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I am a survivor of narcissistic abuse. Let's talk about it.
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OC Astra stands slightly left of frame looking dramatically at the camera. A large nebula of light and color splash across the background softened with focus.
December 2, 2025 at 5:26 PM
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Losing my mind some today, wishing I were here.

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Astra stands on a balcony overlooking a lake taking a selfie with her thumb in the lens again. There is snow on the distant hills and trees seen over her shoulders as she smiles into the camera. There is a very mild amount of clouds in the sky as well as vibrant northern lights in a shade of turquoise tracing across the sky amourphously.
December 1, 2025 at 6:28 PM
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I am installing Shadow of the Erdtree, finally. Haven't had the right mood to play, now suddenly I'm starting to feel it creeping in because of this photo. Oh no! xD

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OC Astra stands at a familiar location in the game Elden Ring. A large tree called the "Erd Tree" can be seen behind the sillouette of a large castle in the background, larger than even the frame of the photo. Astra stands with her arms raised in a pose reminiscent of "Praise the Sun" from the souls franchise.
November 27, 2025 at 6:56 PM
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She looks just like this...🤭 ✨️🫶✨️
November 26, 2025 at 7:26 PM
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I've got a long weekend coming up, took off the day after the holiday at suggestion of my boss lol

What are you plans for this holiday and weekend? I will be resting and spending time working on a project, most likely some photography and certainly some video games!

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OC Astra stands center frame with a slight tilt of the head and a warm smile. I took this photo in a recording stage, so the material on the walls you can see flanking her is supposed to be sound dampening material. I very much enjoyed the cascading geometric shapes and I wouldn't be surprised if I end up back here later for some more.
November 26, 2025 at 6:27 PM
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Most people just ain't gonna get it and that's okay. They don't need to understand you, it's not supposed to be about them. Do you remember?
November 26, 2025 at 5:20 PM
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Alright, talk to me NF. 🤔
November 25, 2025 at 10:17 PM
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hehehehe
November 25, 2025 at 8:27 PM
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*mfw im approving of this message rn*
November 25, 2025 at 8:08 PM
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We are all locked in cycles. Everything looks like a circle at first. Success, failure, grief, healing, all look similar. When I stagnate, I feel it like 2 dimensions, stuck on one plane. When I heal, I bring higher dimensional energy that lifts it 'off the page' looking more like an incline...-
November 25, 2025 at 7:49 PM
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Hmmm..wat dis? ~ ¿🙃✨️

*She asks while fully lying down with her face affixed firmly to the relatively obvious shaped object in question*

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There are three small purple star shaped lights resting on the floor. OC Astra's face can be seen shoved tightly into the top right corner of the frame staring intently at the stars in front of her investigatively lying on the floor, apparently.
November 25, 2025 at 6:19 PM
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Speaking strictly generally, the ones around you that are the most flexible are actually some of the ones with the least functional boundaries. It is no matter of strength to be available. Available is a convenience and concenience is accessible on every street corner, My Love. Do not sell yourself.
This is a silly themed photo with Astra standing in front of an epilepsy warning screen for a music shot/light show world with both her hands giving a thumbs up. One appears to be gripping the camera with her thumb very near the lens while the other is more removed held up in front of her chest as she smiles widely.
November 24, 2025 at 10:17 PM
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In life we find that we were never meant to be holding some people, and often in life we learn that we are too much for other people to hold. Each celestial body moves in unique directions acting upon another, but not many can stabilize to an integratable frequency.

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OC Astra stands behind a pane of glass in a small white room. She stands near center of frame slightly to the left side. Two round lights can be seen hanging from the ceiling in front of an empty white picture frame. There is a decorative metal frame hanging down from the ceiling as well as a creeping house plant that cascades from above to the right side of the shot.
November 24, 2025 at 7:13 PM
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Hello, Little Ones! ~ 💜

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OC Astra stands in a dimly lit forrest setting as moonlight shines down from the sky. She stands close to frame with one hand raised clutching the handle of a homemade lar lantern filled with tiny star lights mimicking the feeling of fireflies. She smiles warmly to the tiny lights, inspired by their luminosity.
November 23, 2025 at 8:04 PM
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Motif ~ 💜

A shadow grows many times in size the closer the light gets to the origin point. This is frightening at first, but it becomes more familiar with practice. We can find confidence in knowing the shadow is part of us, it responds appropriately when respected.

