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⚡️🐈‍⬛Acid 🖤💫
@loudacid.bsky.social
Mostly here to vent, talk about cartoons and movies, have stoned rambling self realization and hate on small stuff. Kinky.

I’m actually very fun at parties.

#AcidsDatingAdventures

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Use #AltText 👨🏽‍🦯‍➡️
Label your NSFW&lewd art ⚠️
minors DNI 🔞
Pinned
Here I thought I’d be getting high to NOT deal with my problems but instead I am getting hight and having some PEAK SELF REFLECTING and self-therapising analyzing.
I keep dreaming about balancing on unstable broken surfaces.

I don’t fall, if anything I’ve gotten proficient at it.

It feels like symbolism.
December 13, 2025 at 6:22 PM
It’s kinda cursed that I have a vocalstim for the word “Haarlem”

The way it was pronounced and stretched out by the man who assaulted me while the police was trying to remove him from my house at 3AM

Whenever someone says it, I kneejerk reaction parrot it back to them in that whiny voice.
December 13, 2025 at 11:28 AM
I wanted to believe my cropojob was not like the other girls, everyone there is neurospicy and nerdy and we have a passion for STEM and Nature.

But after our performance review and personal check up, and some issues after that I realised the focus was to me MONETARY EFFICIENT at inspiring children
Corporate executives VS the artists they hire and the messages these artists want to put out in the world
December 13, 2025 at 11:26 AM
We’re home and I googled it and saw it’s a stretched hand contracting against a chest to signify self and identity and flower bulb to show inner beauty and change.

Essentially my guess would have been a sign language slur????
What’s the sign language gesture for “transgender” ?

I imagine pointing at your crotch and swishing 2 fingers around is decutive?

#DrunkAcid
December 13, 2025 at 3:22 AM
Got hit by #Whamageddon in the gay bar as the song that they announced it was closing.
December 13, 2025 at 3:17 AM
Got a soft serve icecream in the middle of December. My head cannon is that the guy who works there was so impressed at it and glad he didn’t turn on the machine for nothing that he upgraded my Fry size for free.
December 13, 2025 at 3:16 AM
What’s the sign language gesture for “transgender” ?

I imagine pointing at your crotch and swishing 2 fingers around is decutive?

#DrunkAcid
December 13, 2025 at 1:34 AM
My sister’s birthday party. So nice to meet her other friends and see they are nice.

So nice to meet new people. Won’t flirt but will friend flirt
December 12, 2025 at 10:46 PM
Today a friendly acquaintance shot me a message with a potential job for the city night guard as a safe space.

It’s payed.

I’m gonna shoot my shot and see what happens and hope it’s a salary I can live on. Or dare I hope for… better than what I currently earn?
December 12, 2025 at 4:38 PM
Why would u get in a biking accident a year and a day later AGAIN
December 12, 2025 at 4:33 PM
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Parts and Pain.
A good lesson without the harmful stereotypes.
December 10, 2025 at 6:25 PM
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December 11, 2025 at 2:43 AM
Started looking at job listings. I might not have the amount of time in experience in the field but the money other companies are offering for this kind of work is way more than mine.

But it looks like it’s a solo position.
December 11, 2025 at 7:09 PM
@ivorypupper.bsky.social hey I scrolled through the first 3 images of your account and was wondering, is this a nude account? i kinda accidentally assumed it was a pup play account 😅
December 11, 2025 at 5:21 PM
Delusion Crush1 told me to go talk to HR About how ex-Delusion Crush2 spoke to me.

HR didn’t do much but they were nice and gave me some advice and I think I’m making a PowerPoint for my next meeting.

Their stupid little “check up” made me anxious as fuck and I feel like I’m performing worse.
December 11, 2025 at 5:20 PM
I’m going to talk to HR About this because in retrospect it’s not a tactful or constructive way to share criticism.

If anything it’s given me nothing but anxiety.
December 11, 2025 at 1:23 PM
Every. Single. Call. I get.

Does this person hate me?

Every single call that drops.

Is it because I picked up?
December 11, 2025 at 1:22 PM
Sex is so empty and meaningless with a stranger.

He was passionate and rough with me but it wasn’t fun. The bed is covered in cum. He licked my nipples and chest.

I did not enjoy it as much as I hoped I would. It felt empty. It felt pointless.
I should have smoked instead.
December 9, 2025 at 9:54 PM
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pals you gotta quit spotify
December 8, 2025 at 4:44 PM
I should check with juridical if my contract will protect me if I don’t get my contract renewed and I’m in the middle of sick leave.

If I end up needing to have a surgery that coincides with the end of my contract… I might be royally screwed wirh the amount of unemployment I’ve managed to build up.
December 9, 2025 at 9:50 PM
The more I think about it the more I realise how fucked I am.
Is there a realistic fix for this?
Or am I fighting a battle I’ll never win?
I’ve got 5 months left on my contract. They expect to see results.
They expect me to fix the trust of the other regions.

How the fuck am I going to do this.
December 9, 2025 at 9:45 PM
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The lack of sound on Bluesky is underappreciated.
December 8, 2025 at 10:18 PM
So if I’m the face of planning, and planning has been a mess… I am the biggest target.

I was kinda shocked about how many people did not like or trust me.

But if I’ve been covering up for my coworkers that messed up, or passing on fixes to other coworkers who mess up…

Then it’s still on me.
December 9, 2025 at 5:58 PM
Being likeable isn’t enough to keep you a job.
December 9, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck check check fuck fuck fucked chfjfndjdjf
December 9, 2025 at 4:35 PM