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thanks, i’m sure he’ll be fine it was only a small piece but i just panic a lot
November 15, 2025 at 11:54 AM
why do they gotta be stupid like that honestly. i’m sure he’ll be fine but i will likely be up in the middle of the night like you were lol
November 15, 2025 at 11:48 AM
8:30pm and i just finished having a panic after chasing my cat around my house because he ate plastic so theres that
November 15, 2025 at 10:00 AM
NO FUCKING WAY

THE KARMA MUSIC VIDEO ENDS WITH THE CLOCK STRIKING MIDNIGHT AS WELL!!!!!
a woman in a white dress is sitting in a chair and saying oh , god .
ALT: a woman in a white dress is sitting in a chair and saying oh , god .
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November 15, 2025 at 4:39 AM
STOP IT I FORGOT ABOUT THIS

this is so so so loud and also jimmy holding the three cats and there being so many different references to characters in sets of threes in these videos
November 15, 2025 at 4:36 AM
actually think this is the most accurate way to look at it. she’s like deciding to embrace the lavender haze (even if she knows it’s going to hurt her) in order to not only get her masters back but also get to finally come out.

also karma being last when karma was going to blow it up back in 2016
November 15, 2025 at 3:49 AM
yeah i’m talking about both of the proposals. The album comes out after he proposes so the ghosting happens after the proposal if that makes sense idk are you thinking more about the album announcement and how that happened before the proposal?
November 15, 2025 at 3:42 AM
so maybe we look at it as taylor deciding to stay in the lavender haze in order to accomplish everything she wants to accomplish and eventually get her revenge and bring karma back around
November 15, 2025 at 3:40 AM
and in reality taylor’s not intending to stay in the lavender haze she just had to perform and live in the lavender haze for a while in order to get her masters back and progress her career far enough to be able to safely reach a point where she can burn everything down and flip the script
November 15, 2025 at 3:40 AM
like taylor wants the lavender haze and not the rest of it but ig the other way to look at it could be that she’s saying she wants to stay in the lavender haze and beard so that she can get to where she wants and then karma flips the script in the end and we learn her intentions were the opposite
November 15, 2025 at 3:40 AM
i think the male character in the video (showgirl) is that heteronormative internalisation i guess. like he represents the bearding and the relationship aspects whereas taylor represents where her desires and beliefs truly lie.
November 15, 2025 at 3:40 AM
For example in the video we see taylor shed the blue bear (bearding) jacket and start crawling around in lavender before going up to her TV, seeing her other half on the screen performing/working and the she pulls back the curtain.
November 15, 2025 at 3:40 AM
that’s a good point. i guess the way i see it is we see this like, wave of lavender just sort of fully bloom and overflow within the house (taylor’s mind) while her heteronormative persona (the dude) is on the screen. Like lavender is taylor’s queer colour whereas i see yellow as more like bearding
November 15, 2025 at 3:40 AM
thanks! yeah well the thought process there is the proposal happens first and the album (which jack isn’t on) comes out second so 🤷

the proposal comes before the album and before the ghosting but it really all kinda happens simultaneously
November 15, 2025 at 3:27 AM
i’m not too sure but i know there were issues of some sort with the director. hopefully since she owns all the footage now it won’t really matter idk
November 15, 2025 at 1:06 AM
i could totally see her putting everything on disney or putting everything onto her own site. maybe when the disney contract is up she’ll move all her concert films and stuff over to a designated site for fans
November 15, 2025 at 12:52 AM
i feel this hard because it really does hit you out of nowhere and it just wrecks you. it happened to me last week and it just ruined everything for me and it’s so frustrating because i was doing the most boring, mundane task when it started :/
November 14, 2025 at 11:20 PM
it’s like taylor anticipated this is what would happen after she released this record out into the world. the record plays and it entrances the viewer and brings them into the magical world taylor created

coincidentally taylor’s been talking about TLOAS and creating CHARACTERS a lot!!
November 14, 2025 at 10:51 PM
the other order was just lavender haze at the end rather than the start. the rest stays the same
November 14, 2025 at 10:39 PM
i always go secret third option “for fuck sakes”
November 14, 2025 at 10:09 PM