Tess "Querying The Egg Prime Directive!" Tanen
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Tess "Querying The Egg Prime Directive!" Tanen
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Neurospicy disabled anarchist trans lady, making music, stories, poetry, and trouble. Recovering academic.

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Awww goshhhhh...that's all hitting me pretty hard (in a good way) right now and I'm feeling FEELINGS. Thank you for your kind words.🙏🥹😭
December 19, 2025 at 4:45 PM
I'm so sorry sweetie! Sending huuuugs and gender euphoric vibes!🫂🫂🫂
December 19, 2025 at 3:37 AM
Thank you!🙏🥰 I'm legit astonished that made this!
December 19, 2025 at 1:24 AM
December 19, 2025 at 1:24 AM
Some process photos of this drawing as it evolved.
December 19, 2025 at 1:22 AM
This change in size has also meant a significant change in body shape, which has had the effect of alleviating significant gender euphoria...I feel much less masculine than I did before. And then I feel uncomfortable with how much I like it. So yeah...seems like there's no escaping this stuff.
December 19, 2025 at 12:18 AM
And while, on the one hand I feel good about how I look at this size, I also feel like my joy in my body is a betrayal of the version of me who spent years deprogramming internalized fatphobia, and embracing my identity as a fat, femme, person.
December 19, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Yeah, this is part of why I have such complicated feelings about my own recent weight loss: I started a GLP1 agonist for my diabetes, and it's had the benefit of helping me get off the insulin pump and get my blood sugar down to non-diabetic levels. It's also caused significant weight loss...
December 19, 2025 at 12:18 AM
I joined an underground pagan group at school: the Folklore, Ethnology, and Celtic Culture Club, at University College Cork. It acronymmed out to FECCC UCC, always pronounced "Feck You, CC!" Scribbled a pentagram next to our names on the sign up sheet so that they'd know to invite us to rituals...
December 18, 2025 at 4:02 PM
It was a deeply strange period in my my life! I had strangers approaching me on public transit to let me know about Templar plots, or stopping my wife on the street to let her know that she needed to help make me a prince so I could bring peace...showing up at my house ranting about conspiracies!
December 18, 2025 at 3:57 PM
I've chopped mine into a crop top that is probably too slutty to wear anymore! 🤣🤣🤣
December 18, 2025 at 3:45 PM
They're the best!
December 18, 2025 at 3:13 PM
That's awesome! I read it on a flight to Ireland in the fall of 1999. I'd just been introduced to (and binged) Grant Morrison's "The Invisibles" over the summer. In a Waterstones on my first day at University College Cork I found a copy of The Illuminatus Trilogy.

Things got VERY unreal for a bit!
December 18, 2025 at 3:04 PM
(Although, ever since my bottom surgery I'm more of a "rail-ee" than a "rail-er" but that feels like a semantic distinction here. My point stands. Besides, that's why the Goddess gave us strapless strap-ons! 😈)
December 18, 2025 at 10:23 AM
Omg this is the cutest thing and picturing you and your wife geeking out about this is giving me life!

I love it when girls!
December 18, 2025 at 5:22 AM
Awww goshhhhh! I love that!!😭😭❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
December 17, 2025 at 5:09 AM