world is so bad !!! hell hell hell hell hell !!!!!!!! Mati is happy in her little batduck pond but everything outside of my bubble is so miserable and overwhelming . I don't want to isolate myself from reality but focusing on anything other than my lovely little seattle life just leads to despair
January 21, 2026 at 4:22 PM
world is so bad !!! hell hell hell hell hell !!!!!!!! Mati is happy in her little batduck pond but everything outside of my bubble is so miserable and overwhelming . I don't want to isolate myself from reality but focusing on anything other than my lovely little seattle life just leads to despair
hashtag doomer moment but god I want the world to end so bad . I am honestly very content with my life at the moment but that will not last ! everything is getting worse and there will come a point where it's impossible to be happy . just kill me now . atp being dead is the best next step for mati
January 16, 2026 at 9:02 PM
hashtag doomer moment but god I want the world to end so bad . I am honestly very content with my life at the moment but that will not last ! everything is getting worse and there will come a point where it's impossible to be happy . just kill me now . atp being dead is the best next step for mati
watched chainsaw man movie with a friend yesterday . insanely good . chainsaw man's fuckedup women game is CRAZY , definitely on par with the locked tomb and homestuck . the friend I watched it with is a huge fan and seeing her excitement increased my hype too . . . thinking about reading the manga
January 16, 2026 at 3:46 PM
watched chainsaw man movie with a friend yesterday . insanely good . chainsaw man's fuckedup women game is CRAZY , definitely on par with the locked tomb and homestuck . the friend I watched it with is a huge fan and seeing her excitement increased my hype too . . . thinking about reading the manga
despite my various Personal Happinesses I'm still going to bed today feeling deeply bummed . wish the world wasn't so steeped in evil . tomorrow after work I'm going to see a FWB so hopefully cuddling and fucking a big sad bear will help lessen my despair . breathe . keep it together mati
January 14, 2026 at 7:22 AM
despite my various Personal Happinesses I'm still going to bed today feeling deeply bummed . wish the world wasn't so steeped in evil . tomorrow after work I'm going to see a FWB so hopefully cuddling and fucking a big sad bear will help lessen my despair . breathe . keep it together mati
the us government is doing military occupation in minneapolis to punish the city for not accepting the state sponsored murder of an innocent woman . he's threatening to cut funding to the whole state ! anyone pretending this regime isn't just fascist and authoritarian is either stupid or complicit
January 14, 2026 at 1:42 AM
the us government is doing military occupation in minneapolis to punish the city for not accepting the state sponsored murder of an innocent woman . he's threatening to cut funding to the whole state ! anyone pretending this regime isn't just fascist and authoritarian is either stupid or complicit
had an amazing weekend full of fun and friendship and love but Holy Fuck . the USA is so scary right now . I keep adjusting myself to the new baseline of fear and it keeps climbing . the tides of despair will not stop rising and it is increasingly difficult to stay afloat
January 12, 2026 at 4:37 PM
had an amazing weekend full of fun and friendship and love but Holy Fuck . the USA is so scary right now . I keep adjusting myself to the new baseline of fear and it keeps climbing . the tides of despair will not stop rising and it is increasingly difficult to stay afloat
coworkers had an extra latte yesterday and I accepted it despite their warnings that it was Caffeinated . . . resulted in a wildly productive afternoon of tidying and sorting followed by a terrible night's sleep . a good reminder of why I don't have caffeine , but also I'm happy with what happened !
January 9, 2026 at 3:30 PM
coworkers had an extra latte yesterday and I accepted it despite their warnings that it was Caffeinated . . . resulted in a wildly productive afternoon of tidying and sorting followed by a terrible night's sleep . a good reminder of why I don't have caffeine , but also I'm happy with what happened !
This is literally what they do whenever a Black person is killed by police. No matter how solid the evidence is, they will keep pushing that lie, not just to poison the conversation and make sure the killer walks free, but to reassert the political idea that these people deserve to be killed.
The shooting is shocking enough but the government's response is off the charts when you consider that this incident is forensically documented on video.
January 8, 2026 at 1:41 PM
This is literally what they do whenever a Black person is killed by police. No matter how solid the evidence is, they will keep pushing that lie, not just to poison the conversation and make sure the killer walks free, but to reassert the political idea that these people deserve to be killed.
I am trying very hard not to feel evil for Enjoying Little Things amidst the constant political crises but it's tough , dude . like , I know I shouldn't hate myself for wanting to post about homestuck and twitch streams or whatever but it all seems so frivolous . I need to rid myself of this guilt
January 8, 2026 at 5:30 PM
I am trying very hard not to feel evil for Enjoying Little Things amidst the constant political crises but it's tough , dude . like , I know I shouldn't hate myself for wanting to post about homestuck and twitch streams or whatever but it all seems so frivolous . I need to rid myself of this guilt
another day of Going To Work Like Normal . the madness of this regime has always made it difficult but the Closeness of this particular catastrophe has me feeling especially untethered . nothing can stop the gears of capitalism from turning . no atrocity will be enough to grant us a moment's pause
January 7, 2026 at 3:49 PM
another day of Going To Work Like Normal . the madness of this regime has always made it difficult but the Closeness of this particular catastrophe has me feeling especially untethered . nothing can stop the gears of capitalism from turning . no atrocity will be enough to grant us a moment's pause