This game is fucking addictive. Holy shit.

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It’s an interesting mix of a lot of things.

It wasn’t until I hit 30 that I was comfortable with being female and somewhat sexual in that framework and I’m just now feeling comfortable with sex despite hunching everything since I was 4 (my parents don’t shame me but said it was something you did in private lmao).

Also there’s feeling gross in your own body and projection.

My parents, despite leaning apolitical conservative, educated me early on sex and made it neutral to positive.

They never made me feel ashamed about it BUT puberty did. Hour glass, broad shoulders, large assets by 14. Yea.

I think it’s a combination of things influencing the perception of sex since I’ve also seen people abhorrent to even positive presentations of it.

Minor attached theory is it’s also known birth control can lower libido for a notable amount of afab people because it messes with natural testosterone.

Almost every afab person, including myself, that’s been on bc has had this issue. And many people are being put on it young due to early periods.

My theory is that you have a bunch of kids who were exposed to hyper-sexual fetish and kink shit online due to lack of parental supervision so it’s one reason for repulsion.

Omg yes! Time to change my vpn.