aych 🌬🌪✨️
@nihilight.bsky.social
fretter. autistic (yes, diagnosed) she/her. starlit mother; lucky wife. BJJ blue belt +3. 🐈⬛️(sparrow) + 🐕🦺 (mina) = 💚💜 × ♾️. i play NMS (PS4), ACNH, SDV, & skyrim (switch.) moon-witchery & angels.
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aych 🌬🌪✨️
@nihilight.bsky.social
· May 7
"the crowds will swarm soon & disrupt the slumber of semi-satisfied dust & memory, jostling them & yanking them from dreams where they finally reconciled, with careless & impatient hands."
a well-timed open mic. i'll be reading:
medium.com/silverpulse-...
a well-timed open mic. i'll be reading:
medium.com/silverpulse-...
new profile pic: :F
February 1, 2026 at 3:40 PM
new profile pic: :F
new profile header; alakazam & goodbye
January 24, 2026 at 4:57 PM
new profile header; alakazam & goodbye
i enjoyed finishing Stranger Things, but i NEVER want to hear 'running up that hill,' ever, for at least 5 years 🫠🫠🫠
January 14, 2026 at 8:01 PM
i enjoyed finishing Stranger Things, but i NEVER want to hear 'running up that hill,' ever, for at least 5 years 🫠🫠🫠
my love & fist bump to everyone whose ND blend isn't cute or fun for others or quirky. also those with RSD. it is 827% unfun, processing icky situations is stupid hard.
January 6, 2026 at 2:49 PM
my love & fist bump to everyone whose ND blend isn't cute or fun for others or quirky. also those with RSD. it is 827% unfun, processing icky situations is stupid hard.
guess everyone else's 'actions due to neurodivergence' is fine, but mine = "mentyB & med changes," so.. ok then. mental breakdowns & meltdowns are not the same. so, now have zero social circles IRL. i always forget i'm supposed to let shit slide vs calling it out, & so now idk how to Act. :/
January 5, 2026 at 12:30 PM
guess everyone else's 'actions due to neurodivergence' is fine, but mine = "mentyB & med changes," so.. ok then. mental breakdowns & meltdowns are not the same. so, now have zero social circles IRL. i always forget i'm supposed to let shit slide vs calling it out, & so now idk how to Act. :/
reddit said not to change out a tailpiece without a luthier, but no one tells me what to do 😤 no wolf tones, no rattling, the whole ordeal (certainly a bit stressful) took less than an hour.
December 30, 2025 at 1:28 PM
reddit said not to change out a tailpiece without a luthier, but no one tells me what to do 😤 no wolf tones, no rattling, the whole ordeal (certainly a bit stressful) took less than an hour.
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"i've been reading a lot of books this year, i know about busking!" - @nihilight.bsky.social
December 25, 2025 at 2:03 AM
"i've been reading a lot of books this year, i know about busking!" - @nihilight.bsky.social
meet clara, clara is waiting on new strings & new tailpiece; birthday month (march) my goal is geared pegs & a new case. unlearning violin muscle memory & relearning bass clef is annoying
December 21, 2025 at 1:49 AM
meet clara, clara is waiting on new strings & new tailpiece; birthday month (march) my goal is geared pegs & a new case. unlearning violin muscle memory & relearning bass clef is annoying
eyes closed for lack of purpose,
or lack of light,
or fear that i'll lose it
or lack of light,
or fear that i'll lose it
December 21, 2025 at 1:45 AM
eyes closed for lack of purpose,
or lack of light,
or fear that i'll lose it
or lack of light,
or fear that i'll lose it
life has been lifing. i'm learning to play cello.
December 18, 2025 at 8:34 PM
life has been lifing. i'm learning to play cello.
omfg my husband did a zelle $$ send to me on FRIDAY. zelle now shows the xfer happened but it isn't in my account yet, i guess i'm paying my PT copay tmrw with air
November 19, 2025 at 8:35 PM
omfg my husband did a zelle $$ send to me on FRIDAY. zelle now shows the xfer happened but it isn't in my account yet, i guess i'm paying my PT copay tmrw with air
mina's 7th cold season with us, now at age 10, which means a new tee! come december she'll get a new hoodie 🥰
November 6, 2025 at 2:52 PM
mina's 7th cold season with us, now at age 10, which means a new tee! come december she'll get a new hoodie 🥰
it's wild to be mad at someone bc they are tired of being alive in their 'new normal,' like... insane. thanks for making my whole point ig
November 4, 2025 at 2:25 PM
it's wild to be mad at someone bc they are tired of being alive in their 'new normal,' like... insane. thanks for making my whole point ig
how mina feels about losing an hour #dogsky #dogsofsky
November 2, 2025 at 5:11 PM
how mina feels about losing an hour #dogsky #dogsofsky
i don't know how much longer i can coast for
October 28, 2025 at 12:38 PM
i don't know how much longer i can coast for
this week's grocery shop i'm going to grab pastas, soups. maybe mac & cheese (with cheese packets vs milk/butter) ... what other (affordable--i am unemployed) groceries can i get to have on hand for anyone needing food help in november?
October 25, 2025 at 2:57 PM
this week's grocery shop i'm going to grab pastas, soups. maybe mac & cheese (with cheese packets vs milk/butter) ... what other (affordable--i am unemployed) groceries can i get to have on hand for anyone needing food help in november?
holding the east corner, 10th annual witches ball, muskegon MI .. someone caught this shot of me mid sway while listening to the ritual poem! artful & melodic, it tied our queer community to our witch community... i was shook & yet sedate, soothed. #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
October 19, 2025 at 5:24 AM
i love how NO ONE told me my lil bandana was flipped up 😆 night 3 of 3 this evening & Waiting Mode is stiiiiiifling
October 18, 2025 at 7:33 PM
i love how NO ONE told me my lil bandana was flipped up 😆 night 3 of 3 this evening & Waiting Mode is stiiiiiifling
i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky
October 18, 2025 at 5:56 AM
noisy evangelicals & it wasn't even 9p, NOR the weekend, as last night was simply a soft opening. they eventually were told they had to stay on the sidewalk & not enter the space again. so they paced 2 ft behind my sisters & kept it up for another 1.5 hrs. #witchsky #queersky
October 17, 2025 at 1:05 PM
- .65 in my bank account. awesome.
October 15, 2025 at 2:01 PM
- .65 in my bank account. awesome.
portland is not a warzone it's animal crossing, i said what i said
October 10, 2025 at 3:40 PM
portland is not a warzone it's animal crossing, i said what i said