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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 5d

i don't know how much longer i can coast for

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 7d

this week's grocery shop i'm going to grab pastas, soups. maybe mac & cheese (with cheese packets vs milk/butter) ... what other (affordable--i am unemployed) groceries can i get to have on hand for anyone needing food help in november?

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 14d

i also had a gummy an hour ago to settle 😅 they make me purple-prosey sometimes.

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 14d

sorry for the woowoo, i'm just still kinda reeling bc i truly FELT things in this weekends rituals vs feeling like i am... idk. playing along & waiting to feel. this weekend & these people, something finally clicked into place.

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 14d

holding the east corner, 10th annual witches ball, muskegon MI .. someone caught this shot of me mid sway while listening to the ritual poem! artful & melodic, it tied our queer community to our witch community... i was shook & yet sedate, soothed. #witchsky #pagansky #queersky

orange low light, floor by bar stage, candles along stage edge, woman in sequin flapper dress, boots, holding wand & phone at sides. eyes closed, small smile

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 14d

i love how NO ONE told me my lil bandana was flipped up 😆 night 3 of 3 this evening & Waiting Mode is stiiiiiifling

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 15d

i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky

woman in black & red dress, rose bandana, pap pap papping a bulldog's flank, sidewalk

entrance to vending tent, small table wifh vintage lamp draped in cloth, lit unicorn light, sign for sigil painting (moon water based), sheet of sigils

typical selfie, woman black hair, black & pink rose bandana, daylight, fence behind; sigil for air element on forehead

selfie shot from show queen barbie; 3 women behind in blacks & red, feather hat, devil costume

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 15d

i had a soul-cracking physical reaction during opening ritual to kick off the witches ball; i felt high all night, warm & happy! i also met the best dog, stellar convos, & now it's almost 2a & i can't Ground so i can sleep, ahh 😅 i can't wait for tomorrow night!!! #witchsky #pagansky #queersky

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 15d

noisy evangelicals & it wasn't even 9p, NOR the weekend, as last night was simply a soft opening. they eventually were told they had to stay on the sidewalk & not enter the space again. so they paced 2 ft behind my sisters & kept it up for another 1.5 hrs. #witchsky #queersky

3 officers + 2 protestors; nighttime, trees, sidewalk; faces covered with emojis

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 16d

night 1 of a 3-night event, the 10th annual witches ball, is in 5 hours. my guts are lava! but: all the queers & all the witches as one in this city? hell yea. #witchsky #queersky

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 17d

- .65 in my bank account. awesome.

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 22d

portland is not a warzone it's animal crossing, i said what i said

photo of animal crossing new horizons frog villagers, on airport dock

"portland's protest frogs are multiplying" headline, 2 frog-suited people, one holds sign, 2 frogs holding hands, 'frogs together strong'

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 26d

left: rosewood, right birch. #witchsky

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 26d

yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!

brown table, green wall; small 'milk bottle' style container with label 'moonstorm water', 2 handmade wands

brown table, closeup of handmade apprentice protection wand, script = "safe"

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · 26d

yaaay big harvest moon! i had 2 bowls of storm water from this summer & have been frothing to make 'moonstorm water'! idk what for, i just do what brain wants. also gonna set out 2 gifted, handmade wands!

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Oct 2

(i had covid in december 2022 & as a person who does chores & walks my dog depsite literal flu, didn't leave bed for 4.5 days.)

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Oct 2

but: i still do not meet enough criteria for ehlers-danlos, just like i only meet 2/4 criteria for POTS... so it still comes down to i think it's long covid as the culprit to my rapid decline since spring 2023.

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Oct 2

3rd week of PT for my bicep (2 yrs out from a grade 1 AC sep) & my dude said, 'so, you've got hypermobile joints; it healed right but yr muscles overcompensated for stability & you've got 8 different tangles here...' 🙃🙃🙃

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Oct 1

i just finished ep3 s3 & oh lort 🤯🥵🤩

aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Sep 30

i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Sep 30

i decided to finally watch killing eve before it leaves netflix; i'm on the last ep of season 2 & it's been SUCH a whirly ride so far

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Sep 30

suicide awareness month is closing, & tomorrow is 7 years since i almost shot myself. here is a thing i wrote leading up to it, & finished a week or so after i was released from an 8-day involuntary hold.

As She Becomes Away

From a place I hope you never reach, I see you. Please stay.

medium.com

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🏳️‍🌈 Loud Little Ladybug 💫🖤 @loudladybug.bsky.social · Sep 25

So if you need any more proof we're being censored and in very dark times...

www.npr.org/2025/09/24/n...

A statue of Trump and Epstein holding hands in D.C. is removed as fast as it appeared

The statue of Trump and Epstein holding hands mid-frolic wasn't the first anti-Trump artwork on the National Mall in recent months. But it was the first to be removed, despite having a permit.

www.npr.org

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Sep 20

i know amazon is *eek*, but they often sell in 3 or 4 packs for not a bad price so as to not lose lots of $ in case you don't like it! but there could be stores or other online shops that do the same 🤔 /ramble!

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Sep 20

i wore them to jiu jitsu classes *as* unders, bc i too dislike too many layers, & had ~personal body logistics~ to sort out to be comfortable on the mats? & then had to wear a skirt in 727° weather & gave em a go as skivvies & it was *pleasant*!

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david (outlaw-type) @redconversation.bsky.social · Sep 20

good morning, bsky

a hand holding a bottle with a flaming rag stuffed into it. text overlay reads YOU DON'T NEED TO BE A WIZARD TO CAST FIREBALL

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Jo @whatsjo.bsky.social · Aug 1

looks like sniffing glue’s back on the menu boys

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aych 🌬🌪✨️ @nihilight.bsky.social · Sep 20

i usually wear yoga shorts (shorter leg) plus they help smooth my tum chub. are those comfortable/wearable to you?

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