even now my hearing hasn’t quite come back yet and everything feels like it’s happening through a cloud of fog but bam and i are so fucking lucky to have the help we have (shout out to my mum who’s moved in for the weekend) can honestly say single mothers are truly the toughest people on this planet

i remember a midwife asking me questions before discharge and i was halfway thru answering one and my only thought was “how did you get here and how long have we been talking”

thank u friend 🥹🫶🏼

due date is technically 27th but he’s comin out this week coz of my BP issues! keeping the date lowkey to still have an element of surprise 😂

i gasped so loud bam thought i went into labour

the idea of a 3-5 night stay in a room with my baby and someone else’s baby and having no control over how many visitors they have etc. i feel like im just gonna want privacy 😭 this pregnancy has already cost me nearly $4k in the ~public system so maybe i should have gone private from the start lol

the trade off is being on a half dose of labetalol 3x a day and suffering the rare side effect of intense boob pain can we get a hell nah

when bam and i matched on the ol tindle he stood out to me coz he sent me a song instead of saying hello lmao and i sent back a superheaven song 🥹 now we are engaged and own a house together and are about to become parents 🥹 this band been there from the start

i think this could all be summed up as pregnancy making my BP spike but the fact it’s also the reason i need to keep my BP under control hasn’t been easy

one plus is being referred by the hospital for an appt i already had booked for next week meant i didn’t have to fork out $400 for it. thanks medicare

if i make it to my due date at this point it’s gonna be a miracle