Paolo San Juan
paolosj.bsky.social
Paolo San Juan
@paolosj.bsky.social
The eye has to travel
The sky gave me a tinge of nostalgia, the kind that brought me back to my youth. It was a perfect day, I’ve never felt more okay for the longest time.
December 15, 2025 at 2:47 PM
to suddenly take up something I’ve never dared nor dreamt of pursuing is shocking to me, I’m rather enjoying the release boxing gives me. It’s strange how mental anguish can really drive you to do things that are foreign to your being. The rage just dissipates
December 14, 2025 at 2:40 PM
I’m Doing everything for you.
December 14, 2025 at 2:30 PM
Omw to launion for a Xmas party for yoga friends. I didn’t expect that I’d bawl my eyes driving down. I have this feeling of just wanting to get away from everyone actually, just living alone & working.finding peace with myself
December 6, 2025 at 3:37 AM
Pure love: one of the best reasons to stay.
November 15, 2025 at 1:56 PM
New Moon chronicles: it’s a period where all emotions are all coming out, even the painful ones. I’ve been really depressed for the past 3 days, at last nights sound bath, I cried for an hour while meditating. But, the universe has a way of telling me that it’s just another phase.
October 22, 2025 at 4:31 AM
Alley way in Enoshima island, kamakura. This leads to the sea candle.
October 18, 2025 at 12:01 AM
When I met Fuji in her all her glory after so many years of going to Japan and not being able to really see her. I took it as a good sign
October 17, 2025 at 3:24 PM
I’m going to be okay
October 17, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Discernment on when to keep certain family members in or out of our lives, but I do consider a small group of friends/cousins as my family. People you feel safe with no matter what & you know they got you if shit happens. I’ve never felt “safe” at home.
September 15, 2025 at 3:39 AM
It’s a bit strange to see old friends you started out with. After more than a decade, the conversations are mostly about health & coping with life in our mid 30s. I love getting old to a degree, things sort of settle down in some areas.
September 14, 2025 at 1:16 PM
I know I’ll be okay.
September 10, 2025 at 3:24 PM
Much needed break from everything.
September 3, 2025 at 5:30 AM
Reconnected w/ an old good friend. Both of us just had to undergo plenty of 💩 & im happy she’s thriving w/ a renewed passion for something else & that we’ve rekindled a new kind of friendship that’s much more mature & uncomplicated.
August 31, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I pray for bookings for the next three days. Pls say a little prayer for me and wish me luck.
August 29, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Today is a bit heavy, it would have been our 8th year. I’m still angry, the rage is exhausting & a bit challenging to process. I don’t ask why anymore, part of me just wants revenge but I’m too tired & they tell me it’s not worth my energy.
August 27, 2025 at 4:23 AM
Hope is in the air, after my heart was drenched in a cold dark place. I’m ready to put my best self forward. The sun indeed is a signpost for better days.
August 3, 2025 at 2:17 AM
Up to no good 🤪
July 8, 2025 at 1:49 PM
My grandparents have amazing genes. I don’t know what they are running on but my god they are in their early 90s & as healthy as a horse. I don’t necessarily get along with them always, but nobody is born in a perfect family but they do look out for me even if I feel they don’t. Happy 92nd gramps!
July 7, 2025 at 12:14 AM
July 6, 2025 at 3:38 AM
Happy Birthday “Miyunix” , my sisters 💗
June 8, 2025 at 8:23 AM
We stay alive for many reasons, but these amazing companions give us more opportunities to be grateful and be less selfish 🥰 now that’s unconditional love
June 8, 2025 at 8:21 AM
Not a day goes by when I don’t miss you tita piit. You continue support me even after you died. Im still getting over your loss, I still sit in your room just wishing I could talk to you. I’m sorry about many things. Pls forgive me for detaching myself from the situation when u needed me the most
June 6, 2025 at 10:54 PM
My favorite childhood memories were the ones spent in BELM. It was the place where I had the most fun, far from the problems at home. I still dream of this place, I still know how it looks like in my head, most of cousins studied here as well & I remember many moments vividly after 30+years
June 6, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Holing up with this little one.
June 5, 2025 at 12:24 PM