It's just depressing, I feel like I've given a lot of myself to the scene and to see it moving this way makes me understand how little one person can move the needle. Can't get stuck in that space though, there's always brighter days to be created; can't stop trying whether I want to or not.

I think people do care (to an extent) it's just that they don't care enough to make the kind of difficult decisions that could make a difference. I think most of all it makes me think i should try to really connect more with the people I do know are cool rather than the FGC as a whole.

I always forget how out of touch I am with the greater scene, I should probably know better.

🤝

Get into fighting games

To circle back on this, im the fucking goat in fact ive been the damn goat for quite some time. My brain may be leaking out of my ears from slam but I handled the vids as well as ever and hit every workout this week and only mildly fucked up my diet, a feat that will go down in history.

still have a ways to go but knowing I'm the fittest I've been in my whole life is a nice milestone to hit. Should be at my goal by the time Frosty rolls around. 💪

Instantly unlocks the endgame content of a stir fry.

Nothing compares to the pop when Malice appeared on stage during chains and whips tho. Also appreciate the full minute of aura farming standing on pedestals in front of the crowd in the middle of the show. They played cot damn, great time.

"Penne alla vodka" was one of the loudest lines tonight