buck's tired of important people leaving regardless of how much grace he tries to have when they do. so i wouldn't be suprised if they do reveal that something happened between seasons that caused the distance. and i wouldn't be suprised if it was buck that instigated it.

so tia pepa's advice on embracing change caused buck to accept bobby's death a little bit which did help him but it also created a problem where buck has to accept the fact that eddie could leave again at the drop of a hat.

i think yeah it's relating to bobby but it's also relating to eddie bc eddie is another major anchor for buck that left him in some capacity. and eddie left multiple times and eddie was about to leave again. and buck is scared of it happening every single time.

it could definitely be him just wanting to project some sort of strength bc he felt violated but it could also be him projecting that feeling you get when some major change that you can never be ready for is forced on you and you have to deal with it

but we've seen os act out bigger emotions from buck and it always comes across like buck's heart is in it. but when he was yelling at the squatter i didn't feel like his heart was in it. it felt like he was projecting something

not to mention when buck was yelling at the squatter about how the place wasn't his anymore. like yeah it makes sense bc buck felt violated and maybe embarrassed bc he made a big deal about it being bobby bc he missed him

"the key to buddiemaxxing is to imagine sisyphus happy," - i say as someone who got here in 8a 😭

think he got that badge in boy scouts?

i imagined getting woken up like you took smelling salts but i could easily be wrong 🤷🏻‍♂️

omg that was purposefully brutal what the hell 😭 like EXACTLY like may