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A lantern sits illuminating the wooden floorboards of an empty room as it's light falls softly on the far wall. The protective impact guards cast a distinct shadow where the metal bars cross over one another in front of the glass that shields the flame contained within. OC Astra can be seen from the waist down standing in between the lantern at the wall mildly out of focus. Her thigh high boots strung with white lace crossing back and forth in a repeating pattern that echos the similar motif of the brush guard on the lantern. A lantern sits illuminating the wooden floorboards of an empty room as it's light falls softly on the far wall. The protective impact guards cast a distinct shadow where the metal bars cross over one another in front of the glass that shields the flame contained within. OC Astra can be seen from the waist down standing in between the lantern at the wall mildly out of focus. Her thigh high boots strung with white lace crossing back and forth in a repeating pattern that echos the similar motif of the brush guard on the lantern. Astra stands with one foot forward in this shot, nearing the lantern and bringing one of the boots into focus.
November 21, 2025 at 7:01 PM
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A shadow can only imitate the light that it was created in absense of. It will not outsine it, it will not overpower it, it will not outgrow it. It is the inferior driving force because it is derivative of the power it can only mirror. A bit...poetic isn't it?

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OC Astra stands in an empty room holding up a lantern towards the camera. The lantern's light is bright, casting shadows across her face and onto the wall behind her in kind. Her other palm is open and facing towards the camera as if about to reach out.
November 20, 2025 at 6:05 PM
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Like come onnn, look at what's going on here, it's a wonder we get to experience these. Geometric shapes refracting light at different angles, dynamic soft gradient between sources, simulated depth of the reflective surface below the glass on the mirrored floor??? 🫠👍

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OC Astra stands in the middle of a large squared room. There are three large pillars of light standing before the far wall stretching up the length of the image. From left to right the beams of light are red/orange, minty green, and sky blu. The walls of the box are a dark grid pattern with blue dots of light sparkling softly, the floor is a mirrored grid pattern reflecting light and color. There are geometric shapes lining different parts of the mirrored floor awash with light from the large pillars that flood the room with color. OC Astra stands tilted mildly to the side looking up at the pillars of light with wonder approximately in the middle of the pictured floor space.
November 19, 2025 at 6:11 PM
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I like hands.
I especially like to touch reality juuust a little bit. 🤭
This shot is of a grassy valley looking out at the lining mountains and sky late at night after the sun is beyond the horizon. One thing I love about this photo is that Astra exists in all locations simultaneously; Behind the camera, in the foreground, as part of the background mountains, and bleeding into the night sky. It is as if she is both the subject, and the environment multiple times over. This photo takes place on the shore of a great expanse of water looking out at a black hole in the distance, almost appocalyptic in scale. There is a large stone hand reaching out towards the black hole that the viewer stands above as Astra's hand appears to reach down from the heavens to almost touch finger tips with the stone hand. The darkness of her hand and blur from the focus being pulled to the black hole makes it look like her hand cuts a sillouette out of the image breaking the formula. OC Astra stands in a bedroome behind the camera with it focused on the palm of her hand. This is an artistic shot of her hand with her fingers mildly curled into a pretty fan pattern. The background has a soft blur from focus with nice bokeh on some strands of lights that a tacked up the wall trailing above the side of the headboard we can vaguely see in the background. This shot is at an overgrown train stop standing on top of the tracks looking down thru a stone archway in the far distance. There are houses overgrown by nature that flank the ties and rails alike. Beams of light can be seen coming thru the trees. Astra's hand is seen blocking out a majority of the exposed sky reaching down towards the photo giving the appearance of a night sky. Astra's off-colored champagne ring finger can be seen faitnly peaking thru the canopy of leaves in the distance.
November 19, 2025 at 12:48 AM
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Went on a little walkabout last night exploring new worlds, ended up having a ton of fun. The lighting in this world in particular is so visually stunning. I wasn't even planning on taking pictures for certain. I took a bunch! This selfie is so badass. xD

