppose

www.twitch.tv/Pillowbard
Pillowbard - Twitch
Lucy needs one last chili dog (Sonic Unleashed PS3)
www.twitch.tv
January 21, 2026 at 2:29 AM
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17 minute full video on xAI

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VJT...
We Went to the Town Elon Musk Is Poisoning
YouTube video by More Perfect Union
www.youtube.com
January 21, 2026 at 12:07 AM
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I’m sharing this video again because people don’t really get what these data centers and ai are doing to our planet and our communities. Especially Black communities because they were strategically placed there.

I need you to listen to these people.
STOP USING AI. STOP SUPPORTING AI.
January 20, 2026 at 11:16 PM
Still one of the best recent Mega Man style games we've gotten in awhile
Mighty Gunvolt Burst is $3.49 on Steam buff.ly/ymWoOJk

Deck playable
January 20, 2026 at 10:47 PM
Managed to at long last beat the Eggmanland time trial in Sonic Unleashed tonight

... now I have to eventually do it 2 more times for the Platinum trophy
January 19, 2026 at 5:29 AM