its really scary when someone says they like me

I've dealt with more loss than I've ever known in my life and i know for some this isn't that much but it feels big to me

god I'm crying now. last year was so sad. so achingly sad. no wonder I've been struggling this much this year

this is the first time i actually hope she can be happy. i really hope she can heal and grow as a person. shes been thru so much.

i dont know if i take back any vengeful thing ive said about her afterwards but i sincerely hope she can get the help she needs. she was never provided enough and i wanted to do that for her but i couldnt, and i shouldnt have
thats too much for one person

i wonder if i had to deal with it today if i would've been able to deal with it better. she hurt me in a lot of ways though

we can do this! one day we will find ourselves walking comfortably and we dont even remember when that happened- it just did

and im trying to break up

im in an abusive relationship with shame

i can walk but my legs are wobbly and if u push me im going to fall down and maybe cry and feel like im stupid and dumb and silly for even bothering to get up but im going to anyway even if i feel embarrassed

boob sock feels like plastic barbie doll boobs

you are 1000% correct bc its more voluptuous and natural

what is wrong with me. this is not normal

staying 5 ft away from everyone you love is safer, i think

I JUST WANT TO BE HORNY AGAIN AND TO ALSO FEEL SAFE ENOUGH IN MY BODY THAT SEX IS FUN AND GOOD FOR ME