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The room the photo is being taken in is the interior of a large box lined with a grid shaped dark pattern with blue sparkles. There are three large pillars of light and many geometric shapes lining the mirrored floor. The lights are colored orange/red, minty green, and sky blue -esqe. OC Astra stands in front of the pillars of light with one hand on her hip and a cheerful smile dramatically lit by an array of light and color.
November 18, 2025 at 5:57 PM
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Ahhh good evening, Mr. Bill. 💋
November 18, 2025 at 5:28 AM
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A thought I had seeing something driving home-

It is a wonder that we live under such a surveilance state iPhones are potentially being banned in parts of europe because they contain Israeli spyware before our first responders have a universal, reliable way to get thru traffic signals safely.
An emote of OC Astra lying on the floor with her eyes closed and a low battery symbol above her head looking drained.
November 18, 2025 at 2:21 AM
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You know, you can lead a horse to enlightenment, but you can't make it take you seriously or refrain from jaw jacking for pity attention about how miserable their life is because of that effort. Most are not ready to heal or hear the painful truth, and that's okay.

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OC Astra stands center frame with her arms offered out to the sides reminiscent of a shrug. The background is a flowerbed with creeping vines crawling up the surface of the wall behind flanked by a bright pink light on one side and a bright purple light on the other creating a cascade of color on the background.
November 17, 2025 at 8:02 PM
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Dare to Dream. ~ 💜

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The setting is the interior of a living space. There is a projection on the wall that spills out if the projector screen shown on the wall opposite the couch and coffee table. The projection shows nebulous clouds of dust in an array of oranges, blues, and blacks broken up by smaller pin points of light that resemble stars. OC Astra is tightly framed along the left side of the image blocking out that side from view. With the dim lighting on her, Astra appears mostly dark with only the pin pricks of light produced by the glitter that imitates stars. With her arm outstretched, her fingers and palm facing down, a round ball of night forms flowing down from her pointer finger. Constellations can be seen on the surface and are projected outwards onto the walls of the living space. The projector screen, behind it all reads "Every dream starts with a dreamer"
November 15, 2025 at 6:25 PM
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I really like making these. 🤭
4th wall break included.

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This is a photo colage of sorts made up of multiple photos taken in front of a beautiful amethyst colored stonework wall. The base premise is a photo from an instant camera with the white outline around the perimeter of the photo contained within another of the same photo repeated multiple times with interesting background elements shown around the extremes of the white borders. Astra takes a selfie for the first photo, and like nesting dolls after a few photos pulling out I take a photo with the VRC print camera which is basically an instant camera with landscape orientation instead of a perfect squate ratio. Some of the previous photos that were taken with thevinstant camera are fanned out behind the final shot where the corners can be seen before the print was captured creating a fun effect. There are varying shades of purple accented with brilliant yellow four pointed stars and hardwood flooring. This is same lineup as the previous photo but without the final print camera outline around the image. Astra's fingers now grip around the edge of the instant camera prints within the photo, breaking into the shot in front of the background. This is same lineup as the previous photo but without the final print camera outline around the image. Half of Astra's torso, face, and ears can be seen around the edge of the printed photos where the hands were in the previous shot as she peaks at the viewer.
November 14, 2025 at 7:06 PM
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VS setting up the camera. 🤣
OC Astra takes up most of the frame setting up the camera for the previous shot. Only the top half of her face is seen in frame along witg both thumbs and forefingers taking up space in the lense. Jovial tone to this one. hehe
November 13, 2025 at 6:50 